• beauty & the beast • This won’t be for everyone. But it m..

• beauty & the beast • This won’t be for everyone. But it most certainly is for me. The first time I tried anal, it was an accident. Fortunately for me, it was a case of a tongue moving further south than planned, instead of hot-dog-down-the-wrong-hallway situation. Even though my initial thought was shock, I let my body relax into it. I didn’t know if I’d like it or not unless I genuinely tried to experience it. Here we are now, years later, so you could assume what I discovered about myself that day. This doesn’t mean I’ve gotten to live out my darkest dirtiest dreams ever since, quite the contrary. Many people are not open to the position. Giving nor receiving. Me being me, I refuse to push anyone to try anything they don’t want to. So, color me shocked when my partner who wasn’t really open to anal when we met, starts calling my butt plugs jewelry. She starts picking out pieces SHE wants to see me wear for her. It’s become their conquest to fill every hole, touch every inch inside and out, To truly own me in every way- even the seemingly degrading ones. It is an overwhelming emotional experience to be giving up my body for her enjoyment. Knowing she’s seen me that closely, she’s been everywhere sometimes all at once and my body and soul feel like they’ve been volunteered to her as an offering. The devotion, the soul tie, the emotional release, the heat of my body rising, my own melody moving from moaning to inhuman screams.. it feels so forbidden to let my body enjoy these senses & experiences, yet I have to remember that we are mammals. Our bodies are temples with rooms to explore. Our flesh just as much beast as there is beauty… & why not find beauty in the beast.