It’s Mommy Monday. Are you gonna call me mommy or what? 😼
It’s Mommy Monday. Are you gonna call me mommy or what? 😼
2023-03-06 19:41:57 +0000 UTC View Post
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Hoping you enjoy these casual home pics xxx ✨
Hoping you enjoy these casual home pics xxx ✨
2023-03-04 16:13:15 +0000 UTC View PostThoughts? I never posted these cause I didn’t think they’d g..
Thoughts? I never posted these cause I didn’t think they’d get enough attention; the egoic illnesses of constant dopamine hits + when they are suddenly taken away, is a cruel mistress. And not in the fun way. It makes me hesitant to post anything. It’s very hard to contend with failure and flops. That’s why taking time off socials sometimes is a good idea. I want attention/likes/tips but I also want to transcend the need for it, but it’s extremely difficult. Anyway, some lewds of me in nice lingerie I hope you like…
2023-03-04 05:20:03 +0000 UTC View PostI’m cold will you cuddle me to warm me up? Aww… like this po..
I’m cold will you cuddle me to warm me up? Aww… like this post if yes 🥺💕
2023-03-03 23:37:34 +0000 UTC View PostIt’s 3:33 on 3/3… Is it a lucky day? 🥺 I really want to get ..
It’s 3:33 on 3/3… Is it a lucky day? 🥺 I really want to get a pair of cute underwear that I’ve been eyeing, it’s black lace sheer and really cute. Tippers will receive 33 hot photos today + 3 explicit videos in (and out of them) when I get them :) 🖤 I know it’s kind of stupid but stupid things make me happy. Thank you love for making my pantie dreams cum tru!! 🎠
2023-03-03 23:33:15 +0000 UTC View PostHave I made u cum a lot? Are u horny too? I released a new a..
Have I made u cum a lot? Are u horny too? I released a new album today 😎 Who else would make an horny album about cum, existing on OnlyFans, and domming tiny little ball sacks? Oh… me 😇
👉 **https://nastyavalentine.bandcamp.com/album/thrice-upon-a-chussy** 👈
Tip $3 or more/ Like if you enjoy my slice of life non-porn ventures, or buy the album on BC! Wooo 🥳
What’s better than one pastel princess? Why two of them of c..
What’s better than one pastel princess? Why two of them of course!! Let me and @anony-mousie guide you into our part of the forest… 💚💜 Follow her page for more of our fun collabs together btw you’ll thank me later 😉
2023-03-02 23:00:08 +0000 UTC View PostA nsfw pic + an article I wrote about the alienation of sex ..
A nsfw pic + an article I wrote about the alienation of sex work online. It's, yes, sextraterrestrial. Like this post if you read it or plan to, cause you think I have an interesting pov ;) 🌟
***https://www.cyber-horny.com/post/planet-bimbo-the-alienation-of-being-professionally-nude-online***
Booba 🦭 love 💕 in NYC babyyyy !! A while back I mentioned th..
Booba 🦭 love 💕 in NYC babyyyy !! A while back I mentioned that a filmmaker made a short about me + my OF experience that went to NY film fest last October (have you seen my posts from then? if you dare to scroll back that far haha 🥰) and that I was gonna post the film soon. So sometime in the next week I will do it!! I have been lagging behind on some things but that also means I’ve been cooking a lot behind the scenes… These seals are called booba btw. I loved hearing about what ur favorite animals were 🥹🦭
2023-03-02 01:03:53 +0000 UTC View PostWould you let me give you a lap dance even w my awkward danc..
Would you let me give you a lap dance even w my awkward dancing skillz? Tip $5 if yes of course you would 😉🤠
Do you like my hoedown? 🌾
Omg babe I’m so tired will you lay down next to me? 🥹💘 Happy..
