did I die? and go to heaven? no…. I’m alive ☁️
more Rei Ayanami nudes, this time 100% off
I have my psych appointment today, wish me luck. I may or may not release some music this week, I’ll also post a full length naughty video tonight
Lol is this the kind of FAN service you like to see? 💙 naked pic just because??? idk 🤷♀️ going to sleep with a heavy knot in my chest and an evil internal monologue which tells me I’m never good enough, always a failure, and refuses to be rewired. I will most likely go on anti depressants soon, my nervous system is completely fucked and I feel unbearable Shakespearian agony every day. share your medication experiences if you’re comfortable. dose me with cat pics if you want to give me a small serotonin. I’ll look at them when I wake up
2021-10-26 06:15:40 +0000 UTC View Post
are you glad you subscribed to my OnlyFans or do I suck ass? if I don’t get validation every day I literally die
2021-10-26 06:00:10 +0000 UTC View Post
you wanna get a lil freaky? 😛 swipe for a video feat nipple clamps 🎀🎀🔪
show me who’s boss 🥵 🥺🦇 ⛓
not a sexy pic but just in case you wanted to giggle about something today … oh Carl 😹
2021-10-25 18:15:01 +0000 UTC View Post
some Rei AyaNUDES … 👼🏻 ❣️ 🤖
swipe…
i might have found the perfect angle for my mini mommy milkers. what do you think?
get in the robot Shinji (by robot I mean me) 🖤
i’m usually a slutty pastel or dark gothic hair type of girl but i’ve been kind of digging this basic medium brown shade … what do you think? 🍬🖤 swipe for a look at my playtime fun kit 😉❣️ 🖤❣️ ⛓
swipe even further for a kinky oral fixation video ☠️
does hair color matter to you and do you have a fave hair color on me? my personal tastes fluctuate, i’m just curious ✨
just some simple nudes front and back 🖤
2021-10-23 18:27:59 +0000 UTC View PostI’m feeling generous, frisky, and fun this SLUT O WEEN 🖤 two full length sex tapes right here. surprise! there’s also the option to receive more full lengths 💕🔥 🦇
33 - 💙 5 min resolve of the fan princess Kitana from MORTAL KOITUS vid - I have an intense orgasm from the vibrator + fingering myself that shakes my mask off, strips me naked, makes me moan, and leaves me feeling goofy and a little bit out of body mind broken 🤤
50 - 💙 11 min resolve of the Uraraka from MY HOE ACADEMIA vid - I’m home after class super bored and horny, I decide to use the Bad Dragon in my backpack to make myself cum for you to see - I really creamed that dildo good with this one, like a waterfall ⛲️ 💦 also features ch0king and drooling and riding from the back getting my pink cheeks slapped 🍑
77 - 💙💙 both vids!
you can also tip smaller amounts to show some love if you enjoyed these, or larger amount if you want a lot more spicy content where this came from ✨
100 💙💙💕🔥 or more will get you an extra full length video and surprise bonus content of sexy goodies 😉
it’s been a tough month and any tips will go to my therapy sessions this week and a vet visit Carl just had (it’s a check up, he’s okay, except for a nasty skin lesion that we’re monitoring. even the consultations are pricey which is annoying but I’m glad he’s okay 😸 💕) 💙
I have a few friends who are therapists (they don’t treat me) who are divided over whether it’s good, ethical, or logical to have two or more therapists. I believe in my case, at least for the time being, it makes sense. One therapist I see for my pathologies like anxiety, ptsd, and depression; the other I see specifically for sex work talk therapy. I’m about to see a psychiatrist as well. It may not make sense to you, but to me this compartmentalization makes sense. Even though my problems are not fixed after a few months of therapy, I’ve gained a deeper self understanding. I see a “mommy” and a “daddy” and in a way it brings me comfort to see nonjudgmental therapists because I’m not close with my family. It’s not a surrogate or substitute, but it kind of is. The way you guys pay for porn? Seeing someone who validates me and tells me it’s gonna be okay and even tho I’m fucked by life sometimes I’m still a good person, is my porn.
