Help!! @anony-mousie and I are tied up together with a hitachi wand sandwiched between us!! But I don’t think either of us wants to escape… 🤭🖤 pic taken by our gorgeous domme @jen_moon ✨
2022-12-10 16:52:34 +0000 UTC View Post
Just a sweet little pic… 🎀 Do you like flat chested girls in glasses?
2022-12-10 05:07:58 +0000 UTC View Post
One of my most iconic shoots ever 🔥 Show this post some love if you want more Asuka on the feed ❤️🔥
2022-12-09 17:35:05 +0000 UTC View Post
Omg! 🥹🎀🥺 Thank you so much for reaching my campaign yesterday!! Here are some sweet and sexy and cozy and cute holiday videos and pictures 💖 Do you see a kitty? ^o^
Kitties and titties are the best things ever, swipe for more and Like this post if you like kitties and titties! 😼💕
Thank you for keeping me warm!!! I seriously cannot wait to get the space heater. I don’t do well in the cold so I love y’all for warming me up. Swipe this post for a heartfelt video of gratitude to y’all (featuring tits), if you don’t mind hearing me talk 🎀
I will send everyone who tipped on yesterday’s campaign an extra little content treat tonight! Cause it was just so unexpected and I appreciate you guys for enjoying me. It’s not too late to tip if you want the natural Nastya collection with pussy bush and cozy horniness 🍑 Or if you’re feeling generous and just want to tip me because you like me and you’re feeling my vibe, I always appreciate random acts of treating me 🥰💕
Wow I’m surprised but glad you guys actually liked the contents from yesterday. It’s something different from me, I usually don’t get horny when I don’t look pretty but I was horny in those pics (you can tell 😉🤭)
💖 **An essay about beauty and comfort, and some news about films I’ve made or been part of:** 💖
I’m not the type of girl who feels most comfortable in “jeans and a t shirt”. I’ve been wearing heels since I was 11. Satin is my comfort fabric. I love the illusion of being fancy; glamour brings a peacefulness to a deep part of my soul. Putting on makeup makes me feel like I unlock a part of myself, not like I’m doing it for society’s expectations that I fix my face. In an upbringing where we had nothing, raised by a single mom working multiple jobs to support me, times were dark and there were moments when we didn’t have enough for food or clothes. I was always envious of peers from non-broken families who had happiness, unity, and resources. I developed an imagination that was discordant with reality but sustained me existentially. Everyone, I think, needs a little bit of delusion to make it through life. Here on OF even, you’re in an illusory landscape, a phenomenal cyberhorny fantasy, and I’m maybe a bit too much transparent about that. I still do my best to humanize the artifice.
What things do we do to not rawdog reality? How do we cope with the trauma of living? I learned about makeup and costuming when I was little. I dyed my own hair pink and red in 5th grade. Even to school, I would wear avant garde looking outfits. I created a world for myself where I was fabulous and glamorous.✨ This was my comfort zone and security blanket. Glitter, hot pink, baby pink, leopard print, bimbo vibes, pop stars, bubbly drinks, mood lighting. I’m just attracted to all that and it makes me happy. When I was younger and very thin, I did a little bit of fashion modeling, and even tho I don’t exactly support that industry, for promotion of unrealistic body image and harm to animals to make a garment, I am deeply fond of designs and stylishness and aesthetics. Different girls have different ways of feeling comfy and cozy and pretty. This is mine.
I do find that on OF, subs prefer the girl next door vibe, the natural look, and many creators cater to that. It’s brilliant. It’s fantasy. It’s strategy. Maybe I will put myself in the cosplay of girl next door vibe a bit more, which is how I feel when I wear athleisure and T shirts and stuff — like I’m in cosplay. Girl next door is so subjective. I do consider myself that, maybe not in the traditional natural sense but in an alternative girl next door way, yet perhaps objectively that’s not even close to my appeal. What is natural is also subjective in our contemporary digital world. Filters and editing abound in social media pictures. Doing makeup that looks like no makeup is a skill girls pay good money for. The cyber world of beautiful girls is an illusion, you already know this, and I am both contributing to it and contemplating it. My entire existence is a gonzo exposé into the performance of feminine sexuality.
The intersection of comfort and beauty is an interesting one. Probably my idea of coziness and comfort is too ostentatious for most.
