Updating you guys .. so I’m scheduled for surgery April 18, I’m scared but I don’t have a choice.
I’m thinking that I may go through my Google photos and see what old sets that i never ppv or posted.
At at least you guys get some content in the mean time.
I’ve changed name again since I feel I don’t resonate as much with star wars but I’ll continue using helmets since I do enjoy that, I sent over a few images :) hope you enjoy .. I’m seeing a surgeon tomorrow the fibroid is 20cm it’s a lot bigger cantaloupe so you can have an idea and I’m low key scared, but I want to say thank you to all who continue to support me during this really rough moment in my life
2023-03-07 16:25:13 +0000 UTC View PostIt appears that the only option I have is surgery. I will be seeing a surgeon on March 8th.
I’ll be taking a few pics this week but it will be different since I am uncomfortable and it takes a lot for me to pose, I get out of air. The fibroid compresses my abdomen and surrounding organs so I feel very uncomfortable most of the time.
So any little help you guys can offer me will greatly be appreciated as I’m going to have to pay for this surgery.
I’ll take some pics sometime this week but they will be different.. I’m focusing on my health and i made a post about what’s going on with me somewhere below this post, there’s also changes im making to the type of content I want to put out to the world.
2023-02-19 19:19:22 +0000 UTC View PostI want to share something that no one knows, it’s really the reason as to why the lack of content .. for almost 3 years, I have felt very tired, pains in my stomach low energy, weird pains in my legs and lower back .. some days I don’t have energy to move. Some days I feel super heavy
In November it was suspected I had a fibroid
This Monday I went to get an ultrasound to confirm and it’s a very large fibroid attached to the back of the uterus i mean very large. They measured 16 c/m but they think it’s bigger so I have an mri to measure exactly its size on Feb 10. I have a very small frame and this is mass is big.
I have been struggling for a few years now not knowing and gradually feeling very uncomfortable, the fibroid is compressing me stomach and liver and it affects puts pressure in the entire lower part of my body.
I want to find the most holistic way to dissolve this.
I don’t feel safe when it comes to surgery.
So please bare with me..
I haven’t been able to make any money in the last few months..
If you feel in your heart you can help me in some way
Monetary wise, I’ll appreciate it so I can stay some what afloat during this period of my life.
Thank you ♥️
It’s my birthday :) sooo if you’d like to spoil me today now is your chance 🥰 .. when I get back to Florida, I’ll be back on creating dope content for you all ♥️
2023-01-18 19:11:22 +0000 UTC View PostI sent a treat to your dms .. just the tip 🍆 💦
2023-01-12 16:09:15 +0000 UTC View Post
I’ve been busy today but a Big thank you to those of you who have unlocked my latest video ♥️ really makes me smile when I see you guys enjoy the content I make for you guys’ thank you all so much :) I love reading the replies I get In my dm, I’ll keep these videos cumming :)
2022-12-14 23:17:52 +0000 UTC View Post
New steamy as fuck video
Drops today’’ keep
Your eyes peeled 🙃
🎅🏻🎅🏻🎅🏻
Thank you all so much for the support ! You guys rock my socks 😍
New content dropping tonite :)
2022-12-01 19:19:44 +0000 UTC View PostI’ll be posting new content on December 1st :)
2022-11-27 19:05:51 +0000 UTC View PostHappy thanksgiving everyone to all who ever joined, and to those who are still here thank you. I’ve been struggling with health and heightened anxiety and it’s been difficult for me to do much. But I’m grateful for you all who have stuck around during this hard time for me.. I appreciate every one of you. May you all have a great and blessed thanksgiving.
