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I wanted to give Connor a handjob this morning before he left to open his store up. I was drinking my morning coffee when I saw him goofing around with his car, and I just got the urge to hold his dick in my hand. It's annoyingly strong. It's like a song stuck in my head. I could go for a fuck but right now, jerking him off seems more satisfying. I get this way. It's enjoyable. I don't have much to do, and if I can make him feel good, that makes me feel good. Not to mention the whole "I have kids 15 yrs older than you" thing has been working hard on me lately. As in, it's constantly making me wet. Anyway, I went over to talk to Connor and had it in my head that I was going to empty his testicles for him this morning. It didn't happen. I forget about his grandparents watching me out the window. Surely they aren't going to be happy if Connor takes me back to his room while they're home. We have never tried, but I'd be okay with it. Connor, however, is pretty touchy about what his grandparents are exposed to when it cums to me. Even that turns me on, though. I like the way they look at me in that severely disapproving way. They know I'm having their grandson pump his sperm into my body on a regular basis. I wonder if they know he's fucking my ass. I bet they don't. I wonder if they know sometimes he fucks me so good I can't stand up for a few minutes. I would be proud of him if he were my grandson. I'm just saying. Then there are my old guys. I wish I could keep Connor to myself, but he just isn't going to fill the spot. He's good, I love him to death, but he's 19. Try spending an hour or more listening to a 19 yr old. It's hard to do. Sometimes when he's sharing his life experiences in a never-ending loop, I just slip his dick in my mouth to break his train of thought. The upside is I get to suck on a fresh 19 yr old cock, and his ability to speak is limited when his dick is slipping down my throat. Here's the thing. The kink factor in a 19 yr old vs. a 50 plus yr old is wildly different. 19 yr olds just want to empty the jizz out of their balls as often as possible. Stick it in me, pump me full, rinse, repeat. Try sticking a finger up a 19 yr olds ass, though. It most likely isn't happening. They aren't really open to new things. To them, if I ride them on top, they just conquered the universe. Scott, who's 55, is relatively open to most things. He didn't use to be. He left me because I cheated on him more than a few times. I pretty much cheated our entire marriage. I was a bad wife. But our sex together was always better than good. I always wanted the guys I cheated on him with to be better at getting me off, but that often wasn't the case. So, we fucked a lot. I got a bit out of hand with his friends and employees, and I shouldn't have. It was a bit humiliating for him to go to work, and everyone there would know I got an anal creampie in our garage from his employee during a company party. The truth is I let my pussy get out of control. It causes me to make bad choices. But the older he got, the more he came over to the dark side. I like the dark side. "Scott, I'm your slut-wife. Join me on the dark side." Star Wars thing there. I got to run. People are piling around everywhere in my house. It's funny. I live on the beach and got zero flooding. They live inland 5 miles and were pretty much boating in their living room a few days ago. Go figure.