I do however love being tucked in, like a kitty cat, under a cozy blanket. I love big thick sweaters and coats. Fuzzy socks! Poom poom shoes! They say a hoe don’t get cold, but this one does. I run really cold and anemia is genetic in my family, so even the LA version of cold is a lot for me. I don’t know how I lived in NYC for almost a decade — I love the city and would prob still live there if not for the weather. Love visiting tho!! It was so amazing to go in September for the film festival and I’m sure I’ll visit again.
Also! Some exciting news on the film topic: Valentine, the film about my OF that went to the NY film fest, will be available to watch in January.. but I might post it here with the director’s permission even earlier 🤓 a holiday treat?? 😇 More on this to be announced later, but a video I made is going to a film fest in LA in February. I will also be providing the live score with my original music. I really think 2023 is going to be a better year ✨ Oh man haha… 2022 threw at me a lot of heaviness and exhaustion, so after a chill and cozy holiday season it’ll get better from here. I hope.
Ok! Swipe on for sexier holiday treats 💕🎀 !!
PS. This is the only sex tape campaign I will do in December; I will not be making any more porn content this year unless it’s a private request:
https://onlyfans.com/462087181/nastyavalentine
It is getting close…
Can we reach its goal?💗❤️
🥶 Cozy content!! Believe it or not, it is actually freaking cold in LA right now and my MFing heat went out. I need a space heater for my bedroom to keep myself and my kitties warm 🥺 If you tip to this I’ll be eternally thankful, and send you explicit cozy content: think close up spread bush shots, comfy gf roleplay POV videos, “warming up” under the covers 💕💝 I have a lot of content that I've not released because it wasn't "glamourous", so this is its time to shine if you like bundled up slutty girls and a natural vibe...
2022-12-08 16:38:17 +0000 UTC View Post
Good night!! Say it (to my) back? ✨🍑
It’s a full moon tn! Or dare I say, an ASS-uka 🔥🌙❤️ Show this post some love if you enjoy seeing *my* moon and want to see more 🥺😍
Some pics to ease anxiety. My shorts say it all. Swipe for boobs, ass, and kitty. 😖🖤
Hey kitty girl! Purr therapy. My kitten will make me smile and ease my stress by cuddling with me, it’s so cute. This shirt is kind of tight so my lil titties are smuched in like a can of biscuits. Like this pic if you like my small boobs and would cuddle with mee 🥺
A rare stupid little smile.. I thought this place looked cute and I looked cute in it, like if you agree ✨
This was probably the best I’ve eaten like ever lol. Also just putting the boob in Booba … swipe for a Booba seal luncheon. I’ve loved aperol spritzes since Italy and I’ll take any chance to have Italian food 🇮🇹
Pov ur sitting across from me and we’re just having a sweet little time🍝🦭✨
Hit the like button if you enjoy looking at my somber bathroom selfies… 🖤 Should I post more?
2022-12-06 03:00:02 +0000 UTC View PostHi loves I just got home from a needed spontaneous get away and will get back to my inbox today.. sorry for delays, thank you so much for being patient 😍
Do you like my wild side? 🙈 I’m usually boring and a homebody but I went out for drinks this weekend and it was fun… just a little mood lift, and a partii Nastya took some nudes — come look🍸🖤 (naughtier sets coming to lovers of my weekend’s mini campaign/in DMs … took cute and hot pics + vids 🖤)
Just a small campaign. I’m somewhere wonderful and relaxing. I love seals! 🦭🥺
Want to go out tonight and let loose and get a nice dinner and drinks… that’s all 🍸 Tip me and I’ll send you a reward : special trip nudes and surprise bonus content that I’ve been hoarding 🖤 Maybe I’ll even post some Party Nastya if this reaches .. 🥂 ✨
I don’t want to wallow… I packed really quickly last night to join my friend on an impromptu trip just this weekend. It burdens me alone with my thoughts too long right now. All my luggage is pastel tho, which stupidly makes me happy
Do you think my outfit is cute? Like this post if yes 🦋 Tip $5 or more if you appreciate the casual slice of life things, and want to see an erotic, slow undressing video showing underneath this outfit. 🎀
It’s December.. 🖤 I hope you guys show my posts some love this month and let me know you’re enjoying my content. I officially have over 1500 posts and 10k of media on OF. Idk if that should make me happy or sad. I have busted my ass doing this the last two years and loved it, but I also feel underappreciated right now because the engagement lately has been so bad. November was my bday month, and I thought it was gonna be a good one, but it was the worst. I had every intention of making content that was amazing both for me and for my viewers. No matter how hard I try I just… can’t. I can’t get it right. I feel like I’m at my lowest confidence point right now. I don’t even know if I should keep posting. What am I doing wrong? Should I quit?