2022-11-24 16:11:51 +0000 UTC View PostSo I’m going through some health issues, I had lab work and another panel of a special lab work done… I also had to get a ultrasound bc my stomach bc my bloating is abnormal.. i am sorry for the lack of content I truly am I just haven’t been feeling well, and struggling mentally and physically but I’m focused in healing whatever is going on with my body. Please send me healing energy ♥️
2022-11-19 15:41:20 +0000 UTC View PostHey everyone, so I’m seriously struggling I went to Disney for a few days and I had a hard time even being at Disney, I have extreme anxiety and the things I was able to do before I can’t even do now… I barely rode anything, had a big panic attack one of the nights, and even had a breakdown at the park on the first day, Idk what’s going on but I’m exhausted I’m having such a hard time.. I don’t feel like myself at all. I’m struggling all I want to do is cry, I’m Now so bloated that it’s even hard for me to breathe .. I’m going be seeing a Dr tomorrow so hopefully I can find some answers to why I’ve been feeling so off my mind is constantly on a anxiety and fear based thoughts and emotions it’s crippling me aside from 100s of sensations I’m feeling … 😞
2022-11-17 15:33:15 +0000 UTC View PostJust giving you guys a update.. as you know my dad tested positive last Friday, I wasn’t feeling well I had cold like symptoms I tested Friday and was negative, I tested again 4 days later and was negative.. but my nervous system is in chaos I have overwhelming anxiety with constant physical symptoms my life hasn’t been the same since I had originally gotten covid in July .. and the stress of this occurring again to my family has made my anxiety much worse.. I think covid in July caused me nerve damage which is why I’m having such a hard time and knowing it once again struck my family I relieved the experience all over again my mom
Got pretty sick that I got scared .. and me well despite being negative I think it still affected me in some way but more on my nervous system.. My sister tested positive the day before yesterday after being negative but she has a full blown cold. Aside from this, this last month has been difficult my sister had a biopsy that took 2 weeks to finally receive results, this whole
Process took like a month .. a month living in fear that they would find something .. it’s been a lot. I’m sorry if I haven’t been active as usual.. there’s only some much I can take and I’ve been really hitting rock bottom mentally and physically I am exhausted and with random pains.. I’m trying my best to overcome this, I’ve been going to therapy and next week in lm going to be seeing a Dr to check me up and to rule out things since I’m scared that maybe there’s an underlining issue to why I’m feeling so many physical sensations. At times I just want to cry … times I feel helpless. This year has been rough for me in so many ways, I promise to do new content soon. I’m trying my best to get my mind into a better state..
I may leave to Orlando next week to escape reality for a bit in hopes it helps it helps my mind.
Update : my Covid test and my sisters came back negative. Even tho I have sneezing it’s possible that I’m having real bad allergies.. but in the other hand my
Mom is positive and she has been feeling terrible, she threw up yesterday it’s been overwhelming to say the least.
Mentally it’s been extremely draining .. aside from everything else that’s been going on in my life ..
I will continue to make content and try the best to make the best out of this. And keep Pushing forward ..
I’ll be doing something special For you all Tonite 😍
2022-11-01 19:45:57 +0000 UTC View Post
Good morning, Today I have a little Bit of energy, so I took a sexy little sneaky pic to start up your Saturday
2022-10-22 15:33:15 +0000 UTC View PostI haven’t been feeling well, it’s been a rough week for me physically and mentally. I’m seeing a functional therapist to help through this process, I’m trying my best to overcome what I’m going through, there’s a lot going on within me with physical symptoms and rough anxiety as well as things outside of myself with my sister and her procedure and other things currently going in my life. As soon as I feel a bit more capable I’ll do something special for you all..
2022-10-21 04:33:21 +0000 UTC View Post
Good Morning 😉
I had a pretty bad night I feel extremely exhausted barely slept .. and my sister just finished her biopsy today… I’m gonna take the day to relax and allow my body to rest.
Who here loves Naruto? And please don’t comment spoilers im 80 episodes in on Shippuden ;)
2022-10-04 18:57:28 +0000 UTC View Post
Update: photo has dropped into your dms :) I clipped off the body suit on the kitty 🐱 .. boobs and here kitty kitty just for you..
I tried to do something creative with this pic I hope you enjoy :)
I’ve had a very rough day today mentally and worrisome for some results my sister had that now require a biopsy I’m sorry for the lack of post today I’ve just been scared and freaking out and my anxiety is taking over me.. hopefully it’s nothing serious
2022-09-27 23:45:25 +0000 UTC View Post
Will be posting some new stuff this week! Any requests ?
2022-09-05 23:39:25 +0000 UTC View PostWould you guys like for me to live stream ?
2022-08-26 17:02:53 +0000 UTC View Post
Sneak peek for tonites drop!
All my clothes will be removed for the special picture that will be Included with the video.
Nipples won’t be blurred! But it’s gonna be pretty explicit :)
New helmet arrives tomorrow !!! So with that said .. just know this set and video is gonna be fire, I’ll have you dripping 🤤
2022-08-08 23:50:44 +0000 UTC View PostThank you guys so much for the love on this video! This a sneak peek from the video I sent yesterday as ppv along with a photo! I played with my boobies and it was fun :)
2022-08-04 20:11:58 +0000 UTC View Post