Omg babe I’m so tired will you lay down next to me? 🥹💘 Happy end of February and beginning of March… has spring sprung? I wish you a happy end of winter + beginning of warmer months, even tho it’s crazy raining here still… btw Like this post if my body incites a springtime boner hehe ;) 💐🌸
2023-03-01 14:33:10 +0000 UTC View Post❣️💞 Good night darling… say it back? 💞❣️
❣️💞 Good night darling… say it back? 💞❣️
2023-03-01 06:55:01 +0000 UTC View Post💗 it has been a really long time since I released new videos..
💗 it has been a really long time since I released new videos, so here is my March campaign for my therapy bill needs … cosplay sex tapes+ ton of free vids!! 💗
I made 7 videos!!! Actually 8… actually 9… 😳 are we counting the BTS cause then it’s like 21 vids… 😳 🤯
I guess I will not talk as much about *why* I am needing the therapy because I have made already probably too many emotional posts… and instead describe my porn to you here. I would be really thankful if you contributed to this ❤️ I am still a bit behind on my messages but know that I will get to it soon and highly appreciate you!! 🥺 Of course I will answer everything as always but I do prioritize the ones with tips attached. Sending a tip also auto pins your message to the top of my inbox, ensuring that I get toit faster. In general as I’ve previously stated in my recent posts since I am working on my book and my art right now, my OF structure has changed. It also can be hard for me sometimes to create a thoughtful response, esp if I am going through something overwhelming and rough, but these vids are all ready for me to hit send in your inbox 😘💙
*Contributeurs will get!!!
(All will receive something special + the first few tippers will receive a personnaliséd message from moi) … en Français?? 🇫🇷 🥐
Allllll of my content has 169% quality assurance so you will always get the very best nastya valentines experience possible!!
7- thank you for supporting me ☺️ I’ll send you some pics from these shoots!!
17- a spin the wheel of a random video from this set! 😈
27- zero two from darling in the franxxxxxxx sex tape!! This is one of my most detailed and heartfelt cosplay videos and I just loved it so much … I know you will too! It’s a very personal POV 💕
47- bundle of all the non-cosplay videos 💛
77- bundle of 4 cosplay videos ♥️ (Asuka, shego part 1 +2, zero two) and maybe a little surprise ;) almost an hour of content!!!
127- all of these 7 videos !!! more than an hour of me 🥵
Tips of 128 or higher will receive all 10+ of the BTS videos plus a secret 8th tape 🤫 (it’s me in a kind of public place doing something kind of naughty) mmm* 😋🌟
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**Let me list all seven of them 🥵 :
❤️ Asuka from Evangelion (cute gf w attitude pov, butt plug, natural cock dildo, 13mins)
🖤 shego from Kim possible (villain joi, big green dildo riding, one of the messsssiest cum videos I ever made, 15 min)
💚 shego from Kim possible part 2 😏 (magic wand vibrator, different styling from the first one, 5 min)
💖 zero two from darling in the franxx (I’m ur loving but emo gf pov, playful attitude, using a rabbit toy cause um it’s year of the rabbit!🐰 12 min)
💙 blue rainbow lingerie sex tape w a bad dragon dildo 🌈
💙 blue rainbow lingerie sex tape with a butt plug
🖤casually kinky video, just silly me in a cozy little sheer set**
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I will not be making as much content in March so take advantage of this while I have it <3 Hope you enjoyed these free vids especially the first one in the blue rainbow delphine set ;) 💙 What did you think of the preview videos… did you like them? 💘
Thank you so much babes I love you ❤️🥺
PS. My tips menu here for optional extras: https://onlyfans.com/176544778/nastyavalentine
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I bet you want to be sandwiched between me and cutie @anony-..
I bet you want to be sandwiched between me and cutie @anony-mousie 💜 How cute are we in these positions? Looks like Valentines month isn’t over yet 😘
2023-02-28 23:00:43 +0000 UTC View PostHi I just wanna thank you guys for making me feel so special..
