Hi 🖤 Can I interest you in a damn fine pair of titties? Pics of various naughtiness from throughout the week; on the mend and recovering but still sexy 🖤
2022-04-23 02:28:37 +0000 UTC View Post
Carl update! 🐈⬛ Say hi to Carl! He’s okay after surgery and is even purring. It was a 10hr vet trip, he got five extractions and stitches in his mouth but he’ll be much better soon. Carl and I are both recuperating. I’m gonna answer your messages and be more active tomorrow ❤️ Thank you for being patient and supportive 💕 I’m so out of it rn. Old pics cuz I kind of miss my red hair
2022-04-22 01:02:32 +0000 UTC View PostHi 💚💜💙 hope you’re having a lovely 4/20 💙💚💜 Full length videos for you! I’m gonna keep this post up temporarily until the end of the day, if anyone wants these videos in ur inbox where you can watch them several times, tip what you like and I’ll send them to you 💜💚💙
⚡️ *The first video I made penetrating myself with a hentai glass dildo in my Tesla ⚡️
🖤💙 Mommy Kitana 4:20min video 💙🖤
💋beautiful agony video where you can’t see my hands or anything just my beautiful face as I orgasm✅💦
💜Daphne tied up like a good little sub💜
🔥hysterical literature reading my queen Stoya* 🔥
Tip me if you enjoyed this naughty collection! Thank you 🖤💚🌋🌋🌋💦💜💜
$10 = I love these videos 🤤
$20 = so sexy, you make me cum and smile
$42 = bless you for creating hot masterpieces like this
$69 = you’re the ultimate goddess and you reinvented the orgasm and make me Horny daily 💚💚💦
(Tips $20 and higher will get all of these, which is an absolute steal and the lowest price I’ve ever had for my full length content)
(Tips $69 and higher will get an additional surprise set of 🔥 videos sent to you)
I’ve been feeling a little frustrated and demoralized cause none of my campaigns this month have reached their goal even tho I’ve posted full length videos, so I’m always wondering what’s wrong with me. It’s too easy for me to internalize and take it personally but I’m gonna try not to — those of you who like my content and want to see more and support me in a difficult time can send me a tip. There’s a massive amount of content that I have on here for free, over 6k media. On top of my own medical care expenses my cat has a dental surgery today which is bad timing. This whole month is bad timing, I fucking hate this month, I hope May is a little bit better. Last year April was the best I had on OF, I must have been very lucky, I also had a big move and some life events so it was massively helpful. This year’s April has been the worst, every month of 2022 has been worse for me so far and idk if it’s a streak of bad luck and that I’m just unlucky, or that I’ve lost my touch. If there’s no demand for my work any more, why even do this? If there’s any critique of my page and if I’ve been lacking, let me know so that I can work on it. Even if negative, feedback is important and I’ll always listen. Of course even the concept of internalizing something out of your control is futile, and there is nothing external that can truly make you happy.
Hi 💜
How’s your week going so far? I hope looking at my cute face and naked body makes it a bit better 💕
Hiiiii happy Monday, this isn’t a scheduled post it’s me, I made a long ass video. 💖💝 I’ll be answering messages today and slowly getting back into work this week 💕 thank you so much for your patience and support, I can’t emphasize that enough! 💖🥺
Bonus: boobs,💞🦭 Booba, and nudes!
I still feel and look like shit. I still experience shortness of breath, coughing, stomach nausea, and general fatigue and soreness. The recovery process is slow, but I’m easing into it and I carved out some time to get cuter and make this long ass rant video about how I’m feeling now. What transpired sucked ass, it was shitty on physical and psychological levels, but I’m on the mend and I’ll be better soon — at least from the immediate flu like symptoms of covid. I have no idea how critical or banal the long term effects might be. It kind of scares and angers me, feeling this limited in my body. My body, which I work with, had betrayed me. I have already been so stressed about the OF stuff from late March/exactly April. Is it too much to ask for good stuff to happen to me? I feel like my life is just a sequence of traumas.