This will be my last tip goal thing in October, the rest of the month I’m just gonna try to post slutty content to my feed 🥰 🦇 💀 Contributions are extremely helpful to me tho and if the goal is exceeded I’ll post another full length, maybe longer, video! If this sucks ass and flops I’ll try again w something else, but I hope y’all do enjoy the vids, they were fun to film and I like these characters 💙🤎
Thank you so much! 🥺 💕
Hey! A new era of Nastya begins here 🖤
2021-10-22 23:37:45 +0000 UTC View Post
Kitana be like “welcome to my only fans” 🖤😂
2021-10-22 21:06:45 +0000 UTC View Post
swipe through this post if you want to have a lil heart attack 😈 🖤 I hope you like my pictures ... aren't these just the cutest little sheer panties? and the see through shirt, too? 🤭 🖤
halloween is in TEN DAYS how did that happen??? the time just snuck up on me. I have some fun stuff coming up and I'm curious, what sexual service/content is your favorite? I may do some halloween cocktober specials 👀 🦇 🍆 💀
boo! did this SLUT O WEEN kitty scare you? jfc i'm so pale you can probably see all my veins and internal organs, not just the P U S S Y ><
ppl used to always ask me why i didn't show my pussy when i first started my OF and 1. it's my page, i show what i want or don't want; and 2. there's no real like gatekeeping reason. i mean, explicit pussy pics sell better in ppv or as optional purchases, and to be fully transparent some VERY explicit ones i will have an occasional financial incentive for because i also need to make a living, but i also just didn't think it looked pretty enough to post on the feed. girls are conditioned by society from a very little age that our genitalia is shameful and ugly. add to that, toxic partners who have commented bad things about my 🐱 and i just was kind of embarrassed to show it at all without a paywall. i would also refuse certain custom requests like spreading it, tasting it etc, which now obviously i've gotten more comfortable with as i get comfortable in my own body. as you can see. 😎 my OF has evolved from tame lingerie pics in the beginning to straight up porn, and i love it. sometimes my friends will ask me if I'm afraid to do this, if someone will find out, if i feel any ingrained shame, and my answer is no. i started slow, my evolution was slowly paced to make me comfortable with performing various acts on camera, i have done irl SW in the past but the online world is COMPLETELY different. i use the same artist name for my music/films as i do in my digital porn which some may say is disadvantageous, but i believe in integration of the personality in an already fragmented world. i don't give two shits about employers finding out because i'm not a career climber and i want to make a living off of my art - any day job i've had was to sustain me in times of artistic burnout, not to actually bankroll my life. for 99% of my family i am "dead to them" for being *different* in general, not just explicit stuff, and it's a bummer and i wish it wasn't like this, but it does offer me a certain type of freedom.
i've heard porn stars say similar things and even when i was little i looked up to porn stars, strippers, courtsans. i knew there was something deeper to it than glamorous looks and i make it my mission to deconstruct sexuality. my thing was i never felt attractive enough to be in a field where my success depends on my looks. in our time this is no longer true - success depends on advertising and marketability - but my ingrained beliefs about my looks are still there. only recently I have started feeling more sexy about myself. i'm not naive, i know to a certain niche of people who like slutty alt girls i'm very attractive, but my inner overachieving demon goes berserk when i'm perceived as anything less than amazing. in every area of my life i've strived for perfection, always failed, and had many an invisible anxiety attack chasing something that one can never achieve because it doesn't exist in this reality.
