Tantric massage: 24th Nov’23 Today has been the most surrea..

Tantric massage: 24th Nov’23 Today has been the most surreal day of my life. From slowly opening up and reaching a climax, to feeling incredibly vulnerable, releasing tears without reservation, and finally experiencing a satisfying healing. This article might be a bit long, but if you're reading it, you might resonate with similar experiences or feelings. I come from a conservative, male-favored family, where I felt neglected and grew up in a home lacking love and with conservative views on sexuality. Sexual activities were considered indecent and dirty. As I grew older, I yearned for intimate relationships and love, leading to a few unhealthy relationships. Until I met Sam, whom I believed I could trust for a lifetime. However, our relationship hit a rough patch due to sexual incompatibility. I realized that unless I addressed my internal obstacles to sexual love, I would remain stuck in self-pity, offering me no help. I made the decision to explore life and sexual intimacy with Sam. It wasn't easy, as it touched uncomfortable places within me. Yet, it was precisely these uncomfortable areas that helped me identify the root causes of my obstacles. We arrived at a simple and beautiful island for a 5-day Tantra course. Before signing up, we were drawn to the course outline—7 different types of orgasms! What a concept! In the initial days, we delved into Tantra theory, exploring why basic human sexual needs are not widely accepted by various religions and how sexual energy is a sacred force for humans on Earth. Learning that one of the female instructors offered Tantric Massage, we arranged a session due to our limited time on the island. The night before the massage, we filled out questionnaires about our sexual experiences, childhood traumas, and what we hoped to gain from the Tantric session. Considering our limited time, the instructor suggested focusing on me alone, with her male partner joining for a four-hand massage, explaining that my sexual obstacles needed addressing first. Today's session took place in our resort room. I bathed and wore a robe, feeling a bit nervous but highly anticipatory. The instructor and her partner asked us to wait outside while they conducted a Tantra ritual in the room. Through the door crack, we caught glimpses of the instructor arranging, burning incense, and reciting mantras. When Sam and I entered, the room carried a faint sandalwood scent, and my body relaxed. The instructor directed us to our seats, explained the purpose of the session, clarified what I hoped to gain, and led everyone in a meditation. After the meditation, I felt even more relaxed, fully embracing any forthcoming experiences. I removed my robe, closed my eyes, heightened my other senses' ability to feel, and fully trusted the instructor and her partner to guide me. While reciting guiding words, the four hands roamed my body. When Sam joined in, becoming six hands massaging, the varying pressures, coordinated with the instructor's taught breathing techniques, created an overwhelming sense of comfort. With my permission, the instructor wearing finger cots, began massaging my Yoni. Gradually exploring each area, some were highly enjoyable, while some were uncomfortable—each needed verbal communication with the instructor's patient explanations. The excitement came! The instructor continued to a part I particularly enjoyed, and a surge of water wet the towel beneath me—I reached climax! Experiencing this climax in the presence of three people, I completely let go. Moving to another area, I began resisting, no longer relaxed. The instructor asked if there were childhood memories triggering these feelings. Many images flooded my mind, and tears streamed down uncontrollably. They provided a safe space for me to cry, and I felt incredibly vulnerable. Sam, influenced by my emotions, held me and offered immense comfort. The instructor guided me to express my feelings, childhood experiences, and what triggered these feelings. I realized that the fears I thought I had overcome were still deeply buried in my Yoni. Surprisingly and joyously, with the help of Tantra, the instructor, and Sam's loving energy, I felt these old wounds finally healed! Throughout this process, with closed eyes, time seemed to stand still, yet my emotions were like a roller coaster, reaching multiple climaxes. The instructor concluded the session with a meditation. Grateful for all the arrangements, I felt that the timing for this course and meeting such a great instructor was destined. She seemed almost divine, yet humbly credited the session to tapping into sacred energy. Sam and I sincerely hope that you, reading this, might create an opportunity for yourself, especially if you or your partner face sexual obstacles. Don't stay stuck; have the courage to learn and overcome it. Tantra is a wonderful course, and its Tantric Massage provided me with a profoundly moving and magical experience. You can Google it for more information. 密宗按摩：24th Nov 23 今天是我人生中经验到最奇幻的一天，从慢慢的放松打开，到经验高潮，接着感觉非常脆弱，到毫无保留的释放痛哭，到满足的疗愈。这篇文章会稍微有点长，看到的这篇文章的你，可能在某方面也有类似的经验或感受而被你共时性的刷到。 我来自一个保守和重男轻女的家庭，家里女生多，唯一的男孩当然被捧在手心。从小就感觉被忽视，在缺乏爱与性保守的家庭长大。性行为被认为是不检点的，肮脏的。长大后非常渴望体验亲密关系，亲密接触，向外索取爱，所以也有过几段不美好的恋情。直到认识了Sam，认为Sam是可以托付终身的男人。然而我们的关系也因性方面的不协调而触礁，他天天要，我天天不要，一度到了分离的阶段。我心里明白，若内心对性爱的障碍不处理，我将永远停留在原地自怜自艾，这对我完全没有帮助。 我下定决心，愿意和Sam一起学习探索生命，包括学习性爱。这过程很不容易，因为一直会触碰到内心非常不舒服的地方，但是往往就是这些不舒服的地方让我辨识到障碍的原因，从源头下手处理。 这次来到了一个很朴素美丽的岛屿，与Sam一起学习为期5天Tantra课程。还没有来到之前，我们已经被课程大纲吸引到 ～7种不同的性高潮！天呐，这是什么概念？！刚开始上课的前几天，我们都需要先学习Tantra的理论，这包括为什么人性基本的性爱需求不被多方宗教接纳，性爱是人类来到这地球的神圣能量，如何利用性爱来使男女能量升华，等等。当我们得知教导Tantra的其中一位女导师有提供Tantric Massage时，我们立即与导师安排，因为我们在岛上的时间不多了。Tantric Massage的前一晚，导师需要我俩填上问卷，就是要了解我们各自的性爱现况，童年创伤，和希望通过这Tantric Session 获得什么。导师看完了问卷的答案后，加上我俩的时间有限，她建议从原本的Lingam（男性器官）3小时+ Yoni（女性器官）3小时，改为专注我一人，还建议让她的男伙伴加入给我4手按摩，导师解释说我的性爱障碍更需要先被处理。 当天的session 安排在我们的resort房间里，我先洗澡换上浴袍，内心是有点紧张但非常期待。导师和男伙伴来到后要求我们先在门外等，他们俩则在房间里进行Tantra ritual，通过门缝可以稍微瞄到导师在摆阵、烧香和朗诵Mantra，不一会儿就让我和Sam进房。一进房间就闻到一股淡淡的檀香味，身体也跟着放松下来。导师示意我和Sam坐的位置，导师和伙伴则坐在我和Sam的对面，形成四方形。导师和伙伴先大概解释今天这个session的目的，还有理清我希望得到的收获，然后带领大家静坐冥想。冥想完后我的身体和头脑更加的放松，完全感受当下和接纳任何即将要发生的状态。 我脱下浴袍，闭上眼睛，让身体的其他感官放大感受的能力，完全信任导师和伙伴带领我进入状态。导师一边念着引导词，4手一边在我身上游走，接着老师示意Sam也加入变成6手按摩，手力有时轻，有时重，配合着导师教导的呼吸，舒服感瞬间爆棚。在得到我的允许后，导师戴上指套开始按摩我的Yoni部分。导师逐步按了每一个部位让我感觉每一个部位所带来不同的感觉。有些部位我是十分享受的，而有些部位则不那么舒服，都需要开口告知导师，导师耐心的一一解释。 精彩的部分来了！导师接着按摩我非常享受的部位，潮吹的水喷湿了铺在床上的毛巾，我高潮了！在3个人的目睹下经验高潮，我是完全放开了！导师接着往另外一个部位前进，感觉到我开始对抗而不再是放松时，导师问是不是我童年有不好的回忆，很多画面立即涌现在我脑海里，眼泪失控的往下掉，哭得像baby一样。他们3人都给了我一个很安全的空间让我放声大哭，这时的我感觉无比的脆弱。Sam被我的情绪感染到也双眼通红，抱住我给我很大很大的安慰。导师引导我说出心里的感受，童年什么事情引发这些感受等等，我这才发现，我以为我已经克服了的恐惧，突破了的障碍，原来是大脑说服自己一切都过了，原来这些恐惧还深深埋藏在我的Yoni里。我非常惊讶，也非常欣庆这些被埋藏深处的旧伤疤重新被看见，借助Tantra导师和Sam爱的能量，我终于感觉这些旧伤被疗愈了！ 在这整个过程中，我全程闭着眼睛，仿佛时间是静止的，但我的情绪像过山车一样，高潮迭起。接着导师也以静坐冥想结束了这次的session。非常感恩所有一切的安排，感觉冥冥中是时候到了让我上到这课程，遇到这位好导师，她仿佛就像神一般的存在，但她非常谦卑的说她只是借助神圣的能量来进行这次的session，她也很开心我完全信任她而得到这么好的效果。我和Sam真心希望看到这篇文章的你，不妨给自己创造这样的一个机会，让有性爱障碍的自己或伴侣，不要再原地踏步，请拿出勇气学习突破它。Tantra是一个很棒的课程，你可以自行上网Google。