how amazing is this hotel bathroom imma cry omf i wanna go b..
how amazing is this hotel bathroom imma cry omf i wanna go back 😭💠🥺💕
2021-06-30 19:28:37 +0000 UTC View Post
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strawberry butt and boobs 🍓🧸 i like my outfit, just waiting ..
strawberry butt and boobs 🍓🧸 i like my outfit, just waiting for u to take my panties off n slap this ass
2021-06-29 14:13:12 +0000 UTC View Postany love for these casual pics of my rainbow hair? 💜 lol my ..
any love for these casual pics of my rainbow hair? 💜
lol my mom recently told me that “people who dye their hair a lot have a disease” and imm like ….. you’re so funny 🤦♀️ boomers really be like 🤡 she legit tells me no one will ever find me attractive “with hair like a parrot and if they do they’re lying to you” omg Russian parents are so wack. anyway…. here’s my CRAZY hair. new hair, same titties 🙈
just my butt reading Carl Jung’s *Red Book* 📕
just my butt reading Carl Jung’s *Red Book* 📕
2021-06-27 17:24:08 +0000 UTC View Postbeen truly emo as fuck today 🖤🤪😔 i was gonna be way more pro..
been truly emo as fuck today 🖤🤪😔 i was gonna be way more productive but i got into a major family fight that derailed me, idk i don’t have the energy to even process much today. but i did do a lil emo shoot, what do you think of this outfit? 🖤 tip what you like to see the rest of this pikachussy collection of pics 🖤🤭🔞
2021-06-26 22:19:06 +0000 UTC View Postholy fuckin shit i think i bout to blow my load 🤯 the way so..
holy fuckin shit i think i bout to blow my load 🤯 the way some of you may thirst for me? this is how i thirst for this hotel. i’ll be going back FOR SURE absolutely oh my goddddd yes i have such a boner for this place 🤤 💦 💝 rn i’m just taking it all in…. more soon 👀
2021-06-25 01:08:37 +0000 UTC View Postomggggg this hotel is so fuckin cute but i’m so not used to ..
omggggg this hotel is so fuckin cute but i’m so not used to sleeping in new places and i be having the insomnia 😩😩😰 y’all i’ve been going thru all my little coping mechanisms and i still can’t sleep - i’m tired after a long day of a road trip to this charming place but i have so much trouble sleeping not in my own bed. tomorrow is gonna be a long day too so i’m like 😑😑😑😪
idk i was having anxiety af but i’ve kind of leaned into it now that if i don’t sleep i’ll catch up on it this weekend. sorry this post is so random and insipid lol idk how many of you will see this at such a weird time, but i’m sure some of y’all get sleep anxiety too and i’m curious how you deal? i took like my smallest dose of anxiety meds but it doesn’t really help, i’m still like ugh this heart rate kicks my ass.
i’m probably the only idiot who gets anxiety on vacation fml 🤦♀️ i look at memes to chill out and that seems to help or go on my phone till i be exhausted enough to sleep. even tho i’m complaining i’m still having a good time tho. so thank you for bearing with me. imma send the hotel contents to y’all when imm a bit more put together in a few days!
so ummmm……. u up? 😏 😳 😂
an elven on/off! 💗 🖤 I'll be going out of town today to the ..
an elven on/off! 💗 🖤 I'll be going out of town today to the hotel that I booked from this campaign ( https://onlyfans.com/154546559/nastyavalentine ) 🏩 💕 🧝♀️ ✨ 💚 imma try to take as many pics and hot content as I can while balancing it with relaxation cause I need rest 😓 it's gonna be a long trip so I'm not gonna be as active but I'll send out a ppv message at some point + got some scheduled posts for you so you don't miss me too much 😂 those of you who contributed to the aforementioned campaign will get the first looks at hotel content + the best and naughtiest stuff 😈 😈 have a great week !! <3
2021-06-23 15:13:37 +0000 UTC View Postme after one (1) 🍺 ! confession i got a lil tipsy last night..
me after one (1) 🍺 ! confession i got a lil tipsy last night and wanted to show off for you… do you think this outfit is cute? how are you still not bored of my tits? is there even a meaning of life in this apocalyptic dystopia? 😷
2021-06-22 16:20:03 +0000 UTC View PostPOV you caught me looking at hentai 🙈🙈 and at first i’m like..
