I’m looking back at the start of war, remembering my feeling..

I’m looking back at the start of war, remembering my feelings then, how I was ready to die at any time, hearing non stop bombing, feeling my building shake as it got hit, having so many difficulties to escape, and hoping to just cross the city with no shooting and shelling, realizing if they started bombing we’d be so unsafe in a line of cars😔 But how lucky we were… When we thought we couldn’t get any fuel after searching for days, we got an unexpected help with that and 4 hours of escaping were the calmest hours by that moment, we escaped safely. Yes, we were so lucky to leave, to get to a western Ukraine with no major issues - only hunger, being on the edge of running out of charge on car and frozen limbs but that was so temporary and it’s in the past now. Was cursing and yelling why did we get the electric car??? Thought it couldn’t go far enough to drive from station to station through Ukrainian roads… We thought we would have to leave it in a neighbor city and all somehow to fit in my dads car. But It somehow survived and now the car doesn’t seem so bad lol, it’s a legend car that saved us. So both cars had their own issues but all were solved.. So what did I want so say?🤔 I feel so lucky I’m alive… So many many many people are in such a terrible conditions.. some lost their health, kids, parents, some lost everything, some lost their own life. I feel soooo lucky I’m still alive. But how terrible it is to read news about poor people suffering😭 Seeing those videos and reading stories is heartbreaking… Just saw videos of my home area…It’s 10pm and it’s as light as at daytime, it’s on fire and no one is going to put out the fire… no roads, no firemen available in that area and the shelling doesn’t stop… And I’m here, drinking hot tea…