I have new videos and a temporary sale on my custom, GFE, cock rating, personalized services for those who are interested…
https://onlyfans.com/462087181/nastyavalentine
But yeah. I don’t even know anymore. If there continues to be no demand, and declining desire for me, I’m done. Why bother continuing to put in effort? I’ve peaked and no one gives a shit anymore. It’s humiliating. I am so tired of being a failure and I am so exhausted by life. I know I probably sound facetious and emo, but my demonic inner dialogue won’t let up. I am grateful for the small things in my life, it’s hard to be gracious tho when the thoughts in my head are so ugly. Every time I try to be positive, and go against my natural inclinations to maintain a certain kind of peppiness for my internet persona, it flops. Can someone explain to me why I’ve been sucking so hard? Cause I don’t fucking get it. I wish things were different and that I could just have a lobotomy and make it all go away. 🖤
💕 **Nastya XXX MEGAPOST** ! 🖤 Hi, this is my last campaign for my medical and therapy in 2022, and the theme is: schoolgirl skirts!! solo and G/G 🔥💕
💙 *A long, emo read… skip to the ***blue hearts*** if you just want the porn* 💙
I have slashed prices on these extremely hot videos!! 🥵 Let’s make December an amazing month because November was not exactly the vibe… Thank you to those of you who’ve supported me in this time. I felt very demoralized and depressed all around so I think that also reflected in my performance on here. Sorry about that, I know that my content the last few weeks has sucked. However, with this set, and moving forward, I hope to turn things around on my OF, stop feeling so demoralized and defeated, and start feeling delicious and motivated 🔥😛
Anyway, I have some amazing new videos for you which I think you will love 🖤 it features some of your favorite kinks like breeding, cnc, bondage, and gagging/oral fixation 🖤 also, there is quite a bit of glass dildo use to cum, even making an appearance in the threeway girlie sleepover 😉 💕
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*Contributors shall receive:
🖤 $5 or more - a sweet thank you for supporting me, and some explicit exclusive photos from these set!! I appreciate all tips and even the small ones add up 🖤
💜 $20 - a spin the wheel! I’ll send you a random video from this collection 💜
❤️ $29 - Red plaid skirt casual outfit: I touch myself sitting at home while comfortable in bed, caressing my pussy sweetly and casually, and I get so wet that you can visibly see me leaking cum all over my fingers, and then lapping it up with my tongue… would you take a lick? ❤️
💕 $44 - G/G/G glass dildo cumming video:
I had such an amazing night playing with my gorgeous friends @jen_moon and @anony-mousie 😇 if you've seen our first threeway collab, you'll love this one — it's completely different and even more horny than the last!! It was filmed by a 4th person so the angles are 🔥🔥🔥🥵 This is a 12min video where a playful Jen, seductive Rose, and I ... all cum with glass dildos together in our sleepover 🤭 These girls are wonderful and so fun to work with!! This set also includes a ton of new sexy pictures with us three, plus some BTS videos 💕
💓 $30 - G/G schoolgirl and domme bundle:
@anony-mousie and I take turns domming each other, in schoolgirl skirts and leather. Who’s being a bad girl? Who needs to be punished? The answer is… both of us. 😼 We’re super silly, sexy, and natural in these almost 15 min long vids 😈💓
♥️ $70 - Red schoolgirl outfit with the glasses and the red bow:
this is an immense pleasure bundle that features cnc, bondage, oral ball gag, and anal fingering 🔥🍑 first, I’m a bratty classmate who convinces you to come over and “study” with me… one thing leads to another and you watch me do naughty things... in several angles: titty fuck, blowjob, spanking, and riding.. Plot twist tho: you come back later, and against my wishes, tie me up! I squirm and struggle but find that I like it a bit too much… There are also moments of hysterical literature and me waxing philosophical about sexuality in the middle of xxx activity.. 15min vids ♥️
🖤 $88 - Schoolgirl goth slut with new sex toy and fuck machine:
this bundle contains a ton of new videos where I cum using several different methods… it’s the second video in this campaign where I cum using just my hands and it’s so fucking hot… my fingers are really learning the body in a new way, let me take you on a journey… oh and it doesn’t stop there — new mystery toy, glass dildo, and fuck machine make an appearance to make me cum!! (and make you cum hehe) 20 mins vids 🖤
🧡 $128 - the main videos from all of the above!
