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2022-03-26 20:00:15 +0000 UTC View PostHi guys! Iām all good, last two days here were calm and sunny, no sirens. I was keeping busy with something I worked on before the war started. Unfortunately itās only calm here though.. my home city is getting shelled like crazy, I still have few friends left there.. They couldnāt sleep last night, explosions werenāt stopping even for a minute, power went off. The area me and my parents used to live in is the worst. They donāt let people there anymore, itās a battlefield now.. And my best friend is very close to that place tooā¦I canāt get her to leave the city, she stays because her bf wants to stay.. Sheās constantly messaging me saying she might die and saying goodbye to me. Itās so hard.
2022-03-25 10:14:37 +0000 UTC View PostGetting so warm here and the clothes I got with me are: long sleeve shirt, hoodie, jacket, winter coat, jeans, winter pants and a pair of winter sneakersš At least I found this hat in car(guess itās been there since summer?) to match my hoodie so now I look like a pizza delivery girl or somethingšš Should find some clothes store as soon as possible.
2022-03-23 13:41:38 +0000 UTC View PostAir alerts⦠Scary every time, sitting in a hallway, hoping nothing lands here. Upd. Lasted 3 hours, can finally relax.
2022-03-21 14:29:25 +0000 UTC View PostHad few people tell me they feel ashamed looking at my content updates here on onlyfans. The one thing I want to say to make you feel better is that I want you to see them, otherwise I wouldnāt be posting. As I said - Iām not making new content, everything I post now was made in January-February and I will run out of stuff to post by the end of April so please hold on until then. You paid for your subscription and the content on my feed is what I charged you for, I made it with love and was excited to share it with you. By being here you help me to keep earning and give me an ability to keep showing myself, which I love doing. I wish it was possible to have two different feeds though so my war updates would be separated from my main feed butā¦not going to happen. So I have my sexy posts scheduled for 10pm gmt+3 every day as always. Deal with it! š
2022-03-20 19:04:23 +0000 UTC View PostJust saw that my home is on fire againš« . . I always hope that when itās over it can be repaired but it gets more and more damaged
2022-03-19 18:02:28 +0000 UTC View PostHow big of a reason does it have to be for a war to start? How long would it take for one side to win? Would a modern war look much different from the one a century ago? Month ago I, a 25 years old woman, too yоung, too dumb, too happy to know the answers to these questions, would imagine a reason for a war would have to be something way more serious than a fake story created by a madman wanting to take pieces of the earth that donāt belong to him. Yes, blinded by Russian television people believe it, but the rest of the world doesnāt⦠How can you hide behind few million people you fool while the majority of few billion people know the truth? How can this be possible? How is this a reality in 2022? When you live in a relatively happy country, going through your normal daily routine, working just so you can keep living a life, finding happiness in simple things, you donāt normally think of what would happen if the war started and why would it start in your country if everything seems to be ok and you have a decent president that does their job well. You hear about war and violence in other countries and itās so far away it doesnāt seem to be real. Yes, you feel sorry for people going through pain but as long as itās not you it doesnāt feel like reality. More like a book or a movie⦠you can read or watch and you can get emotional and cry but itās still just a story, not your reality. 24th of February at 5am I woke up to sounds of heavy explosions from different directions very close to my home⦠then lots of shooting all day long. I felt fear all over my body, I was constantly shaking, I couldnāt eat or drink.. First thing I did was message my parents and friends.. ādo you hear this too?ā⦠Everyone was awake and reactions were different, some were scared, some angry, some hysterical.. No one could eat for few days, no one could believe it happened, no one knew what to do and what will happen next. But everyone knew itās russia invaded Ukraine. Putler said they were here to protect us from nazism and to stop violence in Ukraine(which is obviously a lie, we were a happy country apart from the parts of us being occupied by him and thatās who was being violent here), said that itās a ādenazification and demilitarization operationā and they will only destroy our military objects and storages. First day it was what they did but next day there were already civil buildings damages and were getting more and more of them each day. They started aiming at civil and education buildings and hospitals on purpose. My city has 60% of schools destroyed, it canāt be an accident. My city Kharkiv gets dozens of rocket hits and dozens of aviation stacks every day. Kyiv is not better, Mariupol is way worse. So many deaths⦠more civilians have died than our troops⦠way more. Why?
