Ever thought about what Barbie would be like if she ditched ..

Ever thought about what Barbie would be like if she ditched the dream house & let loose a little? Think pink, a little messy & definitely not playing by the rules—pretty much where I’m at these days.

I’m so happy to be home, even if it’s only for a moment before I jet off to my next event! (If you wanna keep up, all my events are listed in my most recent Instagram post, by the way!)

I actually ate multiple times today, which is a win since my appetite has been MIA for a while now. Plus, I even went out when I got home—for karaoke with a new cute friend. 💖 Look at me, being a social butterfly and everything.

Still brokenhearted about that other thing, but I’m choosing to move on. I’m still flabbergasted by it, honestly. Like… wow. 🤯 But enough about that.

I’m ready to focus on me for a while. I’ve got a LOT going on this spring—two projects with scripts I need to break down ASAP, plus I need to unpack and repack tomorrow. Oh, and somewhere in there, I have to avoid getting hit with productivity freeze. The list is long, and to top it all off, I’m pretty sure my fucking electricity got turned off.

Long story short… it’s on currently, but I think it got switched into my landlord’s name because I can’t sign in to pay it. It says there’s no active account, which is exactly what happened last time, and that ended with me paying nearly $1500 in fees to get it back in my name. Yay, love that for me. Maybe I should’ve focused less on men who break my heart and more on paying my damn bills. Yikes.

Suits me right for not putting myself first, but goddamn—I don’t need this right now! I’ll deal with it in the morning.

As for my trip, it was long, mostly fun & fancy-free, but by the time I got to the set of Hole of the Devil Girls, I was completely burnt out. I think my performance was okay, but I’ve officially learned that stacking three gigs in a row is not the move. Two, max!

I also learned a lot about boundaries—both respecting my own & checking in with others to respect theirs too. Plus, I really need to start working with my acting coach before gigs. Reading the script with a program is great for memorization, but it doesn’t prep me for real-life performance the way I need. So, that’s a change I’m making.

On the bright side, I had a brilliant experience, met a really fucking cool guy friend I clicked with (non-romantically, shocker!), and met an indie horror girlie I really like. She’s got such an honest, real energy about her.

But WOW, am I whooped. And the dream doesn’t stop tomorrow—I still have to tackle my to-do list, prep for what’s next, and put out dumb fires left & right. Oh, and I REALLY NEED TO WORK on my comedy routine for FRIDAY. AHHH.

Okay, I’m calling it. Going to sleep now. Night! I’ll catch up on tipped DMs when I can, but it won’t be until Wednesday or later. I have a lot going on this week! Please still love me—I’m hanging on by a thread, as always!