

When I was 18, I first vividly felt the state that I later called the feeling of spring. It is somewhat similar to anxiety, but pleasant. The word "excitement" is more appropriate. It's like you feel life breaking through the snow, anticipating its flowering. I have a theory that this feeling precedes a new stage of consciousness. You're all being updated imperceptibly. The whole future life becomes a new level for you – a huge unknown world. You don't know how it is yet. That's why you're worried. But at the same time you feel an interest that turns into surprise.🌎☀