Hi I just wanna thank you guys for making me feel so special when I am not feeling cute 🥺❤️🩹 Reading ur comments made me emotional omg… sorry for being such a downer!!! Some days I just really get consumed by my own inertia but now is a new day and I’m feeling better. I’m gonna look thru messages today and post some new vids tn as well ilysm 🌙 ✨
2023-02-28 21:09:51 +0000 UTC View PostBellissima? Nothing says buongiorno like my ta tas out the w..
Bellissima? Nothing says buongiorno like my ta tas out the window of the hotel. Hiiii 👋🇮🇹🤌🇮🇹
2023-02-27 23:01:39 +0000 UTC View Post⚠️ **Warning long post…** ⚠️😵💫💘☣️ What porn stars don’t tal..
⚠️ **Warning long post…** ⚠️😵💫💘☣️ What porn stars don’t talk about: the psychic consequences of posting the naked body in the cyber world.
To be nude online is to attract viewers and unintentionally invite comments about the body. This can be amazingly liberating, and this can also backfire horribly.
There are some days that in terms of body image are like a hellish hell.
Some days it has the opposite effect, where the compliments I receive make me genuinely feel good. Overall it has been healing. My confidence has in the grand scheme actually improved a lot with OF. To be honest I never felt attractive to myself until I started doing sex work. My job heralded my sexual awakening and a healing from past SA traumas. Without a doubt, I love myself more: I’m glad to be doing this and I love bringing you my horny artistry. Still, like today, there are hellish days where I hate my body.
How to forgive? That can be the hardest part.
The first step for any problem is to admit you need help. And I do. I need a lot of help not hating myself. My dedicated team of therapists is pretty much essential to my survival.
There is simply not enough literature on body image issues in porn. They without a doubt exist but are invisible because we as performers do not want to ruin the illusion that we are anything less than perfect, confident, capable — the fantasy. Your fantasy.
While I am proud of my body (of work, that is) and confident that I’ve imprinted a unique signature into the world of obscure porn that dovetails with cinematic art, I cannot look at my past works without feeling disgusted at every fat fold, chubby angle, or squishy thigh.
This calls to a bigger picture of fat phobia in our society. It’s so wrong and obviously should not be that way, yet in people like me who grew up in the 2000s and 2010s when the too-thin aesthetic was in, it’s almost inevitable. The propaganda is deep in our brains.
I used to have a folder in my computer that contained my own version of porn — photographs of me at my thinnest, rib cage and hipbones jutting, no space for my internal organs, skin almost transparent, hair falling out. For a while I wished to look like that again. When I recovered I deleted that folder because I essentially used it to trigger myself. I don’t care about external thinspiration — what was special about this was that *I* did it. If I had applied the mental energy to being thin, to other avenues instead, I would be much more successful by now.
With therapy and spiritual guidance (yes I am into the “woo woo stuff”) I can hold together a healthy mindset for as long as possible. Women’s bodies are mysterious and weight naturally goes up and down depending on hormones, stress, etc and is even more variable in front of the camera, which as we all know adds pounds. I also tend to shoot myself from the even unflattering “mommy angle” aka from below, to look taller. I love the height it gives me, as I’m just a little over 5’ without heels, but as a stylistic choice it’s also a fattening one. I’ve also recently sustained an injury to my legs, which left me a little bit immobile and unable to exercise.
I always think of myself as sedentary and physically lazy, but this experience showed me just how much physicality and Manual labor goes into my job. I also walk a lot, even tho LA is not a walkable city. Not being able to perform my physical duties and being laid up on the couch these days made me feel sloppy, floppy, and uncomfortable.
Last year I was diagnosed with a painful stomach condition called gastroparesis which is literally a paralyses of the stomach nerves. With medication and medical visits I am a lot better now, and while it can’t be cured, I am successfully managing it. However, this also means that I have put on weight and I am distraught in a whole other way. I feel fatter because I am able to eat normally, healthily, and not feel pain when I do. Fat is a feeling and a state of mind. How horrible is that?
