👇🏻THIS saved me. Warning - vulnerable post. I know you guys ..

👇🏻THIS saved me. Warning - vulnerable post. I know you guys use only fans for other means, but I like to be a real human and share more aspects of myself and my life occasionally, not just the kinky and pretty. I think it's important to know that there's more depth in anyone than what mee ts the eye and that everything, every experience, and emotion we feel is valid and essential. If you don't care about this post, it's perfectly fine; ignore it and keep scrolling. For those who want to know me better, this is also me: I was very depressed a couple of years ago. If you just found out about me recently, I came from an Eastern part of Europe and moved to the US 7 years ago. I chose to leave everything behind: my family, brother, friends, opportunities for a singing and acting career, etc. I chose this because I have a little daughter that deserved to grow up in a healthier environment compared to a post-communist country that.. well... left me pretty fucking traumatized. Now I am healed, but it was a long, tedious process that made me face every fear, shame, and feeling of unworthiness for years. I would cry for days without an apparent reason. I never went to therapy or took Xanax in my life. I wanted to truly understand why I felt so low and unworthy of a happy life. I tried to heal in a natural way that would make me feel proud of myself. But when my emotions were unbearable, which ohh, they were, moving my body was the only thing that kept me grounded and made me feel better. I am sorry if this video seems like I am a bit unhinged. I probably was, but it was a necessary practice that helped me move that slow, stagnant energy and finally get rid of it. When my mind would drive me crazy, I put a stop to it, and I decided to listen to my body, and my body told me to move. To shake my ass and my legs, to sing and scream and feel without so much judgment. And because I did that, I could finally heal. Also, sharing my body and solo videos here was another part of healing my traumas and low self-image, but I'll leave that maybe for another time. If you have read this post until now, thank you from the bottom of my heart. What I want you to take away from this is that anything is possible, even when you're feeling at your lowest! You have to trust yourself and that you are stronger than what your mind tells you. Whatever you're going through will pass. But you are here to stay and to shine who you truly are. You will inspire someone. I'm sending you infinite love and gratitude!