Full length GGG with glass dildos; GG schoolgirls being sub and domm; schoolgirl casually masturbating with fingers till leaking cum and grool; red skirt and glasses kink narrative; and goth slut fuck machine narrative … these add up to over an hour of footage and contain some of kinkiest work yet* 🧡
Tips 130 or higher will get the main videos from all of the above, as well as..
ALLLL THE BTS from these video sets. Hope you saved room at dinner cause dessert is cumming!! 🍰 This includes some Asuka (from neon genesis evangelion) videos, stripping, JOI, breeding fetish, and more. Entering the last month of 2022, I go all out on the cumulative BTS of these videos and it’s a huge pack of footage to watch over and over again 💕
The first few tippers will also get a personalized thank you in the form of a voice note and short video ❤️ Let me blow you a kiss, uniquely 💋
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The reason why I do these therapy campaigns is because it really truly helps me. I have had to talk myself down from the ledge too many times; with therapy, meds, mystical experiences, it creates a holistic healing program for me. I am so thankful that through these little campaigns, with your help, I can keep doing what I do. Every tip and supporter is very much appreciated, and I try my very best to create the best possible content for you to enjoy ❤️
There are some explicit videos in this post, and there are some BTS (behind the scenes) style nsfw vlog type ranting videos (one of them is 20mins long 😳) : I have been a little more quiet about my personal inner life on OF because I feel like the emo rants make people uncomfortable and it also upsets me to be so raw on here sometimes. But in a way, this is the ethos of my Cyberhorny project: to tear apart the veneers of perfection we are conditioned to appear as in this line of work.
There is also a personal experience I’m still processing.. the ayahuasca ceremony from my bday road trip. The trip within a trip. If people are interested and open to it, I think I may be open to sharing. There is a new layer peeled back and a new Nastya emerging 🌟.. the process of metamorphosis is a painful and slow and fragile one, and I think that’s partially why at first I hesitated in sharing. Overall I am very proud of myself for conquering a major piece of my anxiety and past trauma that was brought up during the trip, even unbeknownst to me… something esoteric is happening to your fave pastel goth egirl slut.. 🍬😘🖤
There is much more Cyberhorny stuff and Nastya Valentine art projects coming in 2023; you’ll see in the long video I have new shirts (!) and my merch store will be open soon. I have a wonderful new team now of business partner and book editor and film editor, and next year I will officially start writing my book. I am really thankful for these people for believing in my vision and joining me. I am also thankful to you guys for supporting my OF; without my OF my art projects would not be possible 💕 So stay tuned!! I’m in a hibernation period right now art-wise but things are gestating…
As I take stock of how this whole year went, it’s been a lot of ups and downs. December is a slower month, of hibernation and transition between the new year, and I know it will be slow, but I truly hope this campaign does well 💕 if you contribute, I will e-love you forever ❤️ I’m not the best person in the world but I am better than who I was last year, and I am constantly evolving and elevating the art of porn 💕
**Additionally: I am doing a sale on customs, cock rates, gift packages sent to you, and sexting**😘🤩 if you’ve been wanting a personalized adventure with me, now is the perfect time because I do sales rarely and will likely raise my prices in the new year <3
***DM me to get these ^ deals***
**Keep an eye out for these little holiday sales cause they expire fast** 🐣😷 I do tend to give away a lot already and even the previews continue to ooze sexiness… with these tho, I haven’t given away too much so you’ll just have to see ;) The slashed prices on these premade sex tapes, PPVs, and specialty services are my end of the year holiday gifts to you 💕
ALSO!! Heheh… bundles of several months of my OF subscription are 50% off, the lowest I couple possible make it. If you feel like spending several more months with me, these sales will also not be around long so grab em while you can :)
I hope you are enjoying my content! What did you think of these previews and videos? 🥺
❤️ Like this post if you enjoyed 🙈
Thank you so much, from the bottom of my slutty little heart I love y’all ❤️💕💋
I know that for the past few weeks my OF has sucked and I’m getting much less engagement despite trying and doing what I can. I’m processing some of the most intense and difficult life experiences, and my posts have probably been on autopilot. I have some health issues so I can’t push myself too hard at the moment, sorry :( But I still hope to improve soon and bring you much better content in December. Here is a video of my Rachael cosplay, I hope you like it.. 🖤
2022-11-28 21:41:21 +0000 UTC View Post
Good morning baby 🖤
Can I take away your Monday blues? Distract you from a boring day? My sweet ass is the best remedy against seasonal depression, here’s a little extra hit of dopamine today 🖤
Happy Sunday… be blessed and enjoy this video of me deep throating our lord and savior… amen. 🖤
Do you think I am good with my unholy little mouth?