perfection is an illusion. but the body image demons in the head feel very real, and that’s not limited to things like “is my face ugly” “am i too fat” “why the hell do i slouch like a quasimodo” but also to intimate areas like insecurity about my small breast size and what my pussy looks like. haters online tell me nasty shit all the time but i usually brush that off. it has been hard to erase former sex partners negative critique / abusive relationship rhetoric. i 💕 LOVE 💕 compliments... like... are you kidding me lol i love to be showered in praise, i have such a praise kink fr, but there is always a part of me that doesn’t fully believe them. the impostor syndrome is very deep. i'm working on it in therapy and with new coping mechanisms but it's a slow process of unlearning. anyway... here's my fucking pussy! be nice. i usually keep it hairless but there is a little hair 🤭 tip if you want to see a set of more explicit ones in your inbox 🙇♀️
what’s your favorite sex toy of mine? i’m filming some hot halloween content in the next few days and i’m curious what you want to see the most 😏🖤🌶🌸
2021-10-20 14:44:38 +0000 UTC View Postlet them eat ass. if they can’t eat ass, let them eat cake. 🍰 updated my birthday wishlist, link in bio 🌸💕✨😴 my bday is in less than a month wtf 🤬🥺 if you want to get me something i would love that. lmk how i can repay your generosity. TY TY TY 💝
https://www.amazon.com/hz/wis…
i vary my appearance a lot... does that bother you? one day i'm a pink haired lingerie princess, then a horny dark goth slut, then just a makeupless girl next door, then a cosplay nerd, etc... is it too inconsistent for you, or do enjoy the variety in my content? i work really hard on it but at the same time all the different looks are what comes naturally to me ʕ⁎̯͡⁎ʔ༄
2021-10-20 03:28:53 +0000 UTC View Post
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anyone in the mood for squid? or just a squid slut? 🦑
hi i’m back from my break (did you miss me? did you notice? 😂) and holy fuck!!! ✝️ spamming y’all with jesus dildo pics and unboxing videos. SWIPE! ✝️
my new work phone, which i have been saving up for and an early bday present to myself, with the help of a private donor thank you 😭, arrived the same time as the phallus of christ. i aim to enhance the quality of my content, as well as have more storage space to be better organized. i want to get some midi cables and small music equipment for upcoming live shows so i’m doing a pipsqueak campaign. Courtney Love once said "every rock chick in LA stripped to buy amps and pedals" - i guess i am doing some version of that.
$22 will get you an extremely wet and naughty part 2 version of the cumming of christ video feat POV, pussy closeups, tasting my girly cum off our lord and savior; any amount higher will get bonus surprise content! (it may or not be a picture of me and Courtney Love from when I met her in college... or it may be another nude video ... it's a surprise !) 🌸 thank you 🌸
(*obvs the optional extra content is optional. i always appreciate Likes and Tips and if you're in the position to tip i will definitely reward you, but there's never any pressure to tip for beyond what i offer on my feed - which i try to do my best to make as delicious and worthwhile for you as possible* 🌶 🌸 )
would you put your hand in my mouth like this?
2021-10-19 05:25:14 +0000 UTC View Post
am I a gourd girl or a filthy SLUT O WEEN mistress?
2021-10-18 18:25:39 +0000 UTC View Post
it's my Carl's birthday today!! 🎉 😸 🎉 this cat means a lot to me, he's truly my emotional support animal. please wish him a happy birthday :3
I know this isn't like a sexy post and may be kind of boring to you, but this little mans is my world 🥺 if it wasn't needing to take care of my little ones, I would've offed myself long ago. taking care of my animals and nurturing them not only makes me feel calm and loving, it keeps me alive and like I have a purpose in the world aside from own selfish interests. they just love so purely and unconditionally. in this cold terrible world we hang on to the things we truly love 💕
jfc one of my first ever cam streams on here. it’s so long lol so if you like watching ridiculous horny stuff for an extended amount, you’ll like it 💙
also i’ve been working on a ton of music stuff and i’m thinking of releasing a halloween album! just like i did with HENTAI AND CRACK my iconic tesla album (and the top pinned post on my OF) i’ll make a nsfw visual album to go along with it and release it on here. what do you think? 💿 🖤🎃
I'm gonna be mad if you don't jerk off to this pic!
2021-10-17 15:16:51 +0000 UTC View Post
🖤 maid date fantasy: me when you first see me vs. me when I wake up next to you after a night of rough pounding. would you still take me out? ☁️
2021-10-17 14:17:18 +0000 UTC View Post
any interest in getting in the s̴̬̦͌h̴̡̤̣̪̓̃̉̃̀̐́̈́̚o̵̡͕̲̮̔̄͊̓̅̉͒͝w̶͍̯̥̔́̈́̈́̕͝e̷̢͓̞̺͔̓̒̊͠r̷̺̀́̒́͗̆͝ with me?