POV you caught me looking at hentai 🙈🙈 and at first i’m like wtf 🤬 but then i’m like oh hey you’re cute!! come here? 😅 💕 and stay a while? and look at my tiny but still luscious tittis 🤭🤭
2021-06-22 15:31:38 +0000 UTC View PostFather’s Day is over/kinda triggering if i’m being honest ca..
Father’s Day is over/kinda triggering if i’m being honest cause i don’t really have a relationship with my dad, but i like to think of it as “father’s day is everyday with my internet zaddies” 😇 thanks for allowing me to project my daddy issues and filling my void of the fatherly divine male attention 💕🙇🏻♀️ i take that shit so seriously lmao i need to chill the fuck out. this post is emo cringe so here’s some sexy nun pics from my outfit change at the party 🎉🖤✝️ u like?
2021-06-21 15:25:10 +0000 UTC View Poston / off 🕊 tryin to get my psychological needs met of getti..
on / off 🕊
tryin to get my psychological needs met of getting railed in a cute lil sundress
idiot Shinji….. 🙄 swipe for my Asuka look ❣️🥵❤️🔥 but okay c..
idiot Shinji….. 🙄 swipe for my Asuka look ❣️🥵❤️🔥 but okay can we talk about how i’m going to my first pandemic party tonight lol i’m so excited cause it’s my best friend’s birthday and i suggested the theme lol 😂 but my introvert ass is also exhausted just thinking about it.
the party is God themed… not as a dogmatic man in the sky but God as whatever people may interpret it as. whatever concept they attach to it, whether it be literal Gods/Saints/apostles, lack of God, zealots, cult leaders, deities and devotees (kind of like a Met Gala theme if any of you follow that lol), goddesses (like me lolol jk), entities like the ocean that provide existential wonder, Adam and Eve, etc… i’ve been thinking of outfits all day and then it hit me i’ve been watching Neon Genesis Evangelion a lot (A LOT 😭 😭 😭 omg horny and existential show) 👼🏻 🤖 and it covers so many divine esoteric topics and questions like … why are the angels attacking? are angels UFOs? what messages do these entities have for us? what does it mean to evolve into a higher vibrational existence? what is the relationship of man to God? is God’s love truly unconditional? does God hate humanity or does humanity hate itself? what if God was an anime girl? and a meme of the last question inspired me, so yes i am going to be attending a party dressed as a horny meme in cosplay. have a good weekend!! 🎈🎈❣️
gamer girl ass pics 🦋💖 fml i was poppin my pussy and knocked..
gamer girl ass pics 🦋💖 fml i was poppin my pussy and knocked down my light … got too horny lmao 😅
2021-06-19 06:11:26 +0000 UTC View Postso do you guys actually cum to my slutty gamer girl pictures..
so do you guys actually cum to my slutty gamer girl pictures, or are you just here for the long winded rhetoric and sharp social commentary? 🎀💦🦋💖
2021-06-18 01:19:19 +0000 UTC View Post
like my pastel blue hair and pale ass? i’m considering going..
like my pastel blue hair and pale ass? i’m considering going full blue 🦋 💦 i change my hair so much it’s like you get to look at a different girl every week 🤭
2021-06-16 15:04:18 +0000 UTC View Postmommy really needs a massage 😓 💦 after the past few stressfu..
