







When I'm depressed, my sex drive is not affected, which is very useful for my job, but very weird.
I don't feel like clubbing, or dancing, or socializing - I don't want to download Tinder, or meet new people.
But I also NEED sex, which means... Well, taking my "sex-list" out of the drawer and, you know the first name?
Alice =)
If I can be honest, I had like 2/3 "casual nudity" requests with another woman, none of them involving sex.
But I kinda convinced Alice I did get a sex-request, and I pay her out of my pocket. It's not like Alice and I can't have sex outside work, but she's into clubbing and I really didn't want to go out so I kinda... Paid her?
Don't worry, I told her like the day after and we both have a veeeeery big laugh hahahaha
We made 4-5 videos (Massaging each other, shaving, painting our nails...)
And then I took her to my room, and fucked. And fucked her good. You know when you're hornily-frustrated? Yeah, like that.