Oh godddd not me on my emo shit again - I say that life gets..
Added 2024-03-05 21:41:33 +0000 UTCOh godddd not me on my emo shit again - I say that life gets so hard for me cause I’m so sexy 🍆💦💦😭😎🖤
Ignore this rant and just look at the nudes if you’re horny, I like these pics 💋 a dose of sexiness 💋 I hope this absolute PLETHORA of nudes, the striptease into showing all of my nude pale body from out of my black latex lingerie, makes up for the crippling seriousness..
Do you ever feel like when something shitty happens to you, it tends to come on like all at once? When it rains it pours? Idk I’ve been feeling some type of way and when I get into this state of mind it’s really hard - I mean really fucking hard - to get myself out, writing it can be cathartic sometimes tho
Life burnout is so real. Dissociating into or out of the void 🕳️
It’s like.. every aspect of our lives is surveilled, monetized, passively controlled, put through the wringer. We live in a system with no way out for many, mandatory gameplay for everyone
Almost everyone has crippling anxiety, depression, burnout, massively inflated bills, dopamine/phone addiction, and every year it both collectively and individually gets worse. Greed is the core of human suffering and a fuel to those who run this system. It’s fueling the environment into nonexistence. It’s fueling humanity into existential ruin. For the few who genuinely and authentically make the world a better place, there’s hundreds, thousands who make it worse. The way we communicate in the cyber realms, distorted as it is, can be in many ways more authentic than in the corporeal world. This sounds like a dystopian fantasy but we’re living in it. Even in the way that like, people online respond to my posts about depression and anxiety, how relatable it is to them, it’s like haunting to me in a way I can’t really explain. There’s.. so many of us in absurd amounts of stress and suffering, and the systems we live in don’t nurture us at all
Massive overhauls are needed in healthcare, rent stabilization, and education: sex ed, financial literacy, emotional intelligence, interpersonal skills. It like hurts my brain to even think about how much effort it takes to become self educated in what school doesn’t teach. I’ve developed a worldview that’s like fuck it, everything is in disarray so do whatever you want, express yourself freely and do harm to none - as fucked up as the world is we should still ideally have things we enjoy, that like keep us going (and gooning). That’s partially why I post so unhinged~ly and so unrestrained and why I’ve continued to do my OF and my Cyberhorny writing work. In a world where everything is already corrupted and chaotic, where even your body and your image can be commercialized and gamified, I just do what I can to exist and survive
Sometimes there’s no explanation. No meaningful helpful useful navigation tool. Sometimes I don’t even have anything to say, or I overshare into the void. Sometimes the day just ends 🤷♀️