mommy really needs a massage 😓 💦 after the past few stressful ass months I've had, my body feels like the crypt keeper, and while I've sought mental health help, I haven't been too focused on other forms of self care. so, it would be really really nice to have a relaxing massage - I'll make sure you get some benefits from benefiting me 😉 but also if I've ever made u smile or cum it would be really nice to get treated a lil bit ✨ 🥰
*19 - full set from the last time I had a spa experience (it was like a very fancy bath lol, not a massage or anything but still really cool and aesthetically pleasing and wet and naked) 💦 all the photos and videos from my spa bath experience, if you enjoyed any of my previous bath/shower videos you might like me getting naughty at the spa bath 🥵
29 - you choose your own XXX horny adventure: either an 11:11 minute long angelic sex tape (have u ever seen an angel cum? you will now 🙈) or an 8min latex sex tape of me touching myself thru crotchless panties 🖤 🥵
50 - both the angel one + the latex one 😇 😈
69 - all of the above! and photos + videos of the aftermath of me touching myself 🥵 it's a lot of hornyy*
+ everyone who contributes will get an xtra special new photo set from when I get my massage (last pic is a previewww lol cause I just felt like posting a horny pic) 💗 💙 ...like my body? help it feel nice if you want to ✨ ⭐️ 🥺
thank you so much for contributing to my self care ❤️ anything that exceeds the goal will go towards my sick cat's medication and treatments so it's all really helpful. if this flops like a flaccid penis I shall do something else. I would hope tho that I make u the opposite of flaccid 😉 😳 😏
i don’t feel like getting out of bed this horny monday morni..
i don’t feel like getting out of bed this horny monday morning, plz motivate me to do my laundry 😩 🦭
2021-06-14 13:24:48 +0000 UTC View Post
venus fly trap? i thought u said penis thigh trap 😅 🥀
venus fly trap? i thought u said penis thigh trap 😅 🥀
2021-06-12 02:35:21 +0000 UTC View Posthello 🌹 ahh finally i got my computer repaired and will begi..
hello 🌹 ahh finally i got my computer repaired and will begin making new content next week 🥺🥺 it’ll take me more than a couple days to get all my files organized, but yayyy i just wanted to let you know there will be stuff to look forward to, and thank you so much for being patient w me ❤️ i’ve had a really rough time the past few months and am anxiously awaiting to feel like a person again, starting with having a working computer ❤️🔥 thank u again 😭
2021-06-10 19:56:13 +0000 UTC View Postto alleviate the emo-ness of my last post... 🖤 tits + glass..
to alleviate the emo-ness of my last post... 🖤
tits + glasses + thigh highs for your Wednesday viewing pleasure 🖤 😚
cow shower video! 🐮 🐄 🚿 (also long post ahead so just a lil..
cow shower video! 🐮 🐄 🚿
(also long post ahead so just a lil ⚠️ Wednesday warning ⚠️ )
posting this at a weird time but insomnia be damned. a throwback to the last time I got a hotel 🖤 ahhh ok so after my last campaign I booked a room at a cute hotel, one that has super pink princess vibes that I think you'll like a lot, at the end of June. I know it's a bit of time to wait, but still I'm super excited - much new hotel content incoming, and the ppl who tipped on that post will get juicy extras 💗 I'm really excited to have something to look forward to cuz honestly I've been having an existential and melancholic past few days (eclipse season? my fragile psyche?) and just in general been feeling disillusioned.
✨ *most of the time, what I post is catered to you. however, this is indulgently for me. sorry in advance...* ✨
the majority of you here are very respectful and so pleasant to interact with; I feel lucky to have cool subscribers. a lot of weird cool people gravitate towards me and that's awesome, I appreciate you! however every once in a while I will encounter people who cross my boundaries who I immediately have to block, or block after a taxing interaction. I shouldn't be complaining cause I love what I do and I love my job (and yes, this is a job - just like you have your office job or desk job or service job, and this is my source of income) but there are some days when I log on and log right back off because I'm mentally exhausted and have to take the day to reconcile with feeling dehumanized. this comes with the territory but it still sucks.
I don't mind being objectified - in fact I like being the object of your fantasy*. hell, I objectify myself all the time. I love being the digital projection of your cyberhorny desires. I love hearing about your fetishes and bringing them to life. I love that you think I'm hot and I kind of am in consistent disbelief that people find me attractive. it's all very Baudrillardian and hyperreal. in the words of Rachael from Blade Runner, I'm not in the business, I *am* the business. I *am* the fantasy. I *am* the product. however there is a difference between being objectified and being dehumanized. it's strange detangling a passion project that intersects with being a service job. and much like in the real world where there are assholes who fail to tip waitstaff or are assholes to valets/baristas/servers/nurses, there are such people here who fail to consider that underneath my thigh highs and elven anime tits I am simply a person with feelings, goals, desires, good days, bad days, just trying to exist in this fucked up dystopian world. just trying to make some juicy art and make some filthy conceptual porn lol 😂
in February I started working very loosely on a thesis that I wish to get academically published, that pertains to the metaphysics of doing online SW and my experience of only fans in particular. and don't worry - if this thesis cums to fruition I will not cite any specific interactions because that is all private between us, i respect your privacy as I expect you to do mine, and the whole point of this piece of writing is to explore my being on here conceptually, existentially, ontologically. this has more to do with me trying to create clarity out of chaos on a bigger level, using only fans as my artistic medium. all I mainly want is to make sense of my life and heal my traumas through art and introspection.
