***What happened to Lexi Lela?*** Hello, to the best fans in..

***What happened to Lexi Lela?*** Hello, to the best fans in the world! This post is here to shed some light on my lack of posting. I apologize for leaving yall in the dark! I spent the last two months going through some pretty bad depression. Being single can be a lot harder than I thought it would be, but I felt there could be some value in holding off on looking for someone new. In the meantime, I would try to record stuff to post on here but I wasnt hitting a level of quality I felt happy with. Posting content that I'm not proud of makes me feel creatively bankrupted, feeding into a spiral that leads me to burnout. At the same time, I can only raise the bar if I have someone to film with, and I wasnt ready for a new relationship. I feel guilty for letting all of my fans down, but I've had an incredibly hard time finding the way forward. This experience made me realize that although creating sissy captions was fun, I have to close the door on it for the foreseeable future. I am no longer a sissy, and I dont enjoy portraying myself as one. I am a trans woman. I love to submit, I love to wear my cage, I love being a good girl. But I am not a sissy anymore! Encouraging other trans-questioning sissies has been a great time, and I'm so proud of you all for the progress you've made 💕 On the other hand, it can be tough sometimes to be in this role, especially during a period where I'm having a hard time with my transition. I've said everything I had to say. But one last time for the people in the back: It's not a fetish, it's a disposition. Listen to your inner voice. Experiment. Dont be afraid or embarrassed! To be trans is to accept that you cant please everyone, and to focus on pleasing yourself instead. We're not here for long. It really doesnt matter what others think or say about it! They can mind their own business and go away. It's not like you would want them around anyway 💗 You wont need my POV videos anymore once you're living it, honey! (ok but I totally will make more POV videos when I have someone to film with, they're so fun) Like I was saying, I was feeling down for a while, but recently I've hit a turning point! I just got back from a short trip to toronto, where I really had a chance to let loose, be pretty and have fun. It made me feel so much better, and I was able to reframe my struggle in a positive way that will lead me back uphill. Did I mention I met a very pretty transfemme domme in my hometown, and we have a date this saturday? This just might be a brand new beginning for me and my page. You may be asking "Lexi, I thought you were cock obsessed and loved men?" Truth is, I've always been bi. As a submissive, I get a ton of pleasure from making my dominant feel good, obeying their commands, etcetera. After dating a man, I would really like to keep exploring and this is the perfect opportunity to do that. I will be spending the next few weeks focusing on myself and exploring my sexuality, relearning what I like and experiencing that submissive bliss that I've missed so much. If everything goes well, I hope to burst through and come back here with a renewed sense of purpose. If you choose to no longer be subscribed for now, that's okay. I understand! Just be sure to keep an eye out for my comeback sale. In my heart, I know that I've barely scratched the surface with my content! Thank you for your support, I know I've said it before, but I've had the chance to fulfill my dreams with this page, and I dont plan on letting it go. I am infinitely grateful for this opportunity to have an audience and create something that brings a lot of pleasure and joy to you. I just need to reorient. I'll be back in full force when the time is right. Thank you so much 💕 Love, Lexi 💋