It’s been five months on the dot when I brought home my kitten!! Here’s a bit of a kitten appreciation post and some pics 🥺 she was brought home on the weekend of Nov 17th and it was a full moon, and so she was called Luna (I also call her Lola or little cat), and on the weekend of the 17th there was a full moon and it’s been five (5) months of this little cat in my life 🥺🐣🌸💞
I’m gonna need a lot of rest. I’m struggling because I know I have to go back to work, there are responsibilities and I need money for expenses like medication, therapy, and my cat’s surgery this week, but I don’t have the energy or capacity to make that much, if any, new content. I’m gonna do my best and maybe resurrect some previous sexy content 🔥 but the pressure feels like a lot to me.
Reality seems to escape me. This whole thing just felt very surreal, I like truly know what a world of pain feels like, what the experience of feeling only physical pain is, and the divergent trains of thought of whether to resist it or to let it take you. It’s indescribable. It was like a bomb was in my chest and my stomach, constantly exploding. There was an intake nurse who I checked in with, and I would be groaning and crying asking her what my check in status was, and I waited in the ER for four hours before I was able to be inside, and that woman had no compassion. She told me to wait outside, and condescendingly, “feel better”. The nurse who replaced her after her shift was much kinder and got me in quickly. I realize they deal with so much pain and bullshit from sick people in triage, but when determining which patient is to be seen first, it would make sense to have at the top of the list those who have a visible suffering or those with critical conditions like shortness of breath or fainting. I wasn’t even able to stand up or sit properly because of the pain, and I had to be wheeled around in a wheelchair for a while. Because I’m covid positive, I also had to wait outside. I understand that ER wait times are excruciatingly long, I’ve been in them and I know the triage nurses have a very hard job, but it’s the attitude that bothered me. I watched her straight up ignore patients who went up to the window with a smug grin, idk why I latched on to that detail but I’ve been critically thinking about the way we humans relate to each other. The other nurse was very kind and supportive in dealing with my hysterics and my agony, she administered the IV very gently and was a very caring nurse.
We seem to remember traumas and negativity more vividly in the human memory. I should be thankful to be alive, to have made it to the other side of the hospital stay and to be on the road to healthy again, but I feel very existential about it right now. I’m apprehensive about getting back into work, honestly. This was such a long break for me of not being active that I’m afraid I won’t know what I’m doing anymore. I’m worried about getting back into my art, music, and writing and not being as capable as I was — as if a break detained my capability rather than resetting my mentality. It was a break that’s out of my control and that feels so wrong. I would love a vacation, I want one, I need one, like yesterday lol — but this medical crisis break was so weird. I don’t know what else to say. I’m ranting.
I’m thinking in a broader way about how I exist in the world, what my legacy is, what does it even matter to leave traces of the self behind. It’s so egoic. We all have our own egoic illnesses. I want to create things of beauty and authenticity, and spread joy instead of regurgitating negativity and filth, but the problem of authenticity is it often makes people uncomfortable. I dread having to do marketing and promo and advertising; I haven’t advertised for my OF at all this month, so if you’re here still, thank you so much.
I’ll slowly start answering messages today /tonight /when I’m mentally ready to give you guys good answers and not just like arbitrary words to create a sense of responsiveness, and I’ll slowly start making new content on here. I feel like I’m starting from scratch in some ways. An end can be a new beginning. Thank you for all the little tips and sweet messages and comments and engagement, it’s been so helpful to me ❤️❤️❤️ I sent out an easter pre-scheduled PPV, I was gonna make a post about this but I forgot. Idk if it went through for everyone cause scheduled messages can be weird and glitchy, if you didn’t get it but want to see my pastel princess full length nude videos for a small price, you can tip this post $18 and I’ll send them to you 💕
Please like this post if it shows up on your feed, it would mean a lot to me 🥺💞
Thank you if you watched the videos and read this whole thing ❤️
Can I show you my seal? His name is Booba 💕🦭💖
2022-04-17 14:40:08 +0000 UTC View Post
It’s a full moon tonight! Can I offer you some pics of my lovely ass to celebrate? 🌝🤍
2022-04-17 13:34:12 +0000 UTC View Post