It’s obviously a turn off to talk about this, and a turnoff to talk about having low confidence.
It’s really never discussed in our culture but many people think porn stars and nsfw creators are always confident in (and even proud of) our bodies because we can publish them online for others to watch, gawk, judge. That the exhibitionism brings invincibility. Just because we do porn we’re immune to these body issues right? How I wish that were true. It’s strange because this issue is so complex.
As if intentional nudity brings an immunity to self esteem issues….I did not know what an innie or an outie was until I started posting on Reddit. Even women’s most intimate body parts- nipples, labia, asshole… are all subject to scrutiny. I learned a lot from posting online, both good and bad, all fascinating. What I found was that people who paid to have a subscription to me were generally courteous and respectful (cause why would you waste money to troll someone you don’t even like?) but the majority of viewers commenting online were entitled and despicable. Disgusting perverted men gawking and judging much younger women on their bodies. Online, these disgusting incel men have their pick of the litter when irl none of the ladies posting would give them a second look. The disgustingness is not in terms of appearance but in personality. They are sadistic. This is another reason why older women do not engage these sadistic men — they won’t take any of the bullshit that a younger women with less sense of boundaries would.
But ageism in porn is a whole other article. I will delve into it some time later. It’s not enough to simply be nude, youthful, attractive, before an audience; one must also be perfect. Quiet, submissive, not outspoken, not “extra”, not a hot mess, not depressed, not over the hill, not over weight (unless a milf or thicc fetish category). Everything in our contemporary society has to fit into appealing little categories and I hope that era gets untangled soon. I hope at the very least I can do something to dismantle this fixed system and create a grey area. There is no representation for the “in between” — not skinny, not fat, just average. And as much as I hate to be categorized as such, here I am, begrudgingly representing for the average, the normal, the messy, the ugly, the real. It was the worst when a while ago a fellow girl who I worked with wrote what she thought was my weight # was on one of her socials, and that just aggravated me on many many levels. Thank you for pushing me back into the closet. Thank you for the insecurity, you may as well have bashed my head in and called it a day.
“Insecurity is unattractive/ anxiety is not hot / depression is unsexy”… I hear that all the time. It damages my business. We’re supposed to conceal. My job is to be a fantasy, not a human. But I cannot with a clear conscience perform against myself and my boundaries. I cannot undo what I have already posted but I can reconsider my future and what my OF will look like. I have some cute videos that I’m sitting on but I’m not sure if I wanna release them yet. I will think about it. I want reassurance that I look good, and not just in my own delusion. There is a quote I forget attributed to whom, which goes “delusion is more necessary to our happiness than reality”. God damn is that ever true.
I do not want much from this world, all I really want is the reassurance that I am skinny and thin. Dainty. Delicate. A fragile, rickety Victorian doll. Admittedly it just makes me sad that I’m not seen as thin. I think if I had a constant stream of people telling me how skinny I was, I would probably float on cloud 9 in a happiness I’ve been so deprived of. On the other hand… If I was very fat and plus size and BBW I would have a moneymaker niche to exploit. Yes, I participate in this blatant hypocrisy as well. But the ordinariness of the middle ground is agony.
This is an ongoing topic. I have to step outside myself to dive deeper.
That’s enough for here and already too long and dark sided of a post on OF. Sorry about that. It’s not forever; thank god everything is temporary. I know I’m gonna get over this and feel like a sex goddess once more and resume posting nudes again and say hello from my little padded room and hope you continue to enjoy my content…
***I will expand on this thought soon for my Cyberhorny site, https://cyber-horny.com*** 💘
Like this post if you see it I guess so that I don’t feel stupid about posting it…. If you actually read through this whole shit, comment one of ur favorite animals. I’ll go first; 🦦.