every year my art practice takes on a different path; last year I made an album (I'm still making music this year but nothing released publicly yet); in 2019 and 2018 I made experimental films; this year I feel called to write, and I consider OF a complete art form all in itself, so this thesis would dovetail my passions quite elegantly (or so I hope lol).
truthfully I haven't worked on it too much because I find my creativity derailed by depression, but every once in a while I will have a writing spurt and an a-ha moment and totally violate my notebook or fuck shit up on notes app lol. I occasionally will post long form essays (?) like this on this one over here too - shockingly some of you enjoy them which is why my crazy ass continues to free associate up in this bitch.
yes income is very important to me, and of course I want to make a living, I am immensely immensely thankful to y'all who contribute to me. my trajectory as an obscure artist to someone who can pay my rent with this is not something I take for granted - but notwithstanding in the grander picture I think a lot of people miss the point of why I personally do this. the last thing I want is to keep explaining myself. I resent doing that, I prefer my art to be interpreted by the viewer. however when my work is so intimately tied to my body and personality, I too often feel the need to explain myself. I kind of go back and forth on that - I think in the near future I will make a pinned post about the mechanics of my profile, a more comprehensive tip menu, links to my past films for those who wish to see, etc.
I don't know the longevity of how long I will continue. I wish to do this for as long as possible, but if it gets not fun for me anymore, then I see no point. for the near future tho as far as I can see, I still love it 💗 it's just isolated days/episodes that get exhausting. do you ever get frustrated at work? yeah, same. but thankfully it's only temporary, just a moment in time.
my goal is to have this thesis finished, at least in a long outline form, by the end of the year. with the demotivation that comes with my depression I may have to give myself an extension into 2022, but I also know that when I'm truly inspired I work very fast. like Sonic lol 😂 💙 I see a lot of creators making stuff like "this is how I got successful on OF" "these are the formulaic instructions on how to become a top creator" etc. and while I think yesss get that bag sis, I think a lot of those posts are cringe and bunch of bullshit and emotionally masturbatory and full of ego; there's a lot of dark psychological undercurrent that gets left out of the conversation. maybe it's because I think of things in a very dense and obtuse and academic way (of course I would be the fucking bitch to make only fans pretentious lmao - someone called me " a mix of Riley Reid and Sylvia Plath" recently and I am actually flattered by that) 💗 or maybe it is because I'm jealous of the 18 years old who make 20k a month on those formulaic promotional strategies and basic nudes lol - I believe if I followed a formula to completion and really studied the market, taking 10-12hrs out of my day to suck the algorithm's dick, I could have a very high amount of success and subscribers. however, I would rather cater to my niche and feel the freedom of posting the type of content that's true to my vision, some of it maybe being more generic and pornographic, others more obscure and conceptual. I hate marketing and advertising. the people who need to find me will find me and it will be aligned. when I look back at the end of my life I want to be proud of putting my heart and soul into my work (art, porn, writing, existing, whatever) and I always say this to myself, I want to be eternal instead of trendy.
