hypersexualized bimbopilled personas on the internet be like..

hypersexualized bimbopilled personas on the internet be like

the memeing of the minds 🤯 I become the face of my content, give a sense of humanity to the Product, cycling through humanizing and dehumanizing myself. I fall when it falls. the times that I flop are equally as important as the successes. one day I’m like yeah I’m trying to be more positive and less self effacing, and the next… back on my goofy bullshit and OnlyFans meta analysis nonsense 🤪 at which point do the realities blend?

interesting seeing the results of yesterday’s survey. I have a lot of fun ideas about what to make next for you. what you see on this here lovely and horrible OF (I’ve once been called “worst OnlyFans ever” which is kind of iconic, I accept the title) only comprises a small part of my life; it may feel bigger because I chronically overshare. how many hours do you spend online everyday? it’s like an appendage to us now. I live on my phone, but I live away from it even more and I challenge myself by going small periods of time physically away from it. at first it’s scary and uncomfortable because we’re so used to our phones the way a baby is used to its mother

(“phone is mommy” -Freud probably)

but it starts to feel more liberating. still some uncanny valley shit tho. I honest to god wish I lived in like a rural coastal village somewhere and I believe that in our lifetime the pendulum will swing back towards a culture of luddite values. we will either be so fully sucked into the digitization of humanity that we won’t notice the singularity happening (is it happening now?), or our weak nervous systems will revolt and try to push back into a natural state of being despite “this” being the new natural

spending more time in the real world than the online world recently has been the best thing I can do for myself. learning how to split the difference. I rewatched Network last night and I’d recommend it to everyone and anyone, that film was ahead of its time, we’re all biologically designed dopamine fiends. the triggers of going online and on social media; I don’t keep active social media, I have the bare minimum, because a major human ethos has lost its purity in a massive sea of nonsensical advertising. I resent it. I hypocritically participate in it, and every time I do, I make sure it’s crystal clear how fucked up I think our system is. I am dead, and yet I live. I’m so horny for societal collapse, the fall of capitalism, and the end of advertising-based society 😴 fuck this shit, I want to be a hunter gatherer again

No Nut November?

*NO* NOVEMBER!! ejaculating myself out this bitch lol

btw feel free to nut