As mentioned on my main social media pages, this dress I discovered on a romantic getaway in Philadelphia is inspiring all sorts of femininity that almost feels like dressing in drag after being a chainsaw carver and outdoor laborer for so many years. At the moment, my hands have no gorilla glue fused with my fingertips and my hair has no sawdust or paint in it. Amazing, right? 😂💁🏼♀️
And there is a certain kind of power in being so well put together that is interesting to observe. The long blonde hair (extensions though I might start experimenting with those more in my everyday look) has called some folks (mostly men) I haven’t heard from in a while out of the woodwork like a siren’s song. 🧜🏼♀️✨ In fact, anytime I’ve had long blonde hair, I’ve noticed a surge in sexual charisma... I might need to grow it out again for real! 👩🏼💖
Welcome to all of you recent followers! When I was just getting started here, I sent a few pics in DMs and if you joined after they were sent, you haven't had access to them. Here's a little moment in the past few months when I was feeling really ANIMALISTIC. I'm also including a bonus pic from behind that I've only sent a few of you here and there in DMs. I hope you enjoy them! 🐅🐆
*Caution: those of you who have been here a while may have already seen them!
Women are often great illusionists. We can make ourselves look completely different with makeup, false eyelashes, push-up bras, shapewear (like Spanx), injections, hair extensions, etc etc. Some of you have commented on how different my breasts look from photo to photo. Partly, this is due to breast size varying with weight fluctuations, but it's often all about the bra. Depending on the style and structure of the bra, the breasts can have a completely different look from day to day. Here is a really wonderful artisanal bra I purchased in a boutique lingerie shop in Atlanta, Georgia. I also bought some perfume that smells like apricots with it, so try to imagine that, won't you?
Also, I think this bra is super sexy because it so perfectly frames the mole between my breasts. I haven't shown you that yet! What do you think?
I had a marvelous time in Philadelphia this week, hanging out with someone I care for. We looked at beautiful historical architecture, posed with the Rocky Balboa statue and rode bikes along the water crossed with so many steel bridges, danced in the open air in the middle of a gallery of street art and I bought a cute AF mushroom dress! 🍄
Now I can’t sleep because my mind is spinning with ideas. Despite not sleeping much while I was there (wink, wink) I could probably stay up all night with this burst of energy from the trip. Philly was great and I can’t wait to visit it again!
Onlyfans support got back to me this morning and it seems to be a confusion around email addresses! I *think* my account is safe. I’m so happy and relieved!
I’m in such a good mood now. 😅😁🙃 Here’s a dirty pic for all of you dear supporters, on the house!
So I received a notification from Onlyfans that my account is about to be deleted. It was inactive for me when I tried to log in this morning using my google account. I was later able to get in using my Twitter authentication, but I anticipate this work around is temporary until I hear back from an actual human customer service person. This might be goodbye for now while I regroup and decide if I want to continue on OF - I will continue making announcements on Discord and Twitter. I've been really enjoying my time here, but I might not have much of a choice...
If this is goodbye (here, for now) I want you to know that you've been incredible and the support and horniness I've felt the past two months has turned my world around for the better. So thank you again!
So much love,
Griffon <3
Pants-less, sweaty and disheveled in Philadelphia! Pardon the smeared eyeliner and postcoital bliss... I had a nice little chat with the folks who caught this impromptu live stream. Once again, it was hard to quit chatting with y'all! Looks like I’m being “clingy” again. 💋
(ps. Sorry for the back-to-back PPV! I have a paywall on my livestreams because it's impossible for me to watch what I say and it has already gotten me in trouble!)
*NSFW* self-love in the early morning ☀️🌸
There's something about this photo that is very sensual to me. I took it when I was camping in my vardo, also known as a “gypsy” wagon or a sheep wagon. It was parked in Portland, Oregon and the morning sunlight had woken me up early. The sheets around me reminded me of old-timey mattresses, The Grapes of Wrath, jalopies across America, and really enhanced the nomadic worker lifestyle I was cultivating. I had been on the road for weeks already, and you know that travel ignites my libido like nothing else! 🚐🛣🥵
It was the beginning of a sexual awakening for me, and I couldn't seem to reach the bottom of my desire and curiosity. Those who crossed my path were devoured, and every encounter was drained of every drop of inspiration I could get. 💦
I've been fortunate to have experienced a few of those cycles in my sexual life already... OnlyFans being the latest big adventure! This is the first time my sexuality has had an audience. And I have to tell you, sharing this picture with you now is a special moment for me, one that I'm going to always remember. 💓
I've been operating as a relationship anarchist for the past few years or so. It's similar to just being "single" but more like intentionally "solo," with many undefined relationships - all human connection is a relationship of one kind or another, after all. I wonder if this isn't the way the world is heading anyway. Non-traditional relationship styles are becoming more mainstream and dating apps are also altering the way humans find connections. A part of me still hopes I'll just fall head over heels one of these days the old-fashioned way, focus on someone and go back to thinking the world is simple.
