i've been feeling pretty disconnected from my desires lately..

i've been feeling pretty disconnected from my desires lately. feeling a little lost when i'm in the dominant role, which is difficult when you're not sure what it is that you want from your sub. it's difficult no matter the role or lack thereof.

last night, i took some time to myself to get dressed up in something that i feel sexy in, seduce myself, and fuck myself in front of this mirror. i did some soul searching and listened to the small voice of my body when something didn't feel quite right.

it was incredible, i made myself cum twice and watched the whole thing. what a beautiful sight it was. i feel like i have a better understanding of what i like, why i like it, how i want it and why foreplay and seduction is often so crucial within sexual intimacy.

i know that this type of intimacy might feel different for other people. there might be shame or embarrassment or fear of what might come up. just do me (and yourself) a favor and take some time to reflect on why you're here. i can be your scapegoat if that makes it easier. what is it about my content/art that you like so much? my pussy lips? my hips? my personality? my other lips? were you drawn here energetically and learned some things since you've arrived?

if it calls to you, take some time to explore these things with your cock in your hand. you might learn a little bit more about yourself that enhances your experience and your orgasm.

this kind of curiosity and exploration is a passion of mine. i'm still working on how i want to incorporate it into your subscription but it's something that i've unofficially offered here from the very beginning. if you're ever feeling compelled to do some exploring together, you know where to find me.

♡ 𝖗