First off, I don't know why I'm so nervous about this post. ..

First off, I don't know why I'm so nervous about this post. Just want to get that off my chest. lol. Secondly, I want to thank each and every one of you that has continued to support me during this time. You guys have made me feel very much loved and appreciated. If you've been following any of my social media(twitter mainly) you've probably learned that I've been struggling with a medical issue since early November. This, along w/ some other personal/home life topics, has caused me to fall into a frustrating depression, which has sucked terribly and I started to really feel like I was losing myself(taking it day to day) but I'm ready to push forward and get myself back. I realize falling that far down the depression hole isn't healthy at all and holds no value for me. What makes me feel good is actually getting ready each day, doing my make up, putting on something sexy, taking photos, filming and hearing about how much you guys enjoy me. I've probably put on make up a handful of times the last couple months. I haven't felt sexy at all, honestly. This medical issue I'm having has just really made me feel very non sexy- the good news is I finally have an appointment coming up to discuss the procedure I have to have done to hopefully end this dreadful issue. If you're unaware of what issue I'm having and are curious- I've been having my "womanly cycle" for about 30 days at a time, literally non stop. Then I'll get a break for a week(if I'm lucky) and it starts all over again. I feel defeated. So please, when requesting a custom video or perhaps certain types of photos take this issue into consideration as of right now it's most likely not something I can offer. I really just wanted to update you guys and give a clearer picture of what's been going on with me. Aside from that, I also got really sick a couple weeks ago and my cough is just finally starting to clear up: I'm pretty sure I had covid, I didn't get tested- just stayed home. I basically started out with what I thought was allergies for a day or two, then my throat started to hurt REALLY bad, then I started coughing A TON, and got the flu(chills, body aches, sleeping 14+ hours a day)... thankfully the worst part was over in 2 days but the cough has been lingering for-ev-ER. I've missed you guys very much, I will forever be thankful that you guys choose me to wank to ;) Just wanted to let you know, I'll slowly but surely be opening my messages and responding to each and every one of my members. And of course, posting again. My goal: daily. I'm excited to push forward and make the best out of what I DO have right now and have fun while doing it <3 I hope you guys have a lovely day and I hope nobody is a mad at me.... xo