Update: I’m gonna be okay, I’ll need a lot of rest. Thank you so much for the well wishes 💞 I got discharged from the hospital and I’m just starting to feel normal ish. So much morphine. So much pain. Just when I think there’s nothing that can top the recent stress, this happens. I still have a ton of scheduled posts and my massive archive to keep you busy 🥰 I’ll work on answering all messages soon! It’s been a really horrible time so sorry if I’m slow af. I’m gonna take care of myself, take care of yourself too 💞
2022-04-17 01:20:47 +0000 UTC View Post
Do you like my green hair? 💚💚💚 Leave a little tip of $5 or more if you really enjoy my mermaid princess nudes and my bouncy tits and my horny poses 😉💙🧜♀️
2022-04-16 23:04:12 +0000 UTC View Post
Covid update: still having symptoms but the flu-like symptoms seem more manageable but it may have led to gastrointestinal and respiratory side effects. At the ER. In a world of pain. I understand now what that phrase means, a world of pain. Every second in reality feels hellish… will update when I feel better. Even just writing, it’s hard to focus. My health is priority now, sorry for all the time away. Thank you so much for your patience. I’ll get back to responses when I can ❤️
2022-04-16 01:51:19 +0000 UTC View Post
“I only read Playboy for the articles” 😉💜💕
2022-04-15 14:56:09 +0000 UTC View Post
Covid update: I’m feeling very like shit, spending time in bed with my kitten. Lots of tea and rest. Not really able to focus on much, the brain fog and splitting headache are atrocious. It’s different from a regular type of illness. Thankfully there’s nothing life threatening but my respiratory system is def taking a beating. Thanks for being patient while I’m delayed in responses on here, I’ll answer all messages and stuff soon ❤️
2022-04-14 00:20:11 +0000 UTC View Post
All of a sudden you find yourself ravenously craving a peach… 🍑
2022-04-13 16:54:56 +0000 UTC View PostA bit submissive plaything, a bit dominant facesitting queen 🥺🖤⛓ Here are some fetish videos for you, funding bloodtests health insurance didn’t cover.
💖 Gagged with panties in my mouth till my eyes water
💖 Your personal submissive doll
🖤 Goddess demanding you worship her
🖤 Face sitting video
⛓ Pokémon Center dominant nurse
Tip what you like for your support and appreciation if you enjoyed watching these, if my videos touched your heart and mind, and if you touched yourself to them 💕
The last one was possibly the first domming vid I ever ever made when I first started OF, it’s kind of hilarious lmao. I haven’t been doing PPV lately (I already implemented it very sparsely and I do my best to not be a spammy creator) so these little campaigns help a lot 🤍
I love these videos and I’ll keep them up even if this doesn’t hit the goal, but I hope it does. One, because even tho I have decent health insurance, it doesn’t cover everything and medical expenses suck, hence these fundraiser campaigns. Two, if this exceeds the goal, I’ll post a GG video tomorrow ;)
All tippers will get a little surprise content 💞
What did you think of these videos? Which role do you prefer, dominant or submissive? Which role do you prefer to see me in?
I am feeling ill and under the weather; I thought I had a cold or something but I took a covid test and it was positive. Pics from when I felt better & looked cute ☁️
Covid sucks! I’m gonna rest and recover, this is another instance when the scheduled posts tool is very useful. I’m glad I scheduled posts ahead for most of the days this month, that takes away a lot of pressure and eye strain. Won’t be able to make any new content while I’m sick but I’ll log on when I can and keep you updated. Take care of yourselves 💙 I know there’s a lot of “post pandemic” and “now that covid is over” type of rhetoric but it’s still around.
I’ve been very careful this whole time so it sucks to have it but I hope to recover swiftly. Visited my mom one day last week and she was basically asymptomatic but had it, and that’s how I got it. I feel like such a fool cause it was so avoidable and I rarely see my family, but whatever. It is what it is, now the thing is to recuperate. I am vaccinated but I also have underlying bronchial and immune system issues so idk. I hate the feeling of fatigue and uselessness when being sick. It’s hard to concentrate when there’s brain fog. Damn. If it’s not one thing it’s another.
The small “immune system crashes” type of micro-sicknesses happen to me sometimes when I get really stressed or overexert myself, so I almost expected to feel physically ill after the OF drama, but this feels different than a regular illness. I haven’t been this sick since the beginning of 2020 when I had mono and bronchitis and I thought it was covid. Around that time I also made Hentai & Crack 1, which is crazy, looking back idk how I did that whilst sick. The delirium must’ve inspired me and sent me somehow lol. Now I feel primarily very tired, with a cough and chest pains. I am taking to the bedchambers like a wispy and ghostlike Victorian maiden. It definitely takes a hit on the respiratory system. I look and feel like shit.
