It’s been over two weeks since the war started but I still c..
Added 2022-03-12 21:51:29 +0000 UTCIt’s been over two weeks since the war started but I still can’t believe, I feel like it’s just a nightmare and soon I will wake up in a happy world. Yes, I’ve been so happy until February 24th… It was the month I stopped camming, I was preparing for this period of my life for a year, was looking forward to start a new life. I just recently moved into my newly done apartment that I was saving for while camming, thinking of design of each room and waiting for it to be done for a year… I got to live there for 2 months before it got destroyed with shelling… After I was done camming I promised to myself to start doing more sports and learn a lot of new acrobatic things… But I never got to. Instead of gaining some muscles I lost a lot of weight even though I was already very skinny. Kharkiv had 1.5 million people in it and now up to 1 million of them including me and my family ran away to other cities. It’s scary… I loved my city so much, it was beautiful, and I want to be back there very much but there is nowhere to go and I’m not sure if it can ever be the same. I would leave to other country but feel locked in Ukraine as I can’t leave the male part of my family while I go to a safer place… I feel a little bit lost and absolutely scared of what can happen in a month, week or tonight. I can only hope for the best and try to not lose my mind. I’m not just scared for myself and my family or my country, I’m scared for the whole world, I hope it never gets out of Ukraine, i hope it never gets to a nuclear war, I hope he’s not completely out of his mind. I hope he personally pays for deaths of each innocent person that was killed because of him.
