Hey guys. The last four days I’ve struggled with sleep BIG T..
Added 2022-09-21 22:46:05 +0000 UTCHey guys. The last four days I’ve struggled with sleep BIG TIME, like 4-5 hours a night. (I’m a 9-10 hours a night kinda girl). It’s 6:42 PM where I live, and I’m heading to sleep. Going to tap out early af tonight to hopefully catch up on sleep. Spent the day servicing my rear end and repainting the pumpkin cover. The soot on my face is just for funsies. My friend took one pic of me and said I looked “big” in it, so needless to say I am also feeling a bit depressed tonight... the lack of sleep of course enhances my sadness over this comment 😔 I’m beyond tired and feeling the effects of sleep deprivation. I couldn’t even go to class this AM due to feeling delirious 😣😣 now feeling like a fat piece of shit. Y’all let me know if I truly do look big in these pics and I will start to reduce my food intake and increase exercise. It’s hard to work out with my spinal tumors and I’ve been eating a lot more out of stress. I used to struggle with binge eating and I feel it coming back a tiny bit but can manage it well. Have a goodnight, I’ll be on tomorrow. Thanks for being understanding :)
