My book cover and horny author pic 💖 There is nothing espe..

My book cover and horny author pic 💖

There is nothing especially obnoxious in the sexual impulse. The human sexuality is just another and mostly innocuous dimension of our existence as embodied creatures of the corporeal flesh; sexuality, which in some measure has been given to us by evolution, is conducive to our well being without detracting from our intellectual propensities; it should be praised rather than feared -- the power of an impulse that can lift us to various high forms of happiness.

In the digital reality, it is given a new flesh. Long live the new flesh (cite Videodrome).

💜 “Book” is a loose classification for this as well, I’m thinking it will expand more into a multimedia project. Without a doubt, the written element is important and as the text states I GOT SHIT TO SAY, but it would be a detriment to my aesthetic ethos not to take it in a wider artistic direction. It doesn’t even have to be as grandiose as it sounds, at least not at first; most of my projects start small.

I think when I come back from my trip and decompress, and have less days at my day job, I'll be ACTUALLY posting the stuff I've been working on this year. This project has been in development in some way since February, and it's not like me to hold off on releasing content; my artistic style and methodology has changed a lot this year. I take more time with things. I used to record songs in one take and release albums spontaneously; the films I've made went through Sonic-speed amphetamine-like editing processes and media cycles. Last year, and this year, I've given more thought and dare I say maturity to my work. It's still unhinged as hell, but the chaos is more controlled instead of letting it take the wheel.

I used to deny my emotions completely or let the pendulum swing to the point where they consume me; therapy has helped me mediate my mental state (it's not perfect, it's a nonlinear journey, but I'm working on it and that's what matters -- in the bigger picture I've made a lot of personal progress this year).

Self-doubt has been the major factor crippling my ability to release things that I should be proud of. When did I lose my confidence? I’m not really sure. The pendulum is swinging into the other direction and nowadays I feel like I give less of a fuck. If you don’t like me, I won’t beg you to stay on my page. Ultimately I’m the queen of my castle and you’re my guest. I love having you here and treat you with otherworldly delights with horny ends, 💦 but you must respect my boundaries and my cyber home.

I used to always feel embarrassed every time I make a longform post here, because those long winded metaphysical emo essays always make me lose followers and income, but it's very important to me to get my thoughts out there. I operate a balance between slutty nudes/the sexual performance and cultural commentary/the meta analysis. Right brain, left brain, horny brain: the horny trinity.

What the fuck is CYBERHORNY and how does one navigate a sexual dystopia? You shall find out soon.