Show this post some love if you want more like this. 🖤
I’ve posted quite a lot this holiday weekend and I hope you enjoyed it :) show my posts some appreciation by liking them !! 💖💕 oorrrrr else 😼😾
2022-11-27 04:41:26 +0000 UTC View Post
I was bored today and a little pantyless and more than a little wet… swipe to see just how wet, I’m almost embarrassed 🙈
2022-11-27 02:38:08 +0000 UTC View Post
Still feeling the thankful vibes all around 💕🐞 I’m the luckiest girl in the world to be kissed by hotties @anony-mousie and @jen_moon 🌟 I’m thankful to get to know amazing creators like these girls. They’re so lovely and kind and genuine. Can’t decide which was more fun: filming content, or just hanging out and talking. Swipe for scenes from our sleepover! Best night ever 💕 If you haven’t seen our kinky threeway sleepover video yet… oh baby are you in for a treat ;)
2022-11-26 18:22:33 +0000 UTC View Post
What is your favorite sex toy that you’d never get tired of seeing me with?
2022-11-26 12:25:07 +0000 UTC View Post
Do you enjoy watching when I’m helplessly tied up, showing a tiny sliver of my sweet pussy? 🥺 Like this post if yes ! 👀
I have sent out a kinky, intimate, hot collection of my favorite sex tapes at 80% off: my gift to your DMs this holiday season. No other set will ever priced this low. I love y’all and my pussy appreciates you: you’re part of a small but amazing group of people who like my niche porn. Nastya fans are the absolute best 💕
How is your holiday season going? If you’ve followed me for a while you know that thanksgiving, and holiday in general.. is an existential time for me. I’m trying really hard to transcend this year and even tho metal health shit can be an uphill battle, I can still look cute and be festive. I actually had a nice time… super lowkey. Friendsgiving and solo vibes 💕 Those of you who also feel fucked up when normal society is supposed to be festive, just know you’re not alone and this weird sad slut is there with you in spirit
2022-11-25 17:56:35 +0000 UTC View Post
Happy thanksgiving my dears! 💕 Posting this little pink set to show my gratitude for you being here as my subscriber, on my little obscure OF page. 🥹
Somehow you found me and you are here with me enjoying my content... thank you for that 🥹 Like this post if you are thankful for my nudes and appreciate my internet presence! Even tho I am messy at times… ppl will say they want “authentic porn experience” but are also turned off by emotions and deep dives and humanity. It’s a hit and miss, but throughout the failures and highs and lows and such, I will always just be myself, and I will get through it. I bring you a little pocket of the internet that comes with dissecting uncomfortable parts of reality, Cyberhorny parts of the psyche, and intimate parts of myself, my body…
So again, if you are here on my little page, know that I appreciate you immensely 💕
This will prob be one of the few posts I make this weekend (I’ll still be active tho but posting more sparsely…) cause I just wanna give my posts a chance to catch up on likes ahh… I feel as though I get lost in the ether and lately engagement has been really low. I feel a little bit under appreciated to have intimate posts be ignored, and it makes me feel less confident about posting more explicit stuff cause then it’s like ahhh… I get extra shy! Whenever you guys like my posts, it makes me feel super special 💖
Seriously, objectively, for the amount of work and content I put into my OF vs the monthly sub price (and those of you who get my insane deals on bundles/monthly sale) it’s such a steal… I understand not everyone has extra tip $ but to simply like my posts takes two seconds … lurk and jerkerssss come on 😝
Anyway here was the rant. I am excited to have a very chill thanksgiving weekend at home, I’ll be at home all alone and existential and probably make some new content. Those of you in the same boat of horny existentialness, if you want a little more… hit me up for a custom video, or video chat, sexting, GFE etc… I’m available this weekend.
