i thought you guys might like these headshots i took! plenty..

i thought you guys might like these headshots i took! plenty of pits for you to explore while i go ape 😛

you guys might’ve noticed already, but if you look at my right shoulder it’s actually a little messed-up looking haha. i broke it when i was about 20 trying to bomb a hill on my longboard (i swear it’s been looked at and cleared). since then, i’ve carried a fair amount of chronic pain and anxiety that i didn’t know how to handle for a while.

a big part of my healing process was practicing Qigong and getting used to new feelings in my body, which actually led me to get back to my roots and explore my primal nature. i always liked tarzan growing up, and secretly wanted to go ape and find other wild bros to get lost in the woods with. starting this onlyfans has been a way for me to get out of my shell and show off the parts of myself that i’ve felt i need to cover or hide (also a broke bitch so every bit helps haha). bros come in all shapes and sizes, but i think how you carry yourself is what makes you powerful.

the tattoo i have sitting right outside my bush says “CTRL”. it’s a reference to SZA’s album by the same name, a truly raw and wonderful work of art, but also a reminder to myself that i am and am not in control. there are always things that you can’t control, but there are also always things that you can. it was my celebration for not dying on the day of the accident and a personal message to myself to keep kicking for as long as i can.

i’m 24 now, and looking back, i’m happy with the path i’ve gone down and i’m so excited to keep going. this is also me saying thank you for coming on this journey with me and seeing the “weird” parts of me, physically and mentally. i’m happy to be here and you guys are awesome. OOK OOK!