Have you noticed that I lost weight? Let me tell you why and..
Added 2023-11-22 15:27:03 +0000 UTCHave you noticed that I lost weight? Let me tell you why and if you have any questions just drop them on the comments 💖 The reason why is because I was having high bl00d pressures, for the past few years, and was getting hard to manage. I've started medication to help but in the long run, losing some weight would be the best option, and probably no meds needed. For a few months I got really scared. Having so many people in my family that had severe life changing CVA (strokes) and knowing so well what it could mean, I've decided to make some life changes. Losing weight has gotta be the hardest and most mentally challenging one to accomplish. I got to a point in my life that not only I accepted my body as it was but I actually saw the beauty in it. For the past few years I've felt better in my own body than in my whole life, so losing weight and seeing my body changing has been super super hard. My body dysmorphia also kicked in and a lot of food intolerances. Nowadays is weird seeing myself in recent pics. I look smaller than what I feel. Starting to get saggy in some places and that is messing with my head so much. I loved all my plumpness, and I know I'm still super plump and gorgeous, but I'm not seeing myself that way at this moment. I've decided to start doing pilates, in order to help with the skin and keeping my core and back strong. Also to help with my elasticity. God, what a long text. Sorry, and thank you for reading. 💖 Thank you for your support, for the kind words, for the naughty ones. Thank you for seeing me as a person and not a product. Thank you, you lovely bastards.
