November 2023
340s
not to be dramatic but you can see the light return to my eyes here, even if just a teensy bit.
November treated me very well. i still wasn’t feeling the greatest but i was slowly but surely beginning to feel more like myself than i had in a long while.
October 2023
340s
fall began to fade into winter and i continued the search for myself. i was excited again for the holidays, and was loving every minute i could spend outdoors in the cool crisp weather with the warmth from the sun.
September 2023
340s
the weather cooled very quickly and i was elated to spend more time at the water!
the month slipped by quickly once again, yet this is the point where things started to really change for the better. i went to a last minute concert to see my favorite band for the third time, and something in me finally snapped. i impulsively went and got a new facial piercing, i started looking at building a new wardrobe, and ultimately i felt just a tiny bit more like myself than i had in over a decade.
July-August 2023
350s-340s
the summer disappeared as if it never even happened. my appetite was nonexistent and my mental space was worse than it had been in years. i had a few moments where i was feeling myself, but past that i was withdrawing from feedism and socialization in an attempt to heal the damage from the first half of the year (spoiler alert: it didn’t get better for a whole year)
June 2023
350s
in early June i was free once again (read: single) and despite being harassed by the woman he was fucking when we were still together (they’re engaged now LMFAO) i was so fucking glad that it was over.
not without consequence of course. my self worth was shattered and i grew increasingly more self conscious as my body deflated. food tasted like ash, i was positively reeling from just how much changed in the last year, and i had no clue how i was going to get out of it
my #1 priority was spending time with my loved ones and baptizing myself in the ocean, so that’s exactly what i did 😌 and i got to pet a horse!
May 2023
360s
still with the guy, still convinced that everything is fiiiiiine 😂
honestly i knew it wasn’t, but i’m petty and i refuse to let things go so i kept up the charade. i was excited to get out and enjoy the summer regardless of my relationship status
April 2023
370s
i have been unable to get any of this uploaded since last night 😭 i’m not even out of data, it’s just being hateful
April was a blur; things weren’t going great with that guy, i had started to grow suspicious of him and his intentions with me and he wasn’t happy that i was setting boundaries with him. we broke up/got back together at one point and my suspicions only grew from there.
but i was committed to the bit if nothing else. i was confident i could come out of this unscathed, even though the scale was starting to read otherwise.
March 2023
380s
the downward spiral had begun; i visited that guy again and we made things official. i can’t even pretend and say life was good back then 😂
my relationship with my body and with feedism was rapidly deteriorating; lucky for us, that means we’re going to be caught up to current much sooner than later now 💛
February 2023
390s
February was gone in a flash!
I told you the photos and videos were gonna slow down 😂 life kinda sucked, not gonna lie - i was consumed with that guy and the stress was eating me alive, and my weight was uhhhhhh…. yeah
January 16th - 31st 2023
400s
the trip to see this guy drew near and i was on a mission to gain just a liiiiittle bit more before then… however i distinctly remember only being in the mid 400s the morning of my flight down simply due to the stress of it all
and just like that January was gone and February was fast on its heels.
Bonus video!
One of the last long videos i took for a while - enjoy! 🥰
January 1st - 14th 2023
410s
Happy New Year! 🥳
life was a little more than crazy, the year kicked off with the aforementioned guy still hounding me. we made plans for me to fly down to see him at the end of the month and i was hesitant but still excited.
photos and videos of myself slowed down drastically. all my time was consumed by this guy 🚩
he would call me all hours of the day, constantly wanted to talk and wanted my attention. it was a lot, and while i got some good practice in setting boundaries, it was incredibly stressful (foreshadowing)
spoiler alert: this is the biggest you’ll see me until we catch up to current 😔 it’s all downhill from here (but hopefully that means we’ll be caught up in the next couple weeks at most!)
December 22nd - 31st 2022
400s
no comment here except i had a lovely holiday and i felt soooo round!!!
December 15th - 21st 2022
400s
i never did find a weigh-in video 😭 i know i was still in the 400s through December, but this post does mark the beginning of the end here.
while in my hometown for the holidays, a “feeder” took interest in me and began talking to me every day in what i mistook as a bid for connection or relationship. he was persistent to say the least, but i truly had no idea what i was in for.
the holiday eating was excessive and gluttonous despite it all and i was revelling in just how fuckin round i looked 😮💨
Loose ends!