society is such that most people will gravitate towards what is easily digestible. most men consume the same type of porn, the subset of it being veryyoung women of the fetishized 18-19 age range. (hmm I actually will probably put a chapter about this in my thesis). I literally had someone unsubscribe from my page his exact words being "eww I thought you were like 18-19" 🙄 I'm in my late 20s and I have posts about going to college, applying to grad school, holding down a professional job in my past industry, being a working artist, etc. so basically dude was stupid af 😂 I get that t33ns/age are fetishized in a creepy way and to each their own, but I personally still find it exploitative and cringe. (he was in his mid 30s for reference...) 🥴 if me being older than you think is a problem, go ahead and unsubscribe. for what it's worth tho, when I was 18-19 or even in my early 20's I was so busted looking lol and even more seriously struggling with mental health issues which showed on my body that I could have never found success on OF or anywhere that involved looks; I still have pain but I manage it and take much better care of myself now. I was like psychedelics-obsessed super nerd and a crypto prodigy in the early years of its genesis. I don't fuck with it anymore but maybe my next post will be about that - the origin story of how I bought my Tesla and how my whole life I was an egirl lol. when I was little I would play video game championships and win a lot of stuff, mostly Pokemon merch. I'm still a super nerd in a hot girl's body so I might be living my dream. I didn't choose this life, this life chose me 😤
* btw... yes I like being an object of your fantasy but not your reality - oh my goddd I can't believe this even needs to be said but do not even ask about seeing me irl it is an absolute no-no and will get you blocked! if I ever have like a convention or a party or something that I want strangers to attend I will publicly announce it, and it will not be in a sexual context, more along the lines of an art show, but that is so fucking far into the future I cannot even fathom right now. I don't think you guys understand the extreme pathological anxiety that I deal with every day. I'm an individual with big dreams and small serotonin.
that's it! eat it and chew it. I have nothing more for you today; I am taking a sabbatical. tomorrow I'll be back with the regular sexycontent. I got my laptop back finally so I have my work cut out for me -- organizing over 100,000 of my naughty media files which is a herculean task, and then making brand new content for you soon! 🥺 something to look forward to this month. those of you for whom this post wasn't a turn off, thank you for reading 💗🥺
whomst be out here aroused by ladies in glasses? wanna wake ..
whomst be out here aroused by ladies in glasses? wanna wake up next to me? 👉👈🖤 (and uhhhh my collection of like 100 stuffed animals 😂 😳)
2021-06-08 13:50:54 +0000 UTC View Posthiiiii ok idk what to post today so here you go another sele..
hiiiii ok idk what to post today so here you go another selection of elf ass pics 😅 hopefully you are not tired of seeing this same ass every day tho 🍑 😳
btw kind of ASSinine i have over 700 posts and over 3000 photos 🤯 wtf how did that happen over the course of a year it kind of blows my mind sometimes i'm like what the hell i really did that. i'm curious, do you ever go through my past posts and revisit my horny catalogue, or do you only look at new stuff?
illuminASSSSi 👁 👄 👁 not to get all Eyes Wide Shut again (yo..
illuminASSSSi 👁 👄 👁
not to get all Eyes Wide Shut again (you know you love it 😈) but if i started a sexy secret society called the illuminASSi, would you join my elite cult? the only requirement is you have to worship my ass 🎎
i posted my blonde titties but how could i forget about my a..
i posted my blonde titties but how could i forget about my ass lovers? 💛🎀
asking the important questions here (you know, for science...) 😳 how do you want to fuck me under this Eyes Wide Shut poster?
this is one of my favorite movies ever, i love how it explores sexuality and the symbolism of the erotic and the anonymous: it kind of reflects some aspects of how i feel about doing OF and the anonymity of the disconnected sexual experience. i consider digital interactions quite real; we’re living in a time where we exist in multiple realities and our phones are like appendages. they’re basically our limbs at this point. still, the disconnect/connect duality is one that psychologically uniquely affects our generation. i am real; and yet i am a simulation. i am dead, and yet i live. how does this relate to Eyes Wide Shut? there’s a lot of shadow aspects to this duality of double lives, and fantasy plays a major role.
it’s kind of like a dark night of the soul trajectory, with highly sexually charged undercurrents, exploring the roles of fantasy both for an individual and within a relationship. of course the secret society orgy is beyond iconic lol visually and metaphorically and existentially 😆 ✨ such a weird and beautiful film, Stanley Kubrick is a horny legend 🎭 he died six days after showing the final cut of this film, so to say he went out with a bang is an understatement.
if you like your Kubrick with a side of thicccness, here i am i gotchu 💋
POV you wake up and this is the first thing you see in the m..
POV you wake up and this is the first thing you see in the morning, wyd? 🐏 🌙 🐑 no i don’t want to get out of bed, *YOU* get back here and join *me* 😩 🐑
2021-06-03 16:00:15 +0000 UTC View Post