Rotttting in bed in these storms, now tell me I’m hot 💘 ⛈️
Rotttting in bed in these storms, now tell me I’m hot 💘 ⛈️
2023-02-25 23:00:46 +0000 UTC View PostI meant to post this earlier but my internet went out cause ..
I meant to post this earlier but my internet went out cause of the crazy rain storms in CA and only a few of my scheduled posts went through ;_; 🌧️ Happy twin peaks day!! I hope you enjoy **my** twin peaks… like this post if you do!! 🍒 🦉 ☕️
2023-02-24 23:43:33 +0000 UTC View PostYou get a free G/G clip when you DM my slutty busty friend @..
You get a free G/G clip when you DM my slutty busty friend @fionaslilsecret and tell her I sent you🧚🏼♀️ She is the sweetest and kinkiest girl I know…
I told her to give my subs a ✨$7 SALE✨ only today and you can see her fully explicit feed right now 💦 #ad
My **Cyberhorny** book outline pdf, (2022 version) which sho..
My **Cyberhorny** book outline pdf, (2022 version) which should be read by all. I often reference this in messages but since it can be a hassle to look for it on my profile here it is. 🌟
https://onlyfans.com/241360171/nastyavalentine
Can this weekend be “one for the books” lol? 🌟📕 it doesn’t l..
Can this weekend be “one for the books” lol? 🌟📕 it doesn’t look like this will make the campaign goal but if someone wants to get me this book set (wishlist in bio) I will seriously e-love you forever and ever 🖤🥺 👉👈 https://onlyfans.com/525218780/nastyavalentine
2023-02-24 15:40:15 +0000 UTC View PostWhich of my princess pillows do you want to lay on? 🤍
Which of my princess pillows do you want to lay on? 🤍
2023-02-23 23:04:16 +0000 UTC View PostDo I still look cute upside down? 🏹🤍
Do I still look cute upside down? 🏹🤍
2023-02-23 18:53:11 +0000 UTC View PostI can be ur angle or ur devil.. 🤍 These pics were taken in t..
I can be ur angle or ur devil.. 🤍 These pics were taken in the tiniest little hotel bathroom in Rome, when I went to Italy last year. It was one of the best moments *of my whole entire life* and I hope I get the chance to travel somewhere again. I’ve been feeling in a dark place this winter with anxiety and depression, and I think back to Italy when I feel stressed or down. While it’s not an end all be all fix, it actually does help me. Do you have any good things you think about to cheer yourself up when you’re down? 🤍
2023-02-22 23:00:44 +0000 UTC View PostIs it a lucky day? It’s 2:22 on 2/22, here’s 22 pics I hope ..
Is it a lucky day? It’s 2:22 on 2/22, here’s 22 pics I hope u like 🎀☺️ Tip $2 if you reaallly like, and if you also support my writing + creative endeavors 💞💋
What do you think I’m writing about in my horny diary?
Happy **222** my love 😍 22 nudes, part 1 of 2 💔 Like this po..
Happy **222** my love 😍 22 nudes, part 1 of 2 💔 Like this post if you think I look cute here… these are relevant to a full length 22min sexy video I just made ✨
Tip $2 or more for good luck today on 2/22 🥺 Tip $22 if you want 2 22min vids in your inbox (44mins… aka almost an hour) ❤️
Think these casual pics laying on my couch are cute? Give th..
Think these casual pics laying on my couch are cute? Give this post a like if yessss ❤️
2023-02-22 03:02:20 +0000 UTC View PostCurrently uploading some hotttttt stuff 💖🔥 for the contribut..
Currently uploading some hotttttt stuff 💖🔥 for the contributors of my campaign; https://onlyfans.com/521079924/nastyavalentine
I’ll be sending the bundle soon! I made a cum video this morning and it’s too horny + a ton of things like spontaneous going-out nudes that are special because 99% of the time I am just at home.. having a semi public secret makes it naughty! Swipe for Carl video + talking 🐈⬛