But until it happens naturally, I guess I'll practice my juggling!
https://open.spotify.com/track/4SNtyKNyYJ8ERT7YLlnFBr?si=e05c63a6e7f94862
I grew up in the country and spent a lot of time playing outdoors. It was miles and miles from anything and I often had to make my own fun. Skinny-dipping in the river was a favorite. 😘
If you’ve never experienced the freeing sensation of swimming naked, you should try it this summer! ☀️🏊🏼♂️
And don’t forget to tell me how it went! 🖤💦
My roommate Jeffrey named this live stream Thirstday Night Talk and he was spot on. This was a good one! And I’m still buzzing from it... or is that my vibrator? Thank you so much for the tips and tips; some of your ideas are really... alluring! 😈🖤💋
One of my favorite parts of sex is the feeling of skin to skin contact. When I was a college student, an older man I was seducing used to love rubbing our bellies together and that experience with him rubbed off on me. Orgasms are great, but we can have them on our own, often more effectively with power tools. But for warmth, touch, and affection, we need others.
Here's a photo of my bare belly to spark your imagination. I hope you enjoy it! 😘
You're amazing! This place and your participation here has changed my world view a bit and it's exciting. We are exploring a new corner of the internet, and this idea of online community and human connection in a digital space. Thank you so much for being here. Let's make a playlist together!
I made us a secret, collaborative playlist on Spotify. To keep it from being total chaos immediately, I'm going to pick a theme for us to follow: HEAT
Here’s the link:
https://open.spotify.com/playlist/3tg6ayTDcdL1RmdkzKuMwA?si=
Share some songs with me!
One of the first media projects that I created was a show called Pajamachievements, in the early days of Achievement Hunter. I had just finished up a BFA in technical theater at Texas State, and would invite some of my cute college friends over for a pajama party and we would drink themed cocktails and play videos games. The web series had a theme song and everything, created by Martha Marin (from the Red vs Blue band Trocadero) and Finchlynch, who was editing for Jenna Jameson and Playboy at the time. Here is the fan art that introduced me to the work of Jason Santiago (he also did the Orma art below!). Go follow his work on Instagram! @theroguespider
I was woken up by a big thunderstorm ⛈ and now I’m tossing and turning in bed, unable to get back to sleep. Yesterday during the livestream many of you requested a new NSFW PPV and I promised to post one. Here is a topless 👀 photo taken a while back when I was feeling soft and sweet.
Here's an impromptu live stream recorded right after my first sexy photo shoot with a photographer for Onlyfans. I've been putting it off and putting it off... partly because my house wasn't feeling very sexy. A little sophisticated staycation at this gorgeous hotel was just what I needed to get in the mood! And the two workers outside my big window on the hanging window washer scaffolding got the exhibitionist in me REALLY excited. Thanks to all of you who dropped in to say hello and watch me play with my zipper! <3
I’ve been forming lots of uncomfortable philosophical ideas around love and relationships in the year 2021. It makes me want to hide under the covers and watch romcoms alone with the cat 🐱... which is what I do A LOT! But here and there I manage to get my legs shaved and shoved into some skinny jeans to flirt the night away in the interest in love, hope, and finally meeting Matthew McConaughey (future Texas Governor)!
Thanks for all of the lovely birthday wishes! I can’t believe it’s almost May already! It’s getting warmer and soon I’ll be spending as much time in the water as possible. It’s time for a new bathing suit (and photo shoot)! Do you wanna help me choose?
It’s my birthday and I’m in a good mood 😀🎂🥰 despite the rainy weather which has me doing laundry with no real plans to speak of. Here’s a little moment I captured recently, giddy with this Onlyfans experience. Thank you for being here with me!