It’s all out of my control so let’s just enjoy :)
Also hehe if you are crazy and would like to spoil me to some black friday lingerie sales, check out my story for the dressing room mirror nudes, I miiiight go back tomorrow and get one of those set… leave me a tip if you’re feeling super generous and lmk which one you love on me and we’ll see… if there’s any tips I might get a little something special and show it off for you 😍💕
Every time you tip a sex worker you make their day! Tip your favorite SW today — even if it’s not me. I know she will appreciate it immensely 🥰
🎀 This set of pics is a little preview from my ultimate hotel content collection. This has some of my lowest content prices ever. It has reached about 1/2 it’s goal and if it goes all the way I will be so happy and feel so treated !! Thank you guys!! Here it is: ☺️🎀
https://onlyfans.com/457067149/nastyavalentine
Thank you for liking my posts and liking me eeee 🙈
I hope you have a truly wonderful weekend with no drama or bullshit or inconvenience 🖤
My new hair color, do you like it? It’s nothing dramatic, an updated winter blue. I think pink/red may be next, I just had this dye and did not want to waste it. I try to be a sustainable slut. Here’s also some casual cozy nudes, shower video… and baby cat :)
What are your plans for this week/weekend? 💜 Mine is just boring staying at home stuff... aka the time of my life after a lot of travels and upheaval and such. My holiday wish is just to relax 😴
The. Ultimate. Hotel. Collection ❤️🔥🔞💕 🏩 (swipe for nudes) 😻 This is my last lil campaign thing in Nov and some of my personally favorite things ever, as well as the lowest prices (hi, cyber mondays and such, this is a lil holiday sale treat) 💕
The rest of the month, I am going to take it easy and do some healing. I’m reevaluating quite a bit rn 🙇🏻♀️ So I won’t be making any new hardcore sex scenes till December (or unless requested in a custom or personalized service for you, I’m still open for that!) .. I am just not feeling that creative on my own right now, though I am more than willing to take requests. I want to save my sexual energy till it emerges organically again, and not make myself do something just for the sake of a deadline. That way my next XXX porns will be bangers; a well rested Nastya is a sexy Nastya ♡
Anyway these hotel contents!!! Holy shit speaking of sexy, I just feel so amazing in this place 😭 The Madonna Inn is like a second home to me. I’ve taken 4 trips there for varying reasons (twice on my bdays!) and a ton of content emerged from those. ❤️🔥 Tbh none of these trips were “content creating” focused, but I couldn’t help wanting to shoot nudes in such a gorgeous place !! 🖤
Photos are like … just wow. I have over 160 amazing pics to share with you. Sultry nudes, mirror selfies, outfits that converge my personal style with my sexuality. Videos range from innocent yet naughty flashes around the hotel, to undressing, to erotic showering, to use of glass dildo and butt plug 💜
*Thy shalt get:
$6 - a random selection of content !! 20 different pics and 4 vids (1 from each) from all my stays
$14 - my very newest set of pics + vids from the pink room 💕 (birthday nudes from last week)
$25 - the newest set of pics + vids 💕 + sensual explicit shower videos from my bday set last year (basically TWO full sets of bday hotel contents!! over 50 pics and a delicious bundle of videos, one set more sensual, one more explicit) 🐡❤️🔥
$65 - alllll of the above ❤️🔥 can you handle it? 160 pics and 10+ videos… dare I call it Madonna Inn; the Immaculate Collection* ? 💕🌸
(Any tip of these +10$ will also include an audio voice note personalized for you, of me talking about my experiences and describing the sensuality in detail. Idk how many of you are into naughty audios but let’s try it out !)
This campaign is just a little one. It may or may not do well cause it’s just stuff I like and not necessarily the popular vote, but I’m having fun with these regardless ^o^ 💕 One day I will take a trip there strictly to film content! But here, you get a bigger slice of my personal life if that’s something you’re interested in ♡
Did you like these preview pics? Like this post if yesssssss !