Here’s a whopping 25 minutes of footage from Nov/Dec 2022 that simply wouldn’t upload due to file size 😔 but i finally got them and i particularly love these, so i felt it necessary to stop and push em out. Enjoy!!! 💛
post will be up late - likely late morning at the earliest
i have a few longer videos that i have downloaded - they just failed to upload with their respective posts, so i’m going to try to get them all at once when i have better cell signal 💛
December 9th - 14th 2022
400s
the holiday treats were upon us, and i was settling into my new apartment nicely 😌 my life was about to be flipped upside down and i had no clue! but it’s nice to look and see the twinkle in my eyes and the joy i found in my body 💛
December 1st - 7th 2022
400s
i moved apartment units! it was an absolute pain but thankfully everything just had to go one level downstairs in the same building. one of my friends from work came over to help and it made all the difference.
i was excited to begin a new chapter with this move. it was definitely an upgrade from my tiny little studio, and i still live in the new unit to this day.
i hope everyone had an amazing and safe holiday last night! while i’m not one to celebrate for patriotism’s sake, i do love good food and blowing shit up 🥳
post will be late due to the holiday! i hope everyone is being safe and having fun! please drive responsibly! 💛
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November 22nd - 30th 2022
400s
i can’t find my weigh in video!!!! i could have sworn i did it in November 😠
anywayyyyyyy god i was feeling so plush and so divine, there is truly no greater joy than hedonism and excess 🙏🏻
November 8th - 14th 2022
400s
in this one, Nara leaves the house and films herself being a fat pig in public 🐷
i love Friendly’s restaurant and i go every year around this time - i didn’t realize how much my dress rode up while i was eating, and my belly was hanging out of the slits… i was wondering why everyone was staring 🥵
November 1st - 7th 2022
400s
the date i was supposed to be weighing myself was inching ever-closer, and the cooling of the world around me led to even more adventures out in nature. this time of year is always a little tough for me, for one reason or another, but i am always equally determined to make it joyful too 💛
October 22nd - 31st 2022
400s
i was a busy busy bee at the end of October, i just loved how round and soft i looked and felt and was enjoying capturing it in all its glory ✨
i was hoping the next couple months of holidays would place me solidly in fattest-ever territory again; but i still hadn’t weighed myself yet.
October 8th - 21st 2022
400s
road trip time! i set out on a 10 day trek down to the Deep South to visit my friends, and dear lord let me tell you… it’s still hot as fuck in October 🥵
all in all i had an incredible week, it was such a joy to meet one of my best friends from the community IRL for the first time. i ate so much good food and had such an adventure on the way back, my only regret is not snagging more pics and vids 😭 (and the fact that my uploads aren’t uploading in order anymore, even though i’ve changed absolutely nothing about how i do it 😠 oh well)
October 1st - 7th 2022
400s
Spooky season was upon us!
the first week of October marked one year since I picked up everything and moved - and of course one year since i began to heal and find happiness.
i was finding new stretchmarks in places i didn’t expect and was delighted by my body and how soft it was. I was looking forward to a road trip at the end of the month and was overjoyed by the cool weather.
September 22nd - 31st 2022
400s
September was winding down and the spooky season was about to begin - and i simply couldn’t wait to partake in all the candies and treats.
I don’t know if i mentioned this earlier on, but once I secured my promotion in the spring, i had a small amount of money left over after bills. By July, I had a plan and a solid budget in place, and began to chip away at all my outstanding debts. My goal was to eliminate them in 1.5 years, and I was working diligently to make that happen. Unfortunately this means that I slid into being a bit of a hermit, and
That being said, I believe content is going to be slowing down again through the end of 2022 and DEFINITELY into 2023 - which hopefully means i’ll be able to post months at a time again. I do want to thank you all for your patience with me and my horrendous upload schedule; it’s infinitely frustrating to be hindered by technology, and if i had a good solution I can promise you i would have jumped on it months/years ago. The fact of the matter is that I live in slumlord housing with shitty wifi, have no way to obtain my own ISP, and max out my “unlimited” data within the first couple days of the cycle (because of me trying to make these posts) - none of this is a complaint so much as I Feel Bad About It; I just want y’all to understand why it’s so tough to make my posts on time, and I appreciate the grace you’ve shown me in spite of it 🙏🏻
September 15th - 21st 2022
400s
and just like that the summer was over, and i was excited for the changing of the seasons. there was a crisp chill in the air and i felt so much better no longer suffering the heat
i had plans the following month for a road trip and was saving up and gearing up to hit the road - i was stoked to finally meet one of my best feedist friends in real life for the first time and explore a new region. life was really really good, i had so much hope for the future that fall 💛
September 8th - 14th 2022
400s
i left the funnel mounted on the wall as a constant reminder of my experience, and lord did that keep me worked up 🫠😮💨
i was starting to feel absolutely massive, and couldn’t wait to finally weigh myself later in the year
Nara’s First Funnel 🐷
to this day i remember the rush of all those calories filling my gut in mere seconds, and i knew this is what i was made for 💛
September 1st - 7th 2022
400s
a funnel you say? a funnel mount you say?
this was a super hot week for me, mostly cause of that damn funnel video…
which is unfortunately way too long to upload with these ones, but i will be trying to get it up here later today 😘
what i can’t believe is that i officially weigh more today, 06/25/25 - than i did in any of the rest of the videos you’re going to see from me until we catch up to current.
that being said i’m lowkey looking to speed things up a bit and rush to get current cause i’m doing so much hot stuff right now 🥵 but we will see