Just giving you guys a update.. as you know my dad tested po..

Just giving you guys a update.. as you know my dad tested positive last Friday, I wasn’t feeling well I had cold like symptoms I tested Friday and was negative, I tested again 4 days later and was negative.. but my nervous system is in chaos I have overwhelming anxiety with constant physical symptoms my life hasn’t been the same since I had originally gotten covid in July .. and the stress of this occurring again to my family has made my anxiety much worse.. I think covid in July caused me nerve damage which is why I’m having such a hard time and knowing it once again struck my family I relieved the experience all over again my mom
Got pretty sick that I got scared .. and me well despite being negative I think it still affected me in some way but more on my nervous system.. My sister tested positive the day before yesterday after being negative but she has a full blown cold. Aside from this, this last month has been difficult my sister had a biopsy that took 2 weeks to finally receive results, this whole
Process took like a month .. a month living in fear that they would find something .. it’s been a lot. I’m sorry if I haven’t been active as usual.. there’s only some much I can take and I’ve been really hitting rock bottom mentally and physically I am exhausted and with random pains.. I’m trying my best to overcome this, I’ve been going to therapy and next week in lm going to be seeing a Dr to check me up and to rule out things since I’m scared that maybe there’s an underlining issue to why I’m feeling so many physical sensations. At times I just want to cry … times I feel helpless. This year has been rough for me in so many ways, I promise to do new content soon. I’m trying my best to get my mind into a better state..
I may leave to Orlando next week to escape reality for a bit in hopes it helps it helps my mind.