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Thank you so much. I hope you love ☺️💖
Went to the farmer’s market today and thought I looked cute in this dress 🥺 Like this post if you agree! 🎀
I’ve been thinking about changing my hair but I also love the blue, I can’t decide… what do you think?
Just some boring wholesome snapshots of my home, nude body, and kitties 💝 Like this post if you enjoy seeing my slice of life content that’s still a bit naughty (such as my cute little heart shaped bush) 💕
2022-11-21 18:32:13 +0000 UTC View Post
Mmmm.... have you been wanting a more close up view of my ass? You're in luck darling, swipe right 🤍
I wanna start your week off fantasizing about this ass first thing in the morning...
Good morning ! 💓 I’m back home from a wildly indescribable trip. Thank you so much for ur patience as I get back to all messages and OF stuff.
I’ll be getting back to my inbox today! Also if you have requests for customs, GFE, ratings, video chat etc I’m so ready to do those this week 😈 It felt amazing to recharge. Maybe I’ll share about my trip later, maybe I’ll keep it to myself and just move on and make new content in the online matrix. I loved this little rare pocket of being fully offline. I definitely feel blessed to have been able to step away and do this. It’s the return to reality (cyber-reality?) that’s difficult. It was so different and out of my comfort zone to literally not check my socials or devices for several days. Liberating and peaceful.
Still in this moment now, I can’t help but feel embarrassed and disappointed in myself at how horribly my scheduled posts sucked and flopped lol, I really thought this batch of pics from Italy would do better… Expectations are the gateway to disappointment tho and I just fucked myself (not in the fun way). I think the next time I take a break I’ll just not post at all, instead of wasting my time creating fillers that no one will like or tip or engage. It’s a lesson learned.
Ahh if you see this post please like it so I’m not just screaming into the void! Thank you so much to those of you who actually do like and tip and support my page in any way 💕 I understand money is tight this time of year but it takes a few seconds to like a few posts. There’s a lot of lurk and jerk going around so I just want to reiterate again that I really appreciate when y’all like my pics !
💕 *Incidentally if you wish to go through all my posts (over 1400 of them!) and Like at least 200 of them, dm me when you’re done and I’ll send you a free full length sex video* 💕
When my posts don’t do well I just delete them en masse and feel apprehensive in posting anything new. It sucks to have my confidence swayed by metrics but no one in this field is immune to that. I really do my best to maintain objectivity, but it’s tough when it’s tits out, pussy out, dare I say baring my soul as well. I work so hard in creating content that makes both you and me happy, and I wish my efforts here were acknowledged more. It’s very easy to dismiss an OF creator as “oh this is the easiest shit ever” when in reality I’m basically “on” 24/7 and working so much more than you think. Even in the past when I would go take breaks I would still check my phone and respond to stuff and be engaged and active, even in a lowkey way.
This trip was not a content creating trip, it was a very personal deep dive.
I did take a lot of 🔥 nudes (of course! I love flashing my titties in all kinds of new and beautiful places, in cute outfits, it’s always gonna be a part of me before and after OF) but since they’re more special than my usual home pics I’m gonna keep them in a special box … maybe I’ll make a separate campaign for pics/vids from this very special moment in time 🏩💝
I would like to go back to this place eventually with the intention of filming content, but I’m very happy with the role it has served at this point in my life.
Going from an incredible otherworldly adventure back into these ungodly human feelings of disappointment and frustration, it’s a bit of an existential crisis. That’s not to say it can’t be overcome, it just may require a different approach as to how I do things online. I’m trying to sit through this discomfort now. How do I apply what I’ve learned, to the future Nastya? How do I take things not as personally? How do I make you guys feel comfortable in engaging more with my page, without exhausting my own efforts? Idk how to engage my social media presence without completely burning out or being cracked open. If there’s no demand at the moment then I don’t even need to be posting. Maybe I still require more rest, and it would be aligned since it’s so slow. I’m conflicted. It would probably be wise to try and have some faith in myself and move on and not take things as personally, but unless you’ve been on the other side of this screen it’s easier said than done 🌟 Sorry to yet again be so emotional but every time I look at my phone I get this feeling of incongruous disappointment.. there’s so much I wish was different but is entirely out of my control. I feel like I’ve hit a wall 🙈💘