2021-10-16 17:08:04 +0000 UTC View Post
I've rarely posted such intimate pics of my flower ... here it is next to this lovely light up one 🌸 i have a hellish weekend at my day job rn (tbh i want to quit soon and try to do OF full time again) so plzzz wish me good luck, here’s a lil soft aesthetic pussy pic as recompense for being less active today 🥺
tip if you'd like to see more of these types of pics - in your inbox today, and on my feed down the line 🌸
KINKTOBER🖤🤐 we do some crazy shit for the male gaze but stuff like this i enjoy for me.
spooky slut stripping nude and dirty talking with retainer in 😬 💦 also some pics and videos gagging on my panties … Dm me privately if you’re interested in buying used panties of mine 🥺
i masturbated today without filming it and it felt really good. it felt kind of kinky just doing it for me and only me. ultimately all of my content starts with my own preferences and pleasure in mind, but my endgame is that i want to (and hope i) please you too.
what’s your favorite thing about sex in general? it’s such a mystery - we’re all so drawn to it, sex is amazing and scary and messy and fun. the everythingness of it is so primal. the senses get heightened. it’s confusing. it’s arousing. it’s fun to lose control.
i like that orgasms have a pain relieving factor, especially when dealing with my joint and wrist pain i just feel really fucking good 🖤❤️🔥❤️🩹
mind if i show you my pussy? 🙈
what i look like under the cosplay makeup just sitting at home and spending quality time with my kitty 🖤 “casual” does not exist in my style vocabulary, but if it did, it would look like this. as weird as it sounds i feel more comfortable and “me” when all dressed up and i feel strange in a normal setting. do you prefer a more casual look or do you like my aesthetic stuff?
hi loves 🥺🌸 my birthday is coming up in a month, it's a ⭐️ b i g o n e ⭐️ , and I would like to get a hotel room to celebrate in style! I will reward you if you help make my dream come true :) I work so hard trying to make you cum, make you smile, make you feel like I'm someone you can speak with and relate to. overall I just desire to give you a phenomenal, unique OF experience, so it would be nice to feel spoiled on my birthday with a sick ass hotel 🥺 🥳 🏩 🥺
and of course i have something for your generous contributions. i LOVE getting spoiled out of nowhere but i know it’s unrealistic and you guys need that good shit! i am here to provide a fucking amazing sex SLUT O WEEN tape for you 🦇🖤🔞🙈
a snippet of the sex tape is in the first slide of this post! 👽 it’s like an alien POV roleplay where you and i just got back from a halloween party, super horny and wanna fuck, but mid-play an ALIEN COCK manifests, and we have an incredible encounter of the XXX kind. i visibly cum so fucking hard. 🛸
ALIENABDUCTION ROLEPLAY: honestly if not now, when? i want them to cum for us and take us off this stupid planet (beautiful planet with stupid humanity) 🌎 even in my 🔞 porn i still have a conceptual agenda….
the rest of the pics are from a hotel i stayed at this summer that was fucking unbelievably beautiful and awesome. i’ll be sharing some of my birthday ones if this goal is reached! 🥺
here are some options:
💗 *14 - buy me a drink! 🍹🥂 I'll send you a mix of some spooky + casual nudes now, as well as sneaking some nudes in the hotel bar and a few back in the room if I get a lil tipsy 😉 💕
💗 44 - buy me dinner! 🍽 🎂 I'll send you a 5 min slut o ween sex tape + I'll take a naughty video for you at the hotel: touching myself hungrily in the ornate restaurant bathroom? yes! eating my breakfast naked? you will see it!
💗 77 - pitch in for the room! 🏨 🏩 omg thank you so much 🥺 I'll send you the deluxe 10 min version of the slut o ween sex tape. I will definitely make some content for you in the room, and trust me it's a beautiful looking place. I'll bring my favorite sex toy (one that of course will aesthetically match the hotel while making my pussy drip). I don't mind working on my birthday if i + you get an orgasm out of it 🍰 😉
💗 147 - buy me a spa treatment! 🧖♀️ ✨ if you do this you are AMAZING and I'll send you an absolute plethora of content if you choose to treat me to something so lovely!! all of the above: the sex tape, extra videos from the sex tape shoot that include a second sex toy added to the alien one, all the hotel content, and today’s casual nudes. a variety of styles!! you'll get treated to a ton of sweet things while treating me 🍰 🥺💗
any contributions above this will receive a bonus surprise sex tape featuring many tentacles 🐙 that's basically IRL hentai for over 15 minutes* !! 🍬 ✨ 💕
unlike my other campaigns this one isn't a life necessity, however FUCK I really think I deserve to treat myself to something very fabulous! if you agree and want to treat me, then let's celebrate another year of my existence on this planet! I'm super emo about it but even more excited, and proud of myself for continuing my life. i want something to look forward to! 🥳 💕 ✨
PS. flip to the last picture for my CAKES 🍰
