Oh my gosh you guys… I’m going to be sappy rn sorry!! Ahh I ..

Oh my gosh you guys… I’m going to be sappy rn sorry!! Ahh I was just very pleasantly surprised that there was a demand for my work this xxxmas🎄♥️💋

Thank you for appreciating my hard work!!

This season is overall a slow one, winter is typically the slowest in sex work, but I loved this hussle and bussle of sexmas on my OF. Y’all are a bunch of holiday perverts huh? (I’m the biggest one of all, the lonesomest and perviest) 😆 Please keep it up!! Coming back to work reminded me that I actually enjoy doing this — I was thinking about that a lot, how after being sick for a while and not working, what if I come back and it’s like ugh this shit again?? I had that fear. But during a time when I’m so anxious, your requests and contributions helped me transmute my pain into art. It definitely took me out of a miserable mood… yesterday morning I was seriously feeling so dark and grim, but after working through some contents and video chats and stuff, I actually felt better. Still sniffly and I had a nosebleed and had some chest pains, so I’m taking it easy rn, but mentally I felt better. I love the feeling of getting into my work uniform, and I have a lot of new lingerie sets courtesy of a generous sub! Thank you for the random gift tips too. It doesn’t go unnoticed. And I am loving my new horny wardrobe! So there is a lot of new ~✨~looks~✨~ coming up into 2023 that I am very excited to serve ❄️

I’m feeling validated and loved!! ☺️

I might not have a family to spend the holidays with, but y’all are the daddies I never had. The “fatherless whore going into sex work” trope is far too negatively portrayed in the media… even with my Cyberhorny book and project I want to offer a view of sex work that is positive. Do you think of me as a positive presence in your cyber life?

This job has allowed me to make a living from home safely, which is everything to me with my weak immune system. I’m beyond thankful that I can even do this. I hope to continue this OF into 2023 and 2024, bringing you pleasure and joy 💕

Thank you so sincerely for showing my business all the love this year. Because of you shopping with me I was able to afford therapy, pay medical bills, vet bills for my kitties, a space heater to keep us warm, art supplies for my projects, music equipment, investing in self care and taking better care of myself, while taking some time to recalibrate after doing intense spiritual healing work. I still have yet to discuss my **ayahuasca** experience on here… if that’s something you’re interested in hearing about, tip $5 and if this gets some tips I’ll post a nude/sexy clothes blog discussing my trip. I was able to travel to NY for a film festival, where a film was made about my OF (I want to post it whenever the director gives me her okay!!) and Italy for the first vacation I’ve had in over 5yrs. Whoever says money doesn’t buy happiness is lying. Money buys all the things we need to be happy, or at least survive. This platform isn’t making me wealthy, I can’t just jet off on an exotic vacation or buy designer clothes, but it allows me to live, have a roof over my head, and care for my pet friends. One day maybe I’ll step my pussy up and get lucky and be even able to like take a year off, not work at all, and get a beautiful quality rest. The true things no one can buy is rest, health, and time. *Time..*

I don’t need an excess of things, no one does, but growing up as a daughter of impoverished immigrants had framed the way I view the world. I want to have a comfortable life and not struggle into old age illness the way my parents have. I have seen how chronic stress and chronic illness cut lives short, and I now prioritize my emotional and physical well being. Unfortunately I don’t have the advantage of a wealthy family, even a supportive family, so I literally have no backup in this world— it’s just me. I’ve worked and lived independently since I was 18 and while there are some advantages, like a sense of freedom, it’s also really fucking hard. Some days I want to just leave this planet permanently and be free of life’s agony, other days I have a revived lust for life, a desire to create art. “Make many sex, and no war” in the words of Cicciolina… The capitalistic society we live in is extremely unfair, and full of illusions. Ever since my youth I have been acutely aware of power imbalances, and I strive to create an authentic experience that benefits my clients as equally as it does myself. I strive to transcend and go above and beyond. There is a major element of humanity missing from online sw and I wish to provide that for you. I want to be one of your favorite working girls. For my beauty, for my intelligence, for my honesty, for my creativity. I have a lot to say about philosophies of sex and transactional relationships, having done a spectrum of sex work, from irl to digital… this platform has been my favorite because in it, I feel the most “me”. So whenever you guys connect with me on here, and order my services, I want you to know how it makes me happy on many different levels 💕

Keep the requests coming! :) I prioritize the messages with tips and requests attached, that’s the best way to get my attention, but I do get to everything eventually and I answer everyone. I love the fan mail. Thanks for keeping my heart and my inbox full. Thank you for making it rain. Thank you for being my subscribers 💕

If you’ve read all this… oh my gosh thank you AGAIN 🙈 and if you’ve read it all and enjoyed, comment with a kitty!! 🐱 😸 😻 (I’ll send kitty commenters some extra cute pics)

Also!! My pinned post campaign sex tapes (Nov and Dec) are still 50% off … seriously the lowest lowest prices I’ve had for the incredible quality porn that I make 🔥

🖤 Hehe… do you like these pics? 🖤

I saw on the poll yesterday that the dark haired pinup bombshell is the highest voted look… so keep an eye out for a new video with it on the feed in the next few days :)

Meanwhile here is a collection of horny pics I hope you like. My holiday gift to you for being so generous with me, and much love from me to you 💕💋