I guess people find it odd I like making cocks pump cum with..

I guess people find it odd I like making cocks pump cum without being touched myself. I don't know why. It's not like it's work or something like that. It's a dick. It's fun to hold and explore the head with my fingers. I know you would love to play with a pussy for hours if one would be available. I guess the difference is I don't want anything in return. I don't want it in me, and I don't want my pussy touched. Just let me hold your cock. I'll do my thing to it. You will be happy. Sure, it's a bit creepy. I stare at it. I get up close with glasses on. ( I did that yesterday. I wanted to see the head of his dick up close while I rubbed it with my thumb. Cock heads fascinate me.) I like to see the twitches and the jerks. I just like making cocks happy. I get my own special thrill out of doing it. I really get a special thrill later when I rub one out. I came so hard yesterday after he left it was stupid. It just took me a minute or two to get my head back in order. Does it get old? No, I don't think it does. I used to rub my ex's cock off 3 or 4 times a week. We would fuck the other days, or at least I would, as I was cheating on him anyway. He never complained but would make me wait if he was doing something. That used to bug me. When I want to play with a dick, I want to play with it right then and there. I don't want to wait. I guess that's selfish of me. But then again, I was doing magical things to his penis. Which, apparently, many chicks don't want to do. So take it while you can get it, Mr! One of the things people say the most is, "It's got to be so easy for you to get a dick inside of you." Well, they don't say it exactly like that, but that's the general idea of what they are trying to convey. It's not easy. It's hard to get a hard dick in my hands, much less in my pussy. I think the assumption is that people know who I am and what I'm about. They don't. They have no clue who I am, what I do, have done, or intend to keep doing. They see me as the lady with huge tits hanging out of a sheer shirt that leaves nothing to the imagination smiling at them. Then they run for the hills. If I had more face recognition, I feel like I would have much more success at scoring cock. I could be wrong. Either way, it doesn't much matter. All I can say is I'm not going to make up scoring cock for the sake of something to tell you. I'll keep the score as it plays out. So, if you were wondering why I keep banging the same 3 or 4 guys, it's because they are a known quantity proven to pump my guts with top-quality jizz. If only I could walk in Target or anywhere else, pick a dude, and be on my way to breeding paradise, then I guess I would actually be in paradise.