Have any of you had covid? How was your recovery? What were your experiences like?
Retainer pics 💚💙❤️ Good night, say it back?
2022-04-12 04:12:29 +0000 UTC View Post
Got to catch up with the cutest @anony-mousie a lil while back and in her famous words, had “the urge to pop a titty” 🖤
2022-04-11 19:27:05 +0000 UTC View Post💖💖💖 Booba
A video I think you’ll like! Pillow humping 🥺💖🦭
Thanks for reaching my minigoal. As stated in the last long winded post, I don’t mean to air my grievances about a handful of situations and rude people when there are so many amazing subscribers who make what I do here worthwhile. I’m really thankful for you and you’re endlessly helpful to me 💖 I simply wish to give some clarity about how I feel when my job is disrespected. It happened to coincide when posts flopped + I was getting messages of, for lack of a better word, douchebaggery and entitlement. Of course, correlation does not mean causation, and I too get caught up in my own emotions that are not objective reality. But we all have our own emotional reality to contend with. Okay, with that, I’m gonna log off and have some cooling down time 🙇🏻♀️
An appreciation post for the people who care about my online presence on here: if I don’t say it enough, I appreciate you immensely. Thank you for engaging with my posts, buying my content, complimenting me, and in general being respectful of my work and my boundaries. 💖💖💖 The Sunday worship is mutual 💖💖💖
My 1111th post!! Do I look cute? 👼🏻💞
2022-04-10 17:54:07 +0000 UTC View Post
Never mind lol… I posted a full length video but it flopped like a big flaccid penis and I deleted it. I feel kind of underappreciated. I work so hard to create content for you guys to enjoy and it sucks when my most vulnerable content fails. I just won’t post it if it’s not wanted. What is lacking in my content? Am I not as attentive as I could be? Am I really not doing enough for you?
I’ll post a new video if this reaches the goal today. You can tip any amount if you feel I’m doing a good job on my OF.
Long post ahead ….
I notice it’s often the people who don’t tip or engage with my content, who lurk and jerk or who subscribe during a big sale, who expect the most. Would you expect a bartender to give you a free drink just because you paid the cover charge? A mall to give you free clothes because you paid for parking? If only it worked like that. I didn’t build this system, this system sucks ass and I hate it, but I have to exist in it regardless. I am not a big account so I feel the effects of something like what happened with OF limiting my posts the past two weeks (probably the single most personally stressful thing I’ve experienced this year, in the top three for sure), or losing subscribers to an emotional post, harder than someone who could bounce back easily. I don’t mean to be punitive to those of you who are amazing and respectful on here, because I’m truly thankful to have great subscribers who engage with me ❤️ I’m just frustrated at the level of entitlement that some people have when there’s already oodles of porn available for free online.
I wanted to make the previous video tip campaign a something that will go towards building my own Cyberhorny website cause of all OF stress and drama, to have a separate blog with all things artistic that could host stuff like H&C and my more analytical posts. It seems people mostly want to tip the campaigns when it involves new sex toys or stuff for your pleasure. Trying to stay objective about it, your rewards are important to you and the satisfaction of my subscribers is important. But it frustrates me to no end when entitled ass people demand freebies and handouts as if online women owe them sex — this is not how this works buddy, if you want free porn look elsewhere.
I already post a huge amount of content. I post tons of videos and full length stuff which many creators of OF don’t even do, because I want you to have the best value you possibly can without compromising my integrity. When I post “how am I doing as an OF creator” and it gets a minuscule amount of tips, it’s a slap in the face to the work that I put in here. I’ll refrain from posts like that in the future because I don’t think assigning a numerical value to how I’m doing is healthy, tempting as it may be enslaved by a system that bestows achievement through numbers; in this way I become a self deprecating paragon of the very thing I hate. I could always put in less work, but I don’t want to do something like that out of spite for the people who don’t appreciate me. I like working on here. Until I personally get sick of this, I’ll continue doing what I do, but I think I am still allowed to air my grievances when I feel a certain way about certain things.
This is my job and this site is transactional. You get what You want which is getting off to my porn, and I get what I want which is to make a living. That doesn’t mean it’s not enjoyable, and honestly everything in life — every relationship, every friendship — is transactional in some way.
I don’t charge to casual chat, you can talk to me anytime — it’s only when it crosses into a territory of a sexual nature when I’ll remind you about my tip menu of services such as sexting. What’s infuriating to me is people who claim to have these posh jobs and long work hours (I’m a lawyer working 60hr workweeks) demanding my time to talk and be a source of positive support to them without any thanks or tips, as though I owe them. I don’t owe them anything. It doesn’t matter what your job is, you don’t have the right to condescend to someone like me who is in the realm of sex work as if you’re somehow “better”.
Yeah, maybe your money could be better spent elsewhere. Even if you have a seven figure salary you’re not obligated to tip me if you don’t enjoy my content or appreciate what I do here. We all have our preferences, that’s not an issue. The issue is the demand of more, more, more, and a complete disrespect and disregard of what actually goes into sex work. The perception that it’s so easy when done online. That this line of work is a cop-out. I don’t have to tell you about the myriad of posts, videos, and conversations I have debunking this.
This is why I want to buss open the industry and do my Cyberhorny project. At heart, it’s horrifying that so many people lump sex workers in with garbage and treat us as less than nothing, as not even part of society, invisible and unwanted until there is dirty use for us (I also write about this in my Planet Bimbo article from several posts ago). There is not enough humanization for this field still, and I want to be one of the people to help alter that perception. Sorry that this had to take a depressing turn and a long rant, but it’s because I’ve been feeling underappreciated. This pipsqueak of a tip goal will go towards my Cyberhorny art and website. What if I told you it was going towards a sex toy? Would more people tip then, knowing they have a novel way to jerk off? How good is it to actually be transparent as a creator?
Hey sorry no nudes here just innocent Nastya! Umm... would you corrupt me? 🥺
Tip what you like if my innocent swf pics turn you on, my cute face and sweet personality gets you hard 🌟
Does seeing me make you happy? Wouldst fantasies about me sustain and uplift you during the course of an ordinary or depressing week? Can I bring you some dopamine and serotonin today? 💜
2022-04-08 00:50:17 +0000 UTC View PostDo you find my retainer + mommy boobs combo sexy? 🤍🤍 My fundraiser is a little over 1/3 of the way there, thank you guys so much !! Can we get it there? 🥺 I would be so happy if it reached the goal, so happy in fact I may post a new full length video 🤔
https://onlyfans.com/208252699/nastyavalentine
Can these shower videos make you rock 🪨 hard? I wanna make u cum like a waterfall 💦
Will check my inbox tomorrow, I’m still a bit behind on messages 😅 good night! ❤️ 🌹
Can I offer you some perky titties and perfect pussy pics in these trying times? + a super cute emotionally supportive Booba seal 🦭 + an intellectual PDF 🎀
My Cyberhorny pdf is now available as a text file:
https://drive.google.com/file/d/15G58Kczfv5gdlQUSy3vGSY7p9DcG-XQv/view 💜
It’s not perfect and I’ll keep adding to it and re-linking it, but here is a first phase of my project.
The visual file of Cyberhorny is my top pinned profile post (now that H&C is gone, RIP) if you’d like to check out the whole 17-page illustrated thing. It’s my artistic cyber-philosophy and psychological deep dive into the OnlyFans experience 🌟 🧬💕💖
Do you think I have a beautiful pair……. of eyes? ☺️
Like this post if YES. 👀
I know a lot of ppl kind of lurk and jerk without much indication of liking my content. May I ask why you don’t like my posts without being prompted to, when I often make posts that indicate how much even a few simple, totally *free*, low-effort likes mean to me? I’m not trying to be punitive or anything, I just want to understand better from your perspective as a viewer.
Which kind of my content is your favorite? Is there a part of my OnlyFans you enjoy the most, or in general do you cum here for the whole package? 💜
2022-04-06 04:57:33 +0000 UTC View Post
Update, yet another email about the same thing (swipe… post shower pic for attention). I really cannot reiterate how cooperative I have been and how the only humans in my video were me, should I just ignore and hope this passes?
2022-04-05 23:43:12 +0000 UTC View Post
