hey guys.... sooo many of you asked about how my document appointment went... thats sooooo sweet omg, you can't imagine..it was all good.. just little talk with me and making photo.. hahah, easier than I imagined.. and I have to get my new ID card 9th September. after that i will understand when I go home to Canary...
2022-09-07 08:20:10 +0000 UTC View Post
omg Im so pretty here 😍😍😍 hahah
2022-09-04 21:30:28 +0000 UTC View Post
heyyy. how was your weekend guys? I had some shopping.. spoiled myself a little.. and cooked yummy food.. tomorrow is important day for me.. come to the office to make the documents I came here for.. wish me good luck!
2022-09-04 21:25:06 +0000 UTC View Post
happy Friday guys! no appointments for me today.. so.. lets see what this day will bring me)
2022-09-02 09:53:17 +0000 UTC View Postheeey guys... how are you.. Im busy, as always, haha.. doing million things at the same time.. my last therapy was soo good, so satisficing.. she said something really important.. I was scared I have to "fix" myself to be ready to new relationship, because I dont wanna be toxic.. I dont wanna hurt anyone.. at the same time I dont wanna feel alone.. so.. she said... she said thats the only way to change pattern, to change behavior is change it being in relationship.. creating new neuron connections, new mental habits.. the only thing I have to do is to find a person ( when Im ready) whom I can trust and feel safe to actually create new behavior.. who will not judge, will support and help.. who will understand.. who will give me time. love you guys.. I know everything is gonna be good soon
2022-08-31 09:36:05 +0000 UTC View Post
last days were really busy for me.. I had unexpected big things to do.. but now, I hope, will be little easier.. I remember I took first photo in my bathroom.. 2 years ago.. and now.. last picture.. I hope you like it 😌.. a little sad, but excited about future..
2022-08-29 18:06:45 +0000 UTC View Post
heeeeey guys.. did you miss me??
2022-08-29 18:03:53 +0000 UTC View Post
heeey happy Friday!!! having massage today again, soo relaxing) do you have any weekend plans? I do- my plans is to clean my apartment and pack things I wanna take with myself to Canary)
2022-08-26 21:18:33 +0000 UTC View Postdid you find full (orgasm) video in your DM?
2022-08-25 19:22:11 +0000 UTC View Post
I will dream about your lips.. on my neck.. my breast, my nipples..
2022-08-24 07:49:06 +0000 UTC View Post
tomorrow I can sleep a little longer.. my bed, I love you.. cant wait to fall onto you haha...
2022-08-23 19:49:02 +0000 UTC View Post
hey... how are you guys?? yesterday and today I had amazing workshop ( and third day at Thursday). I wanted to do that last few years, but never had opportunity.. and finally Im doing it.. happy to invest $ in myself.. especially when I dreamed about that last 4 years..Im actually even thinking how I can do it when i return to Canary.. I mean.. I also wanted to have like a studio... we will see.. maybe I start with a corner in my bedroom))
2022-08-23 16:38:19 +0000 UTC View Post
and also I felt a little ( very) playful relaxing in that warm water.. and I recorded something hot for you heheh. its been loooong time.. who wanna see orgasm video? hehe
2022-08-21 18:50:18 +0000 UTC View Post
hey... its relaxing day.. being home and researched more stuff..
2022-08-21 18:49:20 +0000 UTC View Post
haha do you like my massage panties haha?
2022-08-20 18:14:12 +0000 UTC View Post
yeah.. and here I'm in massage cabinet.. she said my back is bad... and my face muscles too.. too tight.. not good 🥺 I hope to come there few times more while I'm here..
2022-08-20 08:36:03 +0000 UTC View Post
soo, my doctor appointment went well.. she explained me if/when I feel I cant stop my antidepressants (because I had thoughts like this..) I can cut my dose .. or simply just stop it.. because I have them more than year now and I have enough elements in my body.. I think I will take full tablet for few months more for sure.. and then maybe half dose.. but she gave me prescription for year more.. she said my meds are not strong.. and its very good formula for me.. so it should be easy.. but only when I'm ready haha.. so, all is good 😇
2022-08-19 20:25:04 +0000 UTC View Post
good morning! happy Friday! gonna be busy day for me..
2022-08-19 17:38:44 +0000 UTC View Post
hehe being a little playful...
2022-08-19 05:11:02 +0000 UTC View Post
aww haha and here is lazy me, ready to sleep meowwwww
2022-08-18 23:00:36 +0000 UTC View Post
hey guys!! do you remember that pj? haha nostalgia.. today I had a little ( no) shipping haha and nice for in cafe,, twice.. returned home so tired.. and tomorrow is my health care day.. Im gonna see my doctor who prescribed me my antidepressants... we will talk and see what to do next.. I n=honestly a little afraid to stop my medication... not sure I can do without it.. but lest see.. huuuuugs
2022-08-18 23:00:14 +0000 UTC View Post
and after my therapy I had pleasant walk in the town.. and old city.. the weather is amazing.. a little too hot, but its ok.. ate yummy sushi and had masala tea. I think its my favorite drink now.. in Canary I have indian cafe with heavenly amazing masala.. ( its black tea with spices and milk)
2022-08-17 18:23:45 +0000 UTC View Post
hey!! how are you guys?? Im doing well.. rested more today.. also I had my therapy.. didnt see in person my therapist about 10-11 months... (was in zoom). it was interesting session. we did exercise, like "me map". the has hundreds of figures, small dolls, different things.. and I had to use them to make me.. she said I took and used alot of really strong symbols of transformation.. like bridge, a deer, a well ( with water).. and its all great signs.. my my deer looked in the past.. not in the future direction.. well, I need more time. its all ok..
2022-08-17 18:20:20 +0000 UTC View Post
heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeey!!!! Im in Riga.. omg, thats was crazy... woke up at Sunday at 10am.. last packing, cat preparing.. all stuff. the n airport.. omg I never was like this, bought 2 perfumes and mew cooool ( expensive haha omg) glasses... then first flight.. arrived at midning.. then waited 5,5 hours for my next flight.. omg, crazy.. didnt sleep ( in the chair) at all. then second trip 3 hours.. at 9am I was in Riga.. slept few hours and then spent all day with my family, because they left to Russia.. and I dont know when I see them again.. 😔 😟 and today I slept as much as I can.. then planned more appointments.. and then sorted things out in my closet.. something goes into trash, nd alot things ( for my art ) I will take with myself.. soooooo many things.. feathers, colors, laces, all kind of tapes omg... soooooo many of everything... I cant wait to create stuff... now I feel like its time.. so happy!
2022-08-16 18:26:03 +0000 UTC View Post
next 2-3 days I will be little slow with answering DM guys, please be patient.. and of course I will be sharing my trip here)
2022-08-14 05:45:11 +0000 UTC View Post
soooo.. tomorrow Im going to Latvia.. its not a vocation.. I go there to make some documents (most important) and other things.. really a lot.. gonna visit doctors, cosmetologists, masseur.. also Im gonna take 2 workshop for walls and furniture reconstruction/decoration.. ist very expensive, but Im happy about it.. when I lived in Latvia. I wanted to go there.. but, I was too stressed and depressed.. and just could not leave my home.. really... and now.. I really feel much better and Im very excited about investing in myself.. little steps for myself.. so proud of that 😊 😇
2022-08-13 22:34:30 +0000 UTC View Post
and I have great news!! I met with my friend today, and we decided she can live in my apartment for the time I'm gone.. she needs a rest from her husband haha soooooo.... my cat will stay in out apartment.. I'm so happy! good for her, good for my cat!! yay also I'm a little less stressful about my trip.. I dunno, nothing changed, one day left omg ahaha I'm scared ahhaah ok.. I'm good)
2022-08-13 00:00:01 +0000 UTC View Post
