Finally got to go see J last night! I needed to be with him ..

Finally got to go see J last night! I needed to be with him so much. Poor Rob has had a pretty bad cold the last few days, so I felt a little guilty leaving him home alone with the kids. I’d been pampering him all week, so I didn’t feel that guilty though 😉 This week has been my fertile week, so I’ve been a little annoyed with Rob and needing J’s more dominant presence. For some reason, whenever I’m in my fertile week, Rob just kind of annoys me. Plus, I had a rough week with everything else that’s been going on. I locked Rob up yesterday morning because he was just whining about me going to see J when he doesn’t feel good. We tried a new cage that I got based on a recommendation from a friend from Twitter. We couldn’t get the new cage on right, and Rob kept complaining, so I just put his old one on. That actually helped him to stop acting up and put him in the right mindset. J also helped throughout the day by sending Rob messages reminding him to be more supportive.

So I get to J’s house and as soon as he takes me in his arms, I just felt this warm sense of submission and comfort. I needed him so bad! He asked me how his “little girl” was doing and I just melted. I love how he grabs the back of my hair close to my scalp and squeezes my neck with his large hands when we’re making out. He knew I just wanted him inside me so he grabbed me by the hair and pushed me over his lounge chair and pulled my shorts down and started slapping my pussy, asking me how bad I needed him. He likes making me beg for it, which I gratefully did! It’s one of his things. He felt so good when he finally got in me and all my worries and troubles from the past week just vanished. In that moment everything just fell away. I wasn’t worried about my husband, my kids, the house, or anything. I was just John’s girl and that’s all I wanted to be in that moment. We ended up having a really fun and somewhat cathartic evening. John enjoyed using me in the rough but caring way that he does, and I enjoyed being that vessel of pleasure for him that he needed.