

I had a very sad day today, I cried a lot, but still I tried to do my best - I cooked dinner, went to English classes, pole dance classes, studied and started sewing another costume #CiwciaMarin. In addition, I dared and contacted 2 places where I would love to take pictures and it was very stressful for me - I hope I will get a positive response. I'm pretty shy about everyday life so this was a really big step for me. *please be proud of me because lately I feel like it's all pointless and I want to give up and never show up again*