oh my god you guys 🥺 i gave the pet shop guy my number and t..

oh my god you guys 🥺 i gave the pet shop guy my number and the saga unfolded..... okay look at the v different vibes of these two photo sets /videos:

one from when i was super excited about slipping him my little phone number note, all dressed up and enthusiastic and wired and excited!!!! i did it! i got over my nerves and extreme shyness and i actually gave him my # 😱 i was so proud of myself! i was sooo horny and so inspired to film a bunch of content. i didn’t have anything in mind for the future, no expectations: if there’s anything i’ve learned this year about relationships/life; it is that expectation is the gateway to disappointment

speaking of: well he did text me... to tell me he has a girlfriend 😂 🤦‍♀️ ...of course! this is like the fourth time i’ve been rejected by a dude this lovely year of 2021, i’m kinda starting to think about what is going wrong with me .... like what the hell am i chronically undateable? damn shawty okay! i feel pretty bummed not gonna lie but i’m glad he was honest. ugh he was totally flirting with me tho and totaaalllyyy eyefucking me thru my little mask like excuse me sir! 😤

the second video is like me literally first thing in the morning - plz don’t judge the smeared makeup and au naturel messy look, you already know i can look pretty and put together when i want to 🥺

another development that i will be making more posts about in the next week or so: I AM MOVING SOON!!! FUCK! i’m kind of consumed with overwhelm rn but because this is my literally only income stream and i don’t get any help from my family, i’m probably gonna do a few more sex tape sales/fundraisers this month to help with my moving expenses. i’m uncertain about the future but i will definitely keep posting and keep y’all in the loop about everything. no pressure to tip if you’re not able to, but any extra help during my move process will be so fucking appreciated 💗💗💗


uuuhhhhhhhhggghh all the feels 😩 stress kind of makes me horny so hey maybe i will make it work for me (and you!) somehow ;)

i’m like my own case study lmao
what goes up must come down! 😁 😭