I’m getting very sad lately. I was doing “okay” since I move..
Added 2022-06-13 14:34:09 +0000 UTCI’m getting very sad lately. I was doing “okay” since I moved out of Kharkiv to a safer place. But I really thought the war wouldn’t last so long. Kharkiv was doing better at the end of May but now very bad again, random missilery hits several times every day. My parents apartment building after first commission is most likely not valid to live in anymore. Still don’t know about mine but it’s in a worse conditions right now, it’s a much shorter building though and made of bricks, not panels so it might still be saved. But apartments is not what I care about the most. I would gladly come back and rent some if I knew my city was safe again. I’m so scared this war will last forever and so many more damages to come. When I moved here the Ukrainian news were: “Active phase of war will take another couple weeks and then will be something like it was on Donbas previous 8 years” - not nice, but still much better than it is now. Then the news were saying the active phase will be at most till the end April-start of May… then end of May… then till august and war would be over by the end of 2022. Now they say we will only be able to start counterattacking in October and this war might last for years and years… Yeah, I was doing okay, hoping for the best believing our news but now I realize those words were only to keep us fighting and not get down. And now I see that Russian army is not as weak as they told us and ours is not strong enough. And I’m so scared we might lose, it would feel like the end of the world to me. And of course I’m scared for my dad as he now works on the front line.
