Last time I got my nails done was February 10th. Slowly trying to come back to life.
Kharkiv is a russian speaking city so all my life I spoke russian and I’m not proud of it, now I’m on the west of Ukraine so trying to switch to ukrainian and it’s hard, I can understand it perfectly, can read ukrainian clearly but speaking is hard, I’m slow.. So making a nail appointment was something I had to prepare mentally for but I did it 💪🏻😅
There is a war in my home city and they are going hard on it but the city I’m in is calm so far and everything starts to open again so I guess I better start living instead of postponing my life for the better times, they might never come.
Finally bought some clothes and shoes. The gym near me just opened too so I also ordered some gym clothes and will be going there when they arrive.
You know I’m running out of content but I think I will go ahead and order few lingerie sets and and book couple hours in a photo studio soon so I might fix the destiny of my OnlyFans🙂
I’m not forgetting about the horror that is going on right now, I just know that me being sad and doing nothing isn’t going to help anyone.
My dad is able to use phone once a few days and the last time we chatted he said he likes people in battalion with him and got very lucky with commander, I’m so happy to hear that.
My dad called this morning. Only said he’s okay, not allowed to say anything more.
My grandpa called yesterday from occupied Izum too, he’s okay but Russians control it, they don’t touch elderly, can’t say anything about younger people but heard some scary stories too.
My best friend is on the train to a western Ukraine! Finally evacuated, was too unsafe to stay there..
No connection with my dad so far, I know they are teaching/training him and he has to be without phone. I hope I can hear from him soon.
Did light make up today (which I would never even consider a make up before war) and felt beautiful enough.
I hope it can be what I wear on a daily basis when the war is over instead of a heavy one I used to wear. It takes so much less time and looks normal unlike some of my before war huge cat eye eyeliner selfies.
My viewing of myself changed quite a bit… I still don’t really like the way I look without make up but I can see that the heavy make up is very unnecessary and even stupid.
Nearly $1000 made yesterday and I’m sending all of it to those I know who need help.
Thank you so much to everyone that contributed - big or small.
And thank you to everyone who participates other ways, I know there are a lot of people around the world including my subscribers that give asylum to our people, send humanitarian aid, spread information etc. All of it mean so much to us 🙏🏻
Hello guys. I told you I’ve been sending some money help to my family and friends and I could never do that without you. That way I can feel at least a little bit helpful. (Also a big big thank you to those of you who subbed to the two of my model friends I posted earlier, I didn’t expect so much response🙏🏻) While I’m being at warm safe place, some of my friends are still in that hell.. with no job, no money, very few stores working, half empty shells and the prices for food have doubled.
I still hope to convince my best friend to leave as soon as possible because I’m scared Kharkiv may have the destiny of Mariupol soon. She’s very far away from a railway station and no transport is going from the area she lives in. You can pay a driver to get you out of city and it costs $500 per person. I know it’s crazy and I know there are many volunteers but Kharkiv gets empty and that area is very hard to reach now, it’s getting cut off.
I will send everything that I earn today to my family and friends that are still in Kharkiv. Every subscription sale, every tip, every opened ppv message (it’s 1st of the month so a new video coming to your DMs later today)
You can check my fan*ly link there too, they are still paying 100% for 2 more months:
https://onlyfans.com/away?url=https://allmylinks.com/angelaride
And of course I’ll keep helping them as I can, just want to give all of my today’s earnings as with ppv today I can earn more than the other days.
Woke up to sad photos of my home that got hit again😞
I’m dreaming to come back home one day and that it will get rebuilt but seems more and more like an empty hope..
I’m looking back at the start of war, remembering my feelings then, how I was ready to die at any time, hearing non stop bombing, feeling my building shake as it got hit, having so many difficulties to escape, and hoping to just cross the city with no shooting and shelling, realizing if they started bombing we’d be so unsafe in a line of cars😔
But how lucky we were… When we thought we couldn’t get any fuel after searching for days, we got an unexpected help with that and 4 hours of escaping were the calmest hours by that moment, we escaped safely.
Yes, we were so lucky to leave, to get to a western Ukraine with no major issues - only hunger, being on the edge of running out of charge on car and frozen limbs but that was so temporary and it’s in the past now.
Was cursing and yelling why did we get the electric car??? Thought it couldn’t go far enough to drive from station to station through Ukrainian roads… We thought we would have to leave it in a neighbor city and all somehow to fit in my dads car. But It somehow survived and now the car doesn’t seem so bad lol, it’s a legend car that saved us. So both cars had their own issues but all were solved..
So what did I want so say?🤔
I feel so lucky I’m alive… So many many many people are in such a terrible conditions.. some lost their health, kids, parents, some lost everything, some lost their own life.
I feel soooo lucky I’m still alive. But how terrible it is to read news about poor people suffering😭
Seeing those videos and reading stories is heartbreaking…
Just saw videos of my home area…It’s 10pm and it’s as light as at daytime, it’s on fire and no one is going to put out the fire… no roads, no firemen available in that area and the shelling doesn’t stop…
And I’m here, drinking hot tea…
I wish some people paid a little bit more attention to my feed. “Do you have this?”, “do you have that?”, “Want to see you wear this”, “Can you do that?”
I literally left my home with just the clothes I had on…
More than that - I wasn’t offering any customs even before war started and now I rarely get any private time to even take a sexy pic.
I would be very glad if everyone who doesn’t give a fuck about that, unsubscribed.