Also, I just turned DMs back to free for the time being, but I know that I probably won’t be able to keep up with my messages. Please understand if it takes a while to reply to anything you send me. 🥰
Tonight's chat felt a bit like having friends over for a sleep over! Let's keep it going longer next time, technology gods willing. Thank you for keeping me company! <3
It’s Wednesday and you know what that means so I don’t have to say it again! 🐪
I was thinking we could do a live stream later tonight. How about 9pm CST? Join me here!
It’s time to start tinkering with my Pinterest-trend-inspired stock tank swimming pool project. I bought this 9’ agricultural stock tank from a rancher supply store last summer and it’s finally warm enough again! The ice storm devastated the pretty oasis in the backyard but luckily my roommate has a green thumb. We are going to start replanting! We want to plant black bamboo if it will grow in Austin... what are your spring projects?
Good evening! Today has been a truly relaxing Sunday and I’m feeling ready for an excellent week because of it. Doing nothing is the absolute best, right? I’m about to follow up with a television/streaming binge. I need suggestions! What are you watching lately?
I was so lazy today, I only put on pants to check the mail. How lazy were you?
Good evening! This place has been such a rollercoaster already... an incredibly exciting and stimulating ⚡️🥰 place with so much positive feedback and potential for expression. I’ve been loving it! Almost everyone has been so nice here. It’s rapidly becoming my new favorite platform!
I’m really hoping I can get the hang of this new endeavor and stay brave and excited while navigating the stigma of being a creator here. Unfortunately there have been some real life consequences which are concerning and, to be frank, a little surprising considering it’s 2021. A bank denied me a bank account, I was dropped from a big carving gig, my bumble account was frozen, and some people here are still posting my pictures without my permission. Please stop! 🙏
I really hope to properly express my ideas about love, sex, relationships and how the world is changing. But maybe it’s not changing as fast as I think it is... yikes!
😳😬😅 but maybe I’m fixated too much on the negative. This place is opening up new doors too. And one thing I already like about it is it’s influencing me to take care of myself more! 💁🏼♀️
I like it here and I want it to flourish and grow. Thanks to NEARLY ALL OF YOU for being so wonderful, positive and supportive! We are going to talk about this more in the next live stream...
It has been a month since I started this new adventure so I wanted to commemorate the occasion with a sweet little pixie haircut photoset, one NSFW. Do you like women with short hair? If you do, you might want to check these out!
Let's get comfortable together for a moment.
We've been hanging out here for a month, TOMORROW, and I have some special PPV planned! You're getting a chance to get to know me, and some of you have shared A LOT with me in comments and DMs. There are so many new ideas and kinks that you're exposing me to! KEEP IT COMING. I find this side of humanity so fascinating, curious and stimulating!
I'm rapidly running out of lewds and mostly only have nudes left from my dating years... Noticing that ratio has been illuminating. Y'all are teaching me that I could have teased those jerks (well some of them were super sweet and I was the jerk) a little longer. I want to release a variety of content here, so I need to create some new stuff. Monday is my first organized photoshoot for OnlyFans. Let me know what you're hoping to see! (POLL BELOW)
I travel alone for work a lot. It's not uncommon for me to go an entire day without saying a word out loud to another person. There is a kind of stamina you can develop for aloneness and if you ever want to give yourself some space to gain some new perspective, try taking a three day road trip by yourself.
On the other hand, nothing wakes me up for getting to know new people like travel does. Every adventure brings opportunity to create new friendships and the occasional wild fling. It stands to reason that since my first experiences going off on my own, out of my comfort zone and engaging with the world sparked my first sexual experiences (https://open.spotify.com/episode/47zyAjCzmRKbGnyRSDThoY?si=bg11Rls2QhSSOUXR1v4DPw), being on the road tends to awaken my libido. Every good adventure story needs a love interest... well, maybe that's not a hard and fast rule, but isn't a story always better with a little juice?
I sit at the bar when I'm out on my own. It invites strangers to sit down and start a conversation.
I like talking to strangers.
Here’s a wonderful portrait of my half-orc D and D character Orma in Heroes and Halfwits created by Jason Santiago. Instagram flagged it, so I’m moving it over here where NIPPLES are truly WELCOME. You can see more of Jason’s incredible work on Instagram, so go give him a follow! @theroguespider