2022-03-19 08:31:30 +0000 UTC View PostPower of make up and happiness First selfie taken on my way to a friendās birthday on February 12th, second is the day of escaping Kharkiv on March 3d. Usually when I look at other womenās make up/ no make up pics, in most cases I prefer the no make up version. But my face was clearly made for being drawn onš
2022-03-18 17:33:32 +0000 UTC View PostJust heard news from Izum, the occupied town with my grandpa stuck in there. Still no connection but one man was able to catch a little bit of reception somewhere up high and called everyone he could. One of them was my dad. He says they are many people that keep together, collected all the food they had and brought to one house and all live together, helping each other. They have plenty of food, itās kind of a village area so lots of self made canned food, porridges and potatoes. No electricity or heating though. No one touches civilians and no shelling anymore but they canāt escape. Iām not sure my grandpa wants to escape though, he never wanted before and is pro Russian, not sure if itās changed. But heās brainwashed by Russian television and doesnāt see anything else for years.
2022-03-17 14:05:58 +0000 UTC View PostCan you please give me advice on what tv shows to watch. The ones I watched and liked: Stranger things, The 100, Ozark, Squid game, Sex education, All of us are dead, Breaking bad, Better call Saul, The end of the fucking world, Misfits, Rick and Morty, mr Pickles. Iād like something not too heavy, not about war or post war time, not too much back in the past. I prefer tv shows about kids/college guys (like stranger things or Sex education). But anything not too heavy on my mind would workš
2022-03-17 12:22:06 +0000 UTC View PostWeird thoughts time Iāve never been too open with you but these times make me want to talk⦠I guess itās some kind of fear to die and to be left āunknownā. Of course I should be careful with the information I let out so I hope my brain stays in the right place. I know what you all came here for in a first place but I know many of you are now staying here for ME and my story. None of you know me well, Iāve never talked much, I rarely show my personality and I never see reasons to tell much about myself, I donāt feel interesting and I donāt feel interested in lives of strangers. Some people think itās arrogance. I donāt think it is, itās who I am on the internet and also who I am in my daily life. I donāt have many friends, the ones I have donāt know much about me either. I have a hard time getting to know new people and attending new places. I usually feel/act foreign, wild and silent. Donāt get me wrong, I do have fun, I do joke around and I do let few people see some sides of my personality, itās just very rare and literally takes years. What I thought about⦠is you, people who donāt know anything about me, seem so caring and curious right now, checking on me, asking how am I doing, seeing if Iām still alive. It really feels weird that some people all around the world think of me and worry. It does feel good though but still weird. Iāve only been gifted flowers couple times in my life and only for some holidays, never any expensive gifts, but you - strangers - send me tips on here and ask for nothing back, even though I said Iām doing ok and not in need of money. Feels good, still weird though. Why would you care? Because you find me beautiful, sexy? It wouldnāt be enough. You only see what I show and only know what I let you⦠and itās not much..How Is it enough for you to care?
2022-03-16 20:43:46 +0000 UTC View PostI took soooo many pics in this bodysuit. I love it.. I know itās very far from explicit content but I hope you donāt mindš¤
2022-03-15 20:00:18 +0000 UTC View PostFinally a night without sirens. My mom was very sick for couple days, over 39 ā¢C fever and scary cough, not really any doctors around. I was so worried but sheās doing better. My grandpa is locked in a town near Kharkiv for over a week now - occupied Izum, very, very scary situation there and no connection at all. Iām personally doing okay, I think. Helping my friends and family every day and I hope my card doesnāt get blocked. Starting to realize how much this war has destroyed my life, so much has left behind in Kharkiv, Iād say everything.. I know itās just things and lives is what really matters but itās painful. Painful to realize Iāve been saving for years and building something that I would eventually lose. I thought I was investing⦠I owned a couple of small apartments that I was renting and also just recently has bought one for my grandparents that was supposed to be ready next summer⦠Both of those areas got shelled, I donāt know if they got damaged but I know for sure Kharkiv wonāt be the same for many more years. Investing in apartments in my city was apparently a very stupid thing to do. Iām lost Feels so weird⦠to feel happy and then to lose everything within few days. As Iām typing this, sirens went offā¦
2022-03-15 09:42